#creativeprocess
A cosy room of books and green breath,
Light music hums through space.
The air whispers of peace.
Fingers and keys, words and thoughts,
A silent battle simmers beneath.
Nov 9, 2025
Nov 9, 2025 at 5:09 PM UTC
In nine years — those nine years ago, where it all first bled, my hand
chased after words like birds startled into flight; each letter a feather
I tried to hold, each silence, a wing that trembled. These fingers ran
that day — still running, from the moment ink first called my name.
Less of a speech, more a prayer pressed through assembly lines of
thought; for the soul is not a factory, but a forge — and every verse I
hammered, sparked and seared another part of me alive. Like a leaf
falling in love mid-air, I found gravity too gentle to fear; I fell, I wrote,
and somewhere before hitting the ground I truly learned that _leaving_
and _leafing_ were the same thing: growth disguised as a humble descent.
I could never leave the pen alone, though sometimes I’d put it down,
just long enough to hear it whisper back, "Are we really done, or just
beginning?" And so I’d wait — for new trees to rise from the mulch
of old ideas, roots feeding on yesterday’s failures, branches reaching
toward an unwritten sky.
Nine years — and I, the son of my own beginnings, a poet, a writer,
a craftsman made of paper cuts and persistence. Now my body is the
parchment, my breath the ink; I left fingerprints in every stanza as if
to remind myself — __I was here!__ To leave this body, and to leave this
breath, is not to die, but to scatter — to bleed into every margin of the
world. And when the last drop dries, they’ll still find me pressed
between these pages, a ghost of graphite and grace.
Nine years ago, I met the pen — and it said to me, "Take my hand,
and believe." And I did. And I still do. Every line since has been
proof of that promise.
Oct 15, 2025
Oct 15, 2025 at 4:54 PM UTC
I woke up before the noise,
breathed with the trees,
walked with the sky.
The sun hadn't yawned yet,
but I had — twice.
Back home, I made coffee
strong enough to slap me awake.
I whispered to my cup,
"Let's be productive today."
It didn’t answer —
but I believed in us.
I sat down with math—
chapter four, page full of promises.
I underlined the heading,
adjusted my pen cap five times,
then sharpened a pencil
I didn’t even need.
Pro-level procrastination unlocked.
Midway through one sad-looking equation,
my phone lit up—
first a comment,
then a reel,
then a cat dancing to lo-fi beats.
Fifteen minutes later,
I knew three dessert recipes
and forgot the formula
I never really knew.
Suddenly, a line hit me—
not from the textbook,
but from somewhere softer.
A poem idea.
Just a line, I thought.
A quick jot.
A harmless verse.
But the line grew limbs,
called in stanzas,
and started demanding metaphors.
So I gave in.
I gave it my quiet,
my hours,
my last sip of cold coffee.
A crow watched me
from the window grill
like it knew
I was failing both maths and time.
And now—
the sun is long gone,
the sky has tucked itself in.
The poem is finished,
polished and breathing.
But that chapter?
Still untouched.
Still waiting.
Aug 16, 2025
Aug 16, 2025 at 12:58 PM UTC
It’s hard for me
to read good books—
the kind that pull me in,
where I live inside the characters’ lives.
I begin to become the story,
and then, suddenly,
the urge to write bursts open in me.
Ideas tumble over each other,
and I rush to my notes app
to catch every drop of inspiration
before it slips away.
A book I could read in an hour
stretches into days,
because reading
always makes me want to write.
Aug 25, 2025
Aug 25, 2025 at 6:16 AM UTC
This poem
I want it to show me the way
These days, how can I nurture my love more?
What kind of a poem would truly help me?
How can I be helpful to others, too?
I choose my words pretty carefully.
Should I write about life?
Should I be avoiding strife, and holding on and feeling off?
But it all belongs here, I can't make it disappear...
Feeling stuck and trying to move,
Listening to one's heart's groove,
Hoping for an answer in the distance...
A white boat sailing towards the sun,
Those last seconds before it disappears
In the ocean, or the sea...
Darkness comes and the red goes away,
We experience change anyway.
Nurturing my soul by giving hope to others,
Writing from the heart, late at night in bed.
Instead of healthily falling asleep,
My mind was searching for a place to take the leap,
To express concerns and worries to me,
To make me want to let go genuinely,
But I ever slow begin to understand,
What it means when I don't need to pretend.
I don't know how I would handle that...
Jul 20, 2025
Jul 20, 2025 at 8:19 PM UTC
This wisdom should be on the streets
My wisdom should be on the streets
My wisdom should be on the walls
These words deserve to be seen
This knowledge should not be ignored.
These skies aren't just falling
They're spreading wide apart
To let us all inside
Into the universe's heart
The ocean is the place
To be and sea is paradise
Whenever hearts are aching
The water calms the mind
Where the sun sets brighten the landscape
New ideas take a different shape
And as the moon smiles down on us
We're simply here on our soul vacation
The wind is howling-helping us
To sail across the ocean-atmosphere
Where far is close
And the horizon's near
We eat and drink
We dream, we film
We sing in silence to ourselves
We're one with beautiful sun rays
As I am letting go,
Floating, finding words,
Coming from the heart
Of this country's evening ride
We're simply carrying on
In waves of love
It has so many faces
As well as phases
Always enough
For all of us
If we look closer
And we trust.
Jul 9, 2025
Jul 9, 2025 at 8:03 AM UTC
i don't consider myself much of an author
though you could call me a poet
i have a book, turns out
i guess i've been living under its illusion
but today, after three months of it being public
i held it in my hands and went through the pages
i'm not super proud, i'll admit
it's not perfect, barely anything
if i were to compare my current writing with that of the book
i'd call myself childish when i thought it could look
poetic or pass off as poetry
i'm no professional, barely perfection
but the title does say perhaps we could be anything
so here i was, reading through, found a good few
but most seemed to lack the fervor that i thought
when i penned down that thought
and once again i wondered, am i supposed to be proud of this thing?
