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August, the Red Line, connected tanks of bolted plastic vertebrae. Every seat gone except five rows up, where a sea lion sprawls across two, stuffed backpack, yellow jacket spread out like caution tape. His grunt a wet bark at the glow of his screen. Middle-school deer slip into the aisle, chatter clipped when the sheriff drifts past, their ears flicking, smiles bitten shut. Not a predator- just a gelded ox, chest puffed, badge sagging, glass-eyed, chest rig clattering with blanks. Two lemur-children cling to their tortoise elder, her shell steady against the sway of the car. She shepherds them from the surge of riders: loud Dodger blue parrots in cholo socks, moth-women with plumed lashes beating the stale air, a stray dog, gutter musk dragging at its haunches. And one gray bear muttering alone, arguing with her reflection. Between Koreatown and MacArthur Park, somewhere the sea begins to breathe again, then, feathers forcing through my skin- an alley gull knifing into this clamour, scavenging inside its exhaust. The car rattles, its ribs plated with blistered posters: museum wings open to no one, ‘register to vote’ fading into graffiti script, flu shots promised by smiling ghosts. A bruised hatchling staring out beside the words See something, say something. The warning lights glow like eyes hunting in the dark. From its flanks the train unfurls iron claws. They rake the tunnel walls, the city’s bones, the dark itself.
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Sep 29, 2025
Sep 29, 2025 at 10:00 PM UTC
The Gull Below
A closed room - tight, binding Hard to breathe, the air was sickening The sticky stench, atmosphere thickening Struggling to escape, fear was quickening.
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Oct 29, 2022
Oct 29, 2022 at 5:19 AM UTC
Claustrophobic
the meeting room inflates       mushroomed by vocal lashing  nauseous and ugly welling                       everyone's timely except the crucial host                       top pockets and pens                                                  stuffing of warmth crucible of body gases and personal perfumes no windows   /   low ceiling                the vents clogged with dust and barnacles one stifling roost over the new mode room      a dominant black screen is vigilant clocking the details     scrapbooking the gloom          (each rebel breath of mine   rivals the last) there's an odd gap in the chitter-natter dumbed silent punction to the point of audible body function everybody is knocked from their element plead broken this nervous moment... ..and someone does             patricia hats a laugh                                  and the flow re-bleats its motor    revived      mike from c8 south                                                    whinnies in my face breath bad and bad coffee he gaffles my energy                             head bloods flood and i can't hack it                       this is where i get off                                           the worldly stutters me off the page hot signal habits bunch i am dudded my distant avatar takes over                                                            can it handle an idea of what i ought present ? i am a kite operating the grounded pilot i see him beam and nod dummy to conversation representing ; i'll endure with this method          i am only a member here                   no sass of authority my expected contribution need only be trivial but then                                                                 distant others look darkly through my reservoir the gig is up     they know somethings contorted i am drawing attention what did my puppet say on my behalf ? am i crooked and pale and wincing ? am i laying out insult ? these could be things they concentrate through distorted waters start chopping gestures it is not liked and my auto options have failed why can't we wash over this whole thing ? we are dressed so nicely and it is only work and breath and beating words to replace peckerpits in the system t h a t   i s    i t  ! the body crumples and exhibits i whelm over it all taking off as an apparition moting higher still above the scene i raise the ceiling some but   represented   i lie on the floor a rat ring of colleagues forms about me some with baldness showing               some dyed colours one wears a fedora indoors hunching over my mass rodent strife
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Aug 25, 2022
Aug 25, 2022 at 10:04 PM UTC
the meeting
the meeting room inflates       mushroomed by vocal lashing  nauseous and ugly welling                       everyone's timely except the crucial host                       top pockets and pens                                                  stuffing of warmth crucible of body gases and personal perfumes no windows   /   low ceiling                the vents clogged with dust and barnacles one stifling roost over the new mode room      a dominant black screen is vigilant clocking the details     scrapbooking the gloom          (each rebel breath of mine   rivals the last) there's an odd gap in the chitter-natter dumbed silent punction to the point of audible body function everybody is knocked from their element plead broken this nervous moment... ..and someone does             patricia hats a laugh                                  and the flow re-bleats its motor    revived      mike from c8 south                                                    whinnies in my face breath bad and bad coffee he gaffles my energy                             head bloods flood and i can't hack it                       this is where i get off                                           the worldly stutters me off the page hot signal habits bunch i am dudded my distant avatar takes over                                                            can it handle an idea of what i ought present ? i am a kite operating the grounded pilot i see him beam and nod dummy to conversation representing ; i'll endure with this method          i am only a member here                   no sass of authority my expected contribution need only be trivial but then                                                                 distant others look darkly through my reservoir the gig is up     they know somethings contorted i am drawing attention what did my puppet say on my behalf ? am i crooked and pale and wincing ? am i laying out insult ? these could be things they concentrate through distorted waters start chopping gestures it is not liked and my auto options have failed why can't we wash over this whole thing ? we are dressed so nicely and it is only work and breath and beating words to replace peckerpits in the system t h a t   i s    i t  ! the body crumples and exhibits i whelm over it all taking off as an apparition moting higher still above the scene i raise the ceiling some but   represented   i lie on the floor a rat ring of colleagues forms about me some with baldness showing               some dyed colours one wears a fedora indoors hunching over my mass rodent strife
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constantly corrupting correcting correctness combining comparing contrasting canning catastrophe creating cages claustrophobia can't control can't counter can't contest can't clean can't cry, can cry cancel culture.
