#complication
the way you held her tight
the way you called her babe
they way I liked her
the way I felt the love
you have for one another.
It still hurts
even though I wish
more than anything
to not let you
in my heart
Like that.
I know you're holding her
right now.
The way you did with me for those two weeks.
The way you have with her for two years.
Nov 3, 2020
Nov 3, 2020 at 4:02 PM UTC
Deception.
We disconnect when you allow the interception.
Behind these fuck-ups and drunken nights,
There's a common lesson.
We search endlessly for the purpose
But you walk away when the confusion makes you nervous.
You + me, we're the result of an iphone with no service.
No purpose,
Aside from the games.
Apr 8, 2019
Apr 8, 2019 at 10:51 AM UTC
i want you to leave
hold me tight
don't enter my life again
and never let me go
run away from me
pull me into you
don't you dare look back
and kiss me forever
find someone new
be mine forever
and start a new life
never leave me alone
be happy
be happy
without me.
with me.
Mar 5, 2019
Mar 5, 2019 at 9:21 AM UTC
I am tired.
So tired of trying.
Yet, I don't have a choice,
Unless if I am dying.
Bloodshot eyes,
Overused mind.
Chapped lips,
I am one of a kind.
Is failure an option?
If yes, then why so?
I just can't seem to escape,
I got nowhere to go.
Apr 12, 2018
Apr 12, 2018 at 1:16 AM UTC
Oh yes you don't belong to her and surely you never did,
I know there is a struggle doin it but you've to accept it,
Don't fall for seconds of heavenly hallucinations,
You'll hit hard afterwards these potions ,
You know already that she got her man,
You're not the one why don't you understand,
Okay, there were of holding hands or intense scenes,
Just pretend they were just uneven chilled breeze,
Forget about them and just move on,
You know there is no reason goin through this storm,
Just get over it you know this way got wild turns and animals too,
Just stop right here because its not your way niether she belongs to you.
Nov 3, 2017
Nov 3, 2017 at 2:49 PM UTC
it gets blurry, it gets wavy,
sometimes things really gets crazy,
tears flow as the rain does,
don’t let everything have rust.
it gets blurry, it gets tough,
some things aren’t really enough,
turn of events may happen as the tape roll,
but don’t let everything fall.
blurred love may be complicated as it seems,
but complication is what love screams,
a love without complication is already dead,
like a body who doesn’t have a blood anymore to bled.
Oct 1, 2017
Oct 1, 2017 at 2:44 PM UTC
She has nothing to say
not one simple word
to explain
how she arrived
at this complication
Oct 30, 2016
Oct 30, 2016 at 2:44 PM UTC
*the curtain rolls aside
The stage sets
The lights flicker on
Everybody is waiting.*
And suddenly
it begins
The fake facade
The fake tears that cascade
This entire thing is an act
Nothing but predators in the night.
And though everyone wants to fight
Things just get too **** tight.
We want to be exposed to the light
But the play begins to take flight
And stunts are executed at devestating heights
This play
The theatre is all an act.
The metaphorical phrase for life.
And ****** at best
The masquerade of faults
The sins
The lies
Beginning to become more of a circus.
And as this blood runs red
This...act runs dark.
The curtains still pried open
Set on the openess of a prairie.
These people.
The ones who lead us on
The never ending Mirage.
Until this act is exposed
The audience shall be snatched into grievience.
The fakes strut around us.
They show the underside quickly.
The ugly scene
That proved to be the ******
The jaw dropping ********** conclusion.
But imagine the actors
Exposed and afraid.
Alone without makeup and masks.
Turning until someone asks
*where the ***** the director?*
Abandonment from the puppeteer himself
Waiting for everyone else to
Show themselves
For who they really are.
Aug 15, 2016
Aug 15, 2016 at 11:41 PM UTC
It's taken me a while to realise
But simple doesn't always mean happy
Back then was simple,
We were simple.
Two in love
The other two in lust
It was nothing to make a fuss about
But we were simple
Because the rest of my life was complex
So
You were my escape route
And together we made a distraction
Just big enough to stop a ****
And together we helped to map out
My naked body
Which, before you, I didn't think anybody could want.
You made a tangled mind feel
Simple.
And now that part of me is complex
I've lost that group
That laughter
That lightness
But, what I have now,
Who I have now,
What it's made me
I wouldn't switch it for the world.
And
That choice is simple.
Jan 16, 2016
Jan 16, 2016 at 3:30 PM UTC
"I love you."
I love you like a sister,
I love you like a brother,
I love you like a friend,
I love you like a lover.
Love—
One word with countless meanings.
In my life I have loved many.
And in return,
I have been loved by many.
And yet, there is still so much I have to learn
About the art of loving.
Love—
A word defined in many different ways.
Is it possible for love to bloom,
Even in the absence of physical touch?
Can it grow and flourish,
Despite the forces
Trying to destroy it?
Love—
A timeless idea that has withstood the ages.
Can young hearts understand what it means
To share your love with another?
They say you're too young to know what love is.
But I beg to differ.
After all, it is MY heart we're talking about.
Is love really so complicated?
When my heart said "I love you,"
Why wouldn't my lips form the words?
Jan 5, 2016
Jan 5, 2016 at 7:04 PM UTC
Maybe I'm not right for you,
Maybe I'm not right for you,
This dissonance that makes me up
May be incongruous with you.
The petty things that sting my sides..
Drive me crazy as i smile.
My arguments, they come in strides,
But they have been building up for quite a while.
I know that who I am makes no sense,
So I'm in disbelief when you paint me with bliss.
You'll see that feeling will subside--
The "I don't think it can get any better than this"
I meander because it's safe,
I walk around liquid concrete,
Because I'm not nice option to get to know,
Just a nonsensical girl who's nice to meet.
Maybe I'm not right for you,
Maybe I'm not right for you,
But i will never let you know
Confusion tends to spite the truth.
Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 4:38 AM UTC
Mankind keeps evolving into complications like a pair of strings.
Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 7:10 AM UTC
It starts with a single time,
you get back up saying you're fine 'till in the dark place you find yourself crying,
temptation seems to work on overtime.
The slightest one you thought would be fun,
regretting it now wanting to run, feeling alone your heart so cold,
it begins to suddenly hit home,
Noticing you're not the only one feeling it ,
hurt them all without meaning it,
while all along they've been screaming it.
This thing I cannot grip,
I've lost all control,
lack of feelings in my soul,
time on time I say I'm done,
promises are made said it was the last one.
Everyones is different,
but in a way the same,
all caught in an over active brain,
each day a new beginning,
not knowing what it will be bringing,
a throw back, a relapse,
here it goes again,
each of us wonder can it ever end.
Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 12:24 PM UTC
undefined relationship involving little commitment and very high expectations.
worldwide view of what can not be has been.
incapable of sharing perspectives but always pushed to view a distant companion's.
attitudes from hormones.
anger from the force of creating our everlasting future.
so close.
so very close.
yet, imbalanced.
two humans that engage in everyday contemplations,
one knows more than the other.
uncomfortable walls that were once torn down seem to make their way up again.
ignorance from the second party as to why the problems ever arose
and neither has an answer.
why be afraid of places you have never been before?
and both have an obvious answer.
in-the-moment happiness that was never produced to go any farther,
nevertheless last.
this undefined relationship, where words were left unsaid and thoughts were never spoken, have a mutual agreement of the best time of their lives.
-mxy
Mar 22, 2015
Mar 22, 2015 at 10:12 PM UTC
the walls you've built -
they are all falling
i can feel the crumbs and blocks
between
each kiss you called
accidents
Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 1:09 AM UTC