_thing, huh._ really low of me to put it that way
when i started writing and it was a beginner's sake
no plans, thoroughly unrequired
i know many creators
ones who are artists, and they almost always mention
_“i'm not really proud of that one”_ —
the particular one that marked their beginning
but i guess the beginnings are the time capsules
that lead to more such evenings
when you finalize a draft, finalize a piece,
put it out there wondering maybe it still lacks it
but the heartbeat — of that moment when it's passed on and upon —
maybe not everyone would critique
are we ever really proud of all that we do?
do we really accept it?
then this particular vision erupted in my head
i held the book, held it in my hands
and it was out there, and anyone could peek into my head
it escalated — vibrant imagery indeed
i was left to accept that if anyone wanted,
they could have had parts of me
the specific ones inside the book
and the ones in the title
and in the words
and in the emotions that led it on
and even though it wasn't everything, not as i'd desired
maybe someone could find a piece they loved in there?
perhaps it wasn't that bad of a choice
not super proud again — but hey, _i'm a poet!_
i've been writing more, learning better, and listening loads
i think i might be onto something
like let it enfold you by charles bukowski
god, i don't know the man
not his works or of any other plans
but i do know that words stick
the meaning they carry does too
and if i say i love the book (yet to like it)
_will you read it for me too?_
May 29, 2025
May 29, 2025 at 11:13 AM UTC
I wanna make ****** songs
to sing my poetry
but I can't find any chords
that match my symphony.
So spread your wings
and give me creativity,
cause all I need
is inspiration;
an epiphany.
Play a few chords
on your guitar.
Please,
sing to me.
I’ll always be thankful
for the embrace
your words tuck me in.
Maybe someday,
I’ll be the one behind
the mic
singing
poetry.
Apr 17, 2025
Apr 17, 2025 at 2:59 PM UTC
I wonder what the pages I left hanging feel.
All of the things I promised I would write on it — gone just like that.
Does it still have the faith in me?
Will it ever be able to trust someone else if they found it?
I feel sorry for those pages,
but I do have a reason!
I may not be the best person there is,
but I do wish for every page to be finished —
pages full of words, proud and filled.
But if I were to deliberately finish one
just for the sake of finishing it —
won't that be unfair to the page?
Therefore, I made a painful decision:
to leave it unfinished!
Unfinished it may be, so,
but at least it will still have the essence of something meaningful.
I hope the page forgives me
for what I took away from it.
But I never had a better choice.
After all,
it is my fault.
-Asher Graves
Apr 17, 2025
Apr 17, 2025 at 11:50 AM UTC
There is this thing about spiraling;
isn't it beautiful in a way?
I am like a ballerina;
turning and twisting against the same spot;
turning it into poetry.
Apr 12, 2025
Apr 12, 2025 at 1:52 PM UTC
I sometimes wonder if I could make a poem out of all the metaphors
that have been scrapped because of what surrounded them.
If I could make a clique,
where they’d join strong
and leave their pasts.
Create a new country of love,
for all the unique metaphors
that died because they didn’t know better.
*“I want to scream but forgot how to talk”
“The fear I felt drained in my blood
and I now have it tattooed in my tears”
“Opportunities that slip off your fingers
like fish in the depths of a lake”
“my fears were dissolved
into tears”*
…
Apr 12, 2025
Apr 12, 2025 at 1:50 PM UTC
I scratch my scars
peel them off.
Turn them into scraps.
They never stop bleeding
because I don’t want them to.
This poetry is made of pain,
a style nib dipped in blood.
Verses made of hatred.
of
pain;
of
blood
Some people need a sunset
and a coffee
to find their words.
What I need
is to fill my body with my own aches
until
there
is
and nothing
I left
can
dip
my
words
in
it.
Apr 3, 2025
Apr 3, 2025 at 4:37 AM UTC
Do you remember
that first poetry book?
*Poemas de Otoño
de
Rubén
Darío.*
Do you remember when
you borrowed it?
“It was the first book
she ever read
out
of
pleasure”
Your mother said.
*It was the last one too,
wasn’t it?*
Because you are gone now.
Gone forever.
Gone with no coming back,
gone with no reply,
with no promise of an
“I’ll meet you again”
Nothing.
You are no longer there to console me.
There is nothing to cling into.
No hope.
No hope except for a shallow dream,
the empty promise of the afterworld,
the holy gates.
I’d be religious
just for you.
But my brain was never made for blind belief.
So I’ll pull deidities aside
and grasp into poetry,
in a hope that
if heaven can’t be real
at least I’ll bring my demons
into earth.
Into paper.
Into
ink.
Apr 3, 2025
Apr 3, 2025 at 4:18 AM UTC
if i couldn’t - feel - for a day,
i wonder -
how i’d feel about it the next day;
to not have a memory i can name;
to come out the other side,
to realize -
the story’s still the same.
what would i even call such a day?
i guess - it’d still be a regular day...
for others to see me -
like, they’ve always seen me
under the sun.
just for a day,
put my soul out of the equation.
i wonder where i’d even start,
with my mind, and my tongue -
both poles apart.
no self-esteem to feed,
nor the regrets -
to fight about.
****
what would i even write about...?
Dec 15, 2024
Dec 15, 2024 at 11:16 AM UTC
You asked for this door.
One foot through the
Other trembling in the stars.
You can[not] have balance without halfway seeking defeat.
Stone's on the water now.
Float or sink.
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 2:40 AM UTC