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Dec 2, 2021
Dec 2, 2021 at 2:53 AM UTC
cancel culture
ring ring (A Facetime call) Mom: “Hey *** what’s up?” Me: “Well, let’s see.. “We have an armed law enforcement that’s scared of the civilians they police. One political party so corrupt it’s no longer interested in serving the people. Half the population ignores the one real power mankind has - science. Hackers shutting down pipelines, schools, hospitals and companies. News networks that are allowed to just make up lies as “news”. Half the population that’s determined to be uninformed. Social media is destroying the minds of our children. A political party that encourages its followers to die. A world that’s quickly poisoning itself to extinction. Religions that endorse obvious liars and guns. An economy that depends on our self doubt. Foreign enemies manipulating our elections. A supply system on the verge of collapse. A party encouraging resurgent racism. A badly neglected infrastructure. Inflation starting to heat up. A near endless pandemic. And a **** culture.” Mom: after a moment of silence “Have you been reading the news again? You KNOW you tend to obsess.”
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Oct 28, 2021
Oct 28, 2021 at 9:10 PM UTC
reading the news
Open spaces Make me Claustrophobic The void You opened up is Smothering me There is too much Nothingness And it is Squeezing me tightly Choking me With emptiness Stuffing it Down my throat I'm filled with it The Empty.
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Oct 8, 2021
Oct 8, 2021 at 3:01 PM UTC
The Empty
i received a hug from an invisible force it felt amazing until i realized i couldn't move
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Aug 8, 2020
Aug 8, 2020 at 11:38 PM UTC
sleep paralysis
Breathless, dizzying. A pain there. Ouch ! Why do my feet hurt? Pebbles ! This climbing to the top. Narrow, could it be any worse? Oxygen, so abruptly scarce. Darkness, pierces the gleaming light. What's that sound? Shussh, merry people alight. Laughter? But a scared child cries. Melancholy? This ascent to the top. The views? Absurd and surreal torpor. The top. Finally, I have arrived. Yet, Desolate. Fearful. Impending doom. Sandals, where are my sandals? I feel unclad. This outrageous wind, cutting me up. Dissected, operated. An angst is born. Go away, not today. An escape ensues. Haste, a quick descent. As my sandals call. And I beckon, and I beckon. 👣
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Apr 30, 2020
Apr 30, 2020 at 4:28 AM UTC
Ascent upon a minar at Jama Masjid
Only four walls They all drown me inside The fear of no escape My head begins to break The walls trap my thoughts inside I'm completely unable to hide My anxiety strangles me What if my claustrophobia finds me? My legs begin to tremble as I'm stuck in this space My heart begins to pound as my eyes see the crowd I wish I could run but I can't find an escape Now my fears holding me hostage with tape I can't seem to move I've become paralysed My body starts to shake My eyes see weird shapes I'm trembling with fear I feel my cheek wet with tears Now I'm laying on the floor My claustrophobia found me with it's claws
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Feb 18, 2019
Feb 18, 2019 at 8:13 PM UTC
~ CLAUSTROPHOBIA ~
for seventeen hours or one thousand and twenty minutes i counted i made sure the bottommost right one flickered unsatisfied with death fighting with air stuck in time the fireman’s lock aptly named oh how it teased a wonder release the brilliant doors that showed me myself yet showed no way till i ceased to see for i fail to remember which I selected where I wished to be as i’m frozen in my puddle and the glaze grows upon my legs until i fall to the ceiling and count no more
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Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 12:00 AM UTC
17:00
Too many people, Too many faces, and not Enough time to breathe.
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Oct 2, 2018
Oct 2, 2018 at 8:49 PM UTC
Social Anxiety
vacuum within claustrophobic universe I just cannot BREATHE.
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Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 11:06 AM UTC
no space
all alone in a crowded room claustrophobia consumes as i'm uncomfortably surrounded by strangers with friendly faces, ultimately unfamiliar yet seemingly displaced from this blur of insanity they pass as our reality           where are we? i am searching for familiarity                                                   in an unfamiliar place trying to find                               a familiar face
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Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 3:15 PM UTC
unfamiliar reality
Let me just stay here for a while, a place where I can barely stand, shoulders gave in long before one could blame gravity; the sands of time fall, grain by grain a desert remains, and a dream of oasis; give me some time and I'll learn how to breathe. Let me just stay here for a while, a room with no windows, a door that barely opens, and echoes that sounded like me for they're white noise now, I can barely make out, the sound of my own voice, give me some time, while I learn how to speak. I think I'll stay here for a while, spellbound by this familiarity, have I been here before? I see myself, gazing distantly, begging apathy "Levitate!", I hear. the noise clears, its me the door opens, Im found give me some time, and I'll try to break free.
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Feb 24, 2018
Feb 24, 2018 at 2:36 AM UTC
Through the Trap Door
here comes the pile walking down the hall shuffles, pauses one pushes a button door opens eight stepped in door closes five pushed buttons breathe in count to ten breathe out long silence ding door opens step out sigh.
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Jan 28, 2018
Jan 28, 2018 at 9:45 AM UTC
Claustrophobia, on a lift
A furious 'thud-thud, thud-thud' hammers my bones as I whip shirt sleeves and scarves across my room and into the small latch-lock box. The one with the brown leather handle that smells like things-so-old-they've-turned-to-air. Long ago I lost the key but the shape of its missingness is the most familiar