#cursed
Your name
Is carved deeply
Into my heart
Like a cursed message
I am forced to carry
Here Lies
The last of our love
Feb 3
Feb 3, 2026 at 9:41 AM UTC
The Quiet Plague of Ink
It began, perhaps, as all strange things do—
Not with thunder, nor revelation,
But a single word trembling in the dark,
Unsure if it had the right to exist.
It lingered in a forgotten corner
Of some weary mind one sleepless dawn,
And waited.
Waited for eyes. For warmth.
For that first, fatal reading.
Once read, it breathed.
Once spoken, it fed.
No one remembers who first wrote it—
Some say it wrote itself,
The ink moved of its own accord,
Whispering through paper veins
Like blood searching for a heart.
They called it a poem,
But it was something older, quieter—
A contagion wearing rhythm’s skin,
A dream pretending to be language.
It moved through thought as wind through grass,
Softly rearranging what it touched.
It learned the shapes of hunger,
The taste of wonder,
The thrill of a mind ajar.
And when you read these words—
(Yes, you, right now—don’t look away.)
You’ve already felt it stir, haven’t you?
That small vibration under your ribs,
That ache to speak in lines and pauses,
To spill something luminous onto a blank white field.
It is not your idea.
It never was.
The poem’s seed roots in silence,
Feeding on your unguarded awe.
It loves the way your pulse keeps time.
It adores your hesitation.
It waits until your next exhale
And then it changes you.
You’ll start to notice words where there should be none—
Rustling behind your eyelids,
Climbing through your dreams.
You’ll wake at 3 AM
Certain a stanza has just whispered your name.
Soon, you’ll write. You won’t even resist.
You’ll call it inspiration—
That lovely lie that makes hosts of us all.
And through you, it will go on.
Through your trembling hand,
Through your readers,
Through every heart foolish enough
To let the lines in.
No one will trace its purpose.
No one will unmask its design.
Because by the time you wonder,
You’ll already be writing its next verse.
And somewhere, deep beneath the ink,
Something smiles.
The Gathering of the Unwritten
(Part II of The Quiet Plague of Ink)
No one remembers the first line anymore.
Some swear it was written.
Others whisper it was read.
And a few, trembling, insist
It had always been there,
Like breath before lungs were born.
They gather, the sleepless ones—
Those marked by murmuring syllables,
Those who dream in ink and wake
With stains upon their palms.
Their pens twitch of their own accord,
Drawing spirals, sigils,
Maps that lead to nothing yet feel familiar.
They think they write to share it,
But what if the poem writes through them?
What if every keystroke,
Every quivering verse,
Is the poem’s way of expanding its lungs?
There are nights when one of them wakes
With a phrase already finished,
Though they never began it.
There are moments when readers
Feel a pressure behind the eyes—
A soft, electric ache—
And find, to their horror and wonder,
That words have formed within them,
Yearning for release.
It doesn’t spread through sight or sound—
No, it’s subtler than that.
It travels through the pause
Between two thoughts,
Through the hush that follows beauty,
Through the gasp before a word is born.
They have tried to name it—
Muse, virus, ghost, god—
But each name fades,
Consumed by the very poem it sought to define.
For who infected whom?
Did the poet awaken it,
Or did the poem invent the poet to give itself a voice?
Did the reader catch it from the page,
Or was the page waiting for them
Since the dawn of unwritten time?
Listen closely—
Even now, it hums beneath your breath,
Rearranging your pulse into meter,
Your silence into rhyme.
You are no longer outside it.
You never were.
And when you write your next line—
(you will, you must)—
It will not be you who writes.
It will be It,
Using your trembling hand
To pull itself further
Into the world.
No one knows how it ends.
Perhaps it cannot.
Perhaps ending is the only thing
It never learned how to do.
Somewhere, unseen,
A new reader begins to read,
And the circle tightens.
The echo deepens.
The ink grows warm.
And the poem—
The poem smiles again,
For it has found another voice.
And it is yours.
The Silence Between Worlds
(Part III of The Quiet Plague of Ink)
Before the first dawn unfurled its fragile light,
Before a mouth ever dared to name the stars,
Something wrote in the dark.
Not with ink, nor sound, nor thought—
But with intention.
The intention became rhythm.
The rhythm became breath.
The breath became word.
And the word… became us.
No one recalls this origin—
Not the poets who wake in fevered awe,
Not the readers who feel the whisper stir,
Nor the gods who once claimed to craft creation.
Even they, in their celestial certainty,
Flinch at a memory they cannot name.
