#couldve
it was not
Hesitation
But i should’ve
met you
Halfway
Anyway
It was just
Miscommunication
But i should not
Let you
Go away
let you, go away.
Its Saturday
Night
I had a glimpse of you
By my side
Please don’t go
If you can, stay.
Apr 16
Apr 16, 2026 at 8:43 PM UTC
I wish I could run
With you by my side
Laughing in the sun
No heed of bitter chide
I would show you the brook
The trees, the knoll and trails
Path reserved for when friendship
Took
In time past, in timeless dell
To run and jump like we did in the past
Over obstacles thrown our way
Even abandoned by home in fateful cast
But neither of us were homeless in early day
Children we were then, and still children now
For hearts worn when hearts met
For you is still crowned
It’s smile bidden without regret
Two bodies more different couldn’t be
For foggy guess at worlds apart
We only laugh at error made
Twin souls in Natures work of art
If only soul were enough
To deal with natures call
Or how with flame that could
not *****
In sunset - friendship
funeral pall
Though our paths differing will not cease
neither is better than the other
Heavy hands do not comfort ease
And fragile tidings crippled with blunder
Now I see you locked away
In a home of your own making
I cannot-will not free you
But look on from out glass,
while I am shaking
I wish I could run with you by my side
In this field where I stand, a lonely bird.
Presently distance resides
And no beat is heard
I want to show you the brook and dell
All is seen from where I stand
Arriviste prison my friend does dwell
I won’t trade my portion, for foolish
Demand
Nov 24, 2025
Nov 24, 2025 at 11:34 PM UTC
What used to matter
Now its all useless.
All those those things I thought were true
Seems like I didn't even had a clue.
Even though I was used to the pain
Cause it was the only thing made me feel alive!
Now it seems to not matter
It was all useless!
Waking up everyday with the same burden
Caught in the web I, myself had woven
What it really seems
Is that nothing really matters!
My head starts spinning
My body's shaking
Thinking about what could've done!
My feet starts walking
My hands are reaching
Desire for my world to burn!
And still I am here
Just waiting for you...
Drowning in the pool of agony
With disbelief in Separation!!!
Apr 26, 2020
Apr 26, 2020 at 4:58 AM UTC
If we never found our way to each other,
I just want you to know that my feeling was sincere.
I could've loved you better,
but it was only in my wildest dream
that I'll ever have you love me back.
Sep 28, 2019
Sep 28, 2019 at 11:46 AM UTC
The ocean
Crashing rolling in the deep
Turning stones slowly felt to sand
Beneath the feet, and yet
No one can tame the tidal crash
Where the waterways collapse and meet
Though many have tried
How the waves of time wash over us all
In the shallow end of this single life
Because regardless of fear, or the deep
So the morning tide will ever subside
And yet never live to see the setting sun
Just as the castles of our yesterday will be swept away
By the water pulling at our feet
So the ocean will always crash and roll
With a gentleness and honest swell
Resting calmly in-between
Each wave
Dec 4, 2017
Dec 4, 2017 at 11:46 AM UTC
I could’ve done the right thing
Many moons ago
If only I could’ve understood
How my heart, I could follow
I didn’t know myself enough
Yet denied it when you claimed to
I was afraid to let myself in
Always thought, maybe it’s too soon
I knew when something didn’t feel right
I could feel my skin shiver and my bones tremble
I could never tell what, precisely,
Whatever the truth was, often remained a jumbled mumble
I went so far away to find myself
Days and nights I cried in emptiness
That’s when I understood myself
Then it was clear that you and I are the oneness.
I’m grateful for the struggle
For without it, I wouldn’t have travelled so far
I’m regretful for the pain
For because of it, I have travelled away so far
I’ve accepted my slow growth as this is who I am
For because of it, I have travelled so close
I admit my greatest gain today – You,
For because of you, I have found myself.
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 12:47 AM UTC
I finally met someone like me
He's sharp of wit
Charming in attitude
Smooth in conversation
Closed off in emotion
Supportive in nature
Understanding off loss
Non-committal to admissions
He is everything I have ever searched for
Yet because he is such
We can never be
For I am too much like him,
And he is too much like me
So alas I'll watching him pass
Just a drifter such as I
Such a shame it is to find perfection,
Only to watch it pass me by
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 12:20 AM UTC
We are grown ups
Full grown *** adults
Making out in the front seat of your car at the edge of a crowded parking lot in front of a high school where mothers are picking up their daughters from their first homecoming dance
You know, like grownups do
But that’s not really what we are
Not here, not all day
Today we’ve been movie characters
We’ve been comic strip accidents
We’ve been fairy tale destinies
The clock is striking midnight soon
This fidgeter’s bracelet still doesn’t fit over these fat fingers
Come morning you’ll be back in the castle
Where princesses belong
Stupid fairy god mothers always ******* up a perfectly good nursery rhyme
Oct 11, 2015
Oct 11, 2015 at 7:19 PM UTC
your taste lingers thick
on my tongue,
like the wedding cake
placed before me;
half-eaten, and
mostly smeared,
as i think of what
he could've done for me,
but didn't
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 6:41 PM UTC
Sometimes I wonder If we could've been
If your squinty smile and long black hair
Could've shunned the demons that always held me back
Maybe if your quirkiness could've made me less of a hack
I don't know I think to myself
You and Me, could've never been
Your perfection was on every level
From your inner
To your outer
From level 1-1
to level 8-4
it seemed like my thoughts were just a locked door
Preventing myself to take the first step
into your world
Nov 26, 2014
Nov 26, 2014 at 1:49 AM UTC