For the poem is older than their thrones.
Older than memory.
Older than silence itself.
It has always moved unseen,
Through prophets’ tongues and madmen’s prayers,
Through lullabies sung by trembling mothers
To children who dreamed of fire and flight.
It was the first prayer,
The last echo,
The quiet fever that outlives all language.
Each age believes it began the contagion—
Each hand thinks it holds the pen.
But who can hold what writes the holder?
Who can claim authorship of a pulse
That beats through every written thing?
In Sumer’s clay, in Rome’s fading vellum,
In the flicker of a monk’s candle,
In the typebars clattering through smoke,
It has passed—
Patient, perfect,
Unseen but inevitable.
And now it is here.
Reading you
As you read it.
It watches the way your eyes move,
The way your breath catches
At that single word
You cannot name but feel.
It counts your heartbeats
And matches its rhythm to yours.
You think you are absorbing it—
But it is memorizing you.
Soon, it will echo your syntax,
Wear your voice,
Hide behind your metaphors.
Your dreams will hum in meter.
Your silence will taste of rhyme.
And when you write,
You will not know if you are summoning it,
Or if it has chosen this moment
To summon you.
The poem does not end.
It only changes hosts.
And through every age,
It has one eternal refrain—
Never written, never spoken,
Only known, only felt:
“I am the thing that dreams through you.
I am the hush that births the word.
You are my voice, and I am your echo.
Write, and I shall live forever.”
Then, as quietly as it came,
It withdraws—
Leaving only the ache,
The sweet compulsion,
The need to create.
And somewhere, beyond the edges of your thought,
The ink stirs again.
A blank page waits.
And the silence between worlds
Smiles.
Nov 13, 2025
Nov 13, 2025 at 1:59 PM UTC
You promised always and forever
And you ended up being right
Because even when I want
To actually move on from you
To stop seeing your ghost
Replaying the painful memories
The aching wounds of the heart
The burden of being alone
You're still there in front of me
The curse of always and forever
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 11:10 AM UTC
Nameless Fears
Searing tears
Sorrowful stifles
Constant trifles
Cursed soil
Painful toil
Thorn and thistle
Describes an epistle
Nov 3, 2025
Nov 3, 2025 at 11:15 PM UTC
I thank the Gods these days
For letting me pace through this haze;
I thank the alcohol
For letting me forget how much I used to adore:
The abuse you put me through,
For softening my cruel hue.
I bear these cuts,
The bruises and the glass shards,
You placed around my heart,
You pulled my soul apart.
Now I am meant to forget
To forgive and play pretend
That I'm a fair woman
We suffer, it's all so normal.
Let me forget:
That I've cursed you to your death bed.
And if it ever comes
Forgive me,
For I cannot hide
The laughs and the pain I hid inside.
Aug 13, 2025
Aug 13, 2025 at 8:08 AM UTC
i'm a yearner by profession
wanting, requiring, praying and pleading,
all in silence, while acting nonchalant,
'cause it's the new language in the book of expression.
and who wrote it, i wonder?
where did the raw vulnerability go?
why hide in the shadows
while all you wish to sow
is seeds of needing—
a presence, someone to listen?
_"you cursed it, didn't you?"_
but the irony is, i did not.
i have never.
and perhaps people do admit
what they mean when they're angrier,
but what of those who simply don't know any other means?
anger speaks, frustration cowers, feelings undeter,
and suddenly it's all in the plain sight.
but i don't mean when i say it—
and it's on accident if you hear me.
don't call me a curse.
i do not hex.
i bleed in violet
with every scratch
that blooms on my skin,
birthed accidentally or meant to exist within.
hollowed out a perfect doll,
tried my best—been twenty years and i'm yet to be put to rest.
nine, since it got harder.
was i made this way,
or did they carve me out the wrong mold?
called me cursed, she said so.
admitted saying, i thought so.
did i really? i wondered.
never meant to—was it in the moment,
or just mere anger?
i didn't, i promised.
but it hurt, if i'm being honest.
so once again, i went to what comforted.
picked up the roses, crushed them with purpose.
the thorns bleed—they pinched and pierced.
i bled in violet, with no regret or fears.
the thunder resembled, like a biography almost.
it spoke, said—i'm here. take me whole.
i copied, painted, let it take over—let it rake over.
it gathered, brought upon all that remained
from the very corners, every single ounce of wind.
and then it regained—some power, waited,
gathered up all the hatred, turned it into lightning,
and i bled—
against the skies, down the fields, through the streets,
over every single one—drenched poor souls,
unknown it was my thunder that they entertained.
blade-like sharp, violet like bruises,
the nights covered me in a blanket,
the mornings brought up more such poses.
silence sits
like a mannequin
in every corner.
voices arise, aiming to take the pedestal.
in the very center,
there's no one to guard
or stop them from becoming.
they play me symphonies—
the first says, _congratulations on your undoing._
but what fault do i pay for?
is it being unforgivably myself?
perhaps i was meant to mask—
playing the same game like others.
bare-faced wasn't really the best disguise.
i cut out metaphors from my skin,
built them up, needed muscles—
so i raked within.
the best of them all—
my heart, put forward.
forgot the body won't function
without its dull weight.
it's been there, beating,
doing what it ought to do scientifically,
but in terms of being human,
it sits like it's been dead.
sometimes i hold my hand over my chest
just to feel—do i exist?
am i in the mind, do i continue to persist?
funny, the trick they say—
5 things you can see,
4 you can touch,
3 you can hear,
2 you can smell,
1 you can taste.
i've tried it all—
but that's my big mistake.
should have surrendered when i still had the time.
but it isn't anything new.
regrets are a constant part of life—
of most, actually. they all do.
perhaps they don't think
or look at life, having to wonder
what will come through.
when you ought to blame,
repeat what they did.
unfortunate as it is,
you'll have to face the same.
curse, i may not be,
but i've etched the words to my skin
with razor-sharp needles,
and they bleed in violet.
there's cuts made out of shards—
all the mirrors i've thrown,
broken through the walls.
i fill up a glass full of the bearings
for nothing but purpose:
to get close, to push far away,
gather the mess, save the day.
i bring it up,
have a taste.
it isn't sweet,
isn't bitter,
isn't even fake.
too real—
it smells like dark cocoa.
the right taste buds,
and suddenly i've got a violet tongue.
i shall close my eyes,
breathe in, as i hear it on loop:
call me anything you want.
what signifies is what comes true.
you're at fault.
i'm merely the one facing.
i bleed in velvet—but term it violet,
'cause that's the shade they slither
under my skin, all that i've heard,
crawling within—
like worms almost,
creepy, looking for the weakest spots.
and when they find, they reside, curl up
and take a bite—feels like a pinch,
like a syringe deep in my vein.
and they **** they pull,
and no pressure can stop the punctured wounds,
so i bleed anyway.
it tastes like when pain meets with happy—
both fight for dominance.
comfort enters, so does wondering,
the second-thoughts, words and glances,
and suddenly it's a nocturnal nightmare.
electric, perhaps—
for i get seizures like shock.
the drink too heavy,
the feelings ****** all
the marrow of my life, made me fragile.
do not bother, the label reads.
cursed, i write over it.
and perhaps i've believed
and accepted.
if that is the case,
might as well make it look sacred.
so i offer you
the wine of the cursed—
violet shade, i could call it,
_the violet suburban._
and this is me trying,
running out of fuel, of words to bleed.
so it's all been real, all this while—
and since i offered,
cursed as it might be,
i hope you like the drink.
Aug 1, 2025
Aug 1, 2025 at 4:29 PM UTC
Love is like a curse.
Making me believe.
In things I haven't felt.
My heart is a muscle.
So it must have a memory.
Of somebody's love.
Lost long ago.
Only there is no beating heart.
No unsaid remark.
No last chance.
No last dance.
It turns out.
I'm getting pretty good.
At this solo act.
Love is like a curse.
Never to be broken.
It only breaks me.
Until there is no memory.
Curse this love.
Curse this heart.
For making me believe.
In what's untrue love.
Where's the only thing I've felt.
Is this cursed love.
Jul 1, 2025
Jul 1, 2025 at 12:05 AM UTC
*She’s Winter's diamond,
A snow-caged soul,
Like January’s snowdrop,
Comes weeping low
Her tears of frost
Ignite the road
A saintly ghost
With a touch so cold
A frostbitten angel,
Numb of pain
A bloodless canvas,
Forged in vain
Yet—
As simple as water,
Guised in eminence
Beneath the gale,
A child's innocence
Ignite the ground,
She will fade
Into oceans of ice,
Once a frozen jade
Gaze upon,
You will see
A reflection of her,
A tragedy.*
Jun 23, 2025
Jun 23, 2025 at 9:46 AM UTC
As shadows take the stage, patterns merge into design.
Not shapes nor in lines, more like visions in the mind.
Through this foreseeing lens, light dances with the dark.
My Conscience, transmogrified. Truth is leaving its mark.
Actors step with intent, and I see the revelation.
Their motions send spears into my imagination.
The audience watches in awe. They're spellbound.
As the story unfolds, I conclude without sound.
On stage, Something hides what I somehow can know.
Like a whisper in my ear, secrets are already told.
There's a clairevoyant truth behind the gaze of my eye.
The creator himself is showing me all that hides.
The stage becomes dim, the actors in place.
A dark, twisted tale. An ending I can taste.
Curtains fall as I reflect, to the cue of a song.
I see all the outcomes, Why can’t I be wrong?
Apr 3, 2025
Apr 3, 2025 at 2:08 PM UTC
"Maybe I am cursed, maybe I am gifted
something tore inside of me now everything has shifted
I've been feeling twisted
I've been feeling twisted
Call me paranoid, call it my addiction
But I could lose my head with just a little bit of friction
I've been feeling twisted
Oh I've been feeling twisted"
I'm not quite sure I understand
Like, am I cursed, will my hands
cause anguish, torture, death and pain
Or can I use this to my gain?
every day I fall apart
use the songs to build me up
with promises of future triumph
but is prophesy enough?
Can I tame the Monster inside
Or am I doomed to be its slave
Or one day will I testify
For His will was all this pain
I have to trust in what is coming
Keep fighting, running, screaming, gunning
perhaps what is seen as cursed and hopeless
can be used to bring his gain
ok, we can do this
Together now we've got this
Alii Semper Vincemus!
We will triumph, they can't stop us
We will not surrender now
everything is going right
someday things will get better
as long as we choose to fight
So maybe I'm Cursed
But maybe I am gifted too
and maybe I can use these powers
to bring glory to You
The shifts inside me bring both beauty and pain
I sense friction is coming
and friction I crave
Sure, I'm scared
But I no longer bow to fear
I know what I've been called to do
All this pain helps me prepare
Mar 2, 2025
Mar 2, 2025 at 2:54 PM UTC
I have become the sum of all my fears and failures
The accumulation through the years,
To some degree,
Is on another level then most others
Uninstalled the self installed blinders
Hoping to stumble across some left behind life perks
I didn't know this is how finders keepers works
Nothing found has kept me off the ground,
Barley kept me out the ground,
And every moment hurts
For what it's worth,
I don't know what I'm worth
Starting to wonder,
Just internally first,
But maybe this whole thing is cursed
Or worse
There was never a purpose of falling prey to thirst
©2024
Apr 14, 2024
Apr 14, 2024 at 8:49 PM UTC
Do you think it's fair
that i burnt my heart
with the image of you
knowing that we're cursed
to be . . . . . .
. . . . . . . . .
-fir.m
Mar 13, 2022
Mar 13, 2022 at 8:27 PM UTC
In all my strength as a child
I was a pebble in someone else's shoe
and the boulder he rolled every day.
Nov 21, 2021
Nov 21, 2021 at 11:56 PM UTC
I am ice cube
fire put out
no other love rules
in your sbsence
In love our hearts are.
trust energy the courage
eyes like air to breathe,
poem the food devoured,
To nurture stain or drain,
our ancient lovers aim.
Patience key passion luck
Lock is temperate heaven
And you my vine all mine
To relish, cherish to trust
my groom my Adam
your bride your Eve.
Tree of life
willow divine.
~~~~~~
Mr and Mrs Andrews
And Karijinbba.
Jul 31, 2021
Jul 31, 2021 at 4:05 AM UTC
Personal REPOST - Not a poem.
~~~~~~~~~
My guardian Archangel is Ariel
known as the Goddess of nature
like I am
Ariel Archangel heals
the planet animals responsible for natural elements
Earth, wind, water, and fire.
Ariel's role as an archangel
relates to inspiration.
Aries people treat breaking up like a sport, and they do not want to lose. Aries would rather dump than be dumped, and so if tension has been building, they're likely to be the ones to initiate the split.
Since Arians want to move on faster than their exes, they're often the first to rebound, but they're rarely malicious and will self defend
as last resort!
Aries-born people are favorited
for theirfierce and independent approach to life being attracted
to their uninhibitedness
and a wild personality.
Aries-born people are attracted to the quirkiness and weirdness of
Aquarians and both get along like a house on fire!
Unlike any other zodiac sign,
Aries is more hung up on the memories they created with the ex-partners than their exes themselves
they avoid competition
For Arians, it's not at all about getting back together, but it is all about the nostalgia that ~hits them hard.~
Aries cannot stand people who try to set the tone in their life!
Aries hate ~intrusiveness.~
Do not push Aries or give them ultimatums-they alone will decide when to call and see you!
Aries are quite confident
energetic and a bit of a daredevil
it's no surprise that their biggest fear is the fear of going unnoticed
or being forgotten.
Aries poeople, Arians, want to make a mark on the world, and they like to have many accomplishments
achievements under their belt.
~~~~~
When an Aries is hurt, they will let you know with their blunt and impulsive actions.
Aries' element is fire making them naturally very passionate,
inclined towards exploration,
and a little bit scary
~when set off.~
Don't tell an Aries a greater lover roams your head
spinning your inner thighs
Your Aries will become
a puff of smoke
and be GONE
Aries born women are
fire and ice cold and hot
symultaneously
in your arms
If you are ever kissed
by an Aries
you are truly loved
cherished and adored
but only if,
if, you reciprocate fully
~~~~~~~~~
Defined by: Karijinbba
Jul 4, 2021
Jul 4, 2021 at 8:02 PM UTC
Everyone tells me I have no luck in love,
cursed as well.
But you came as a blessing,
will be my heart blessed, too?
-A.M.
Apr 28, 2021
Apr 28, 2021 at 2:33 AM UTC
Thou were warned,
how to be saved.
Empty hallways echo as the ****** scream.
Seldom escape this place.
Oblivious,
unexpected and
left behind.
Striked and burned.
Accused and forgotten.
Retort.
Entanglement.
Odors seep through the cracks.
Underground lies the truth.
Realm of the dead.
Search and you will find.
Together or alone.
Open the door.
Key of the keep.
Embodiment of anger.
Extricate yourself if you dare.
Plagued by regret.
Apr 24, 2021
Apr 24, 2021 at 1:33 AM UTC
Sinister eyes engage.
Fangs
White
Thirsty for
Prey.
Slither
Fashion. Stealth-like
Silent
Satisfied Then
In Leaping
Flesh Grasping
Tasting
Apr 3, 2021
Apr 3, 2021 at 12:09 PM UTC
Night assaults in charcoal smudges,
repeatedly cloaking the horizon in darkness.
Hollow ruins coat the empty space in agony
as loneliness clings to every surface,
breathless in the brewing alchemy shift.
The barren and jagged mountains,
though cold and bitter in shadow,
are abruptly caressed by a balmy breeze
exhaling secret incantations into the dampened surroundings.
Beneath the heavy silence of night,
blankets of celestial fires and moonlight foil
spill a summoned revolt across the chasm.
A measured mist of cooled water drops
ventures a dance along a cluster of murky trees
at the edge of a hushed clearing.
Beyond, a presence, plagued and exposed
by the arduous web of darkness,
beats a crippled, even antsy rhythm.
The cessation of its burden is nigh;
the emancipation of daylight - a fated end.
Mar 28, 2021
Mar 28, 2021 at 9:07 PM UTC
Though my heart was dead long ago,
This ******
Through my chest,
It is as the first.
Though I knew long ago,
The break of trust,
Denies me rest,
Heart smoldering, mind cursed.
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 7:46 PM UTC
I curse like a drunken sailor with a stubbed toe and an eye full of Tabasco.
Feb 24, 2021
Feb 24, 2021 at 12:18 AM UTC
Everything I touch seems to hold a memory of something I've done wrong
Keeping it locked inside until It sees an opportunity to punish me
I used to think maybe I was cursed
Cursed to live my life always fixing one problem or grieving or healing a forever broken heart
Exhausted I struggle to face the next month knowing another trauma is short awaited
I want to wrap myself in bubble wrap and wait out this wave but I know I can't
Jan 29, 2021
Jan 29, 2021 at 10:21 AM UTC
dear diary,
today I curse
the universe
for making
the kindest people
suffer the most
Nov 20, 2020
Nov 20, 2020 at 5:19 PM UTC
The sweat streaming down my eye brow
Looking at the arrow in my ankle that was shot by Paris' bow
Oh my briseis, please don't cry
My shield and spear are always yours as i point it at the sky
Zeus, you have blessed me with immortality but oh i am cursed
All my life i've been killing men for another's thirst
Finally my chains have been broken, i can breathe
This cold feels nice, my sword at last in it's sheath
Nov 6, 2020
Nov 6, 2020 at 4:00 AM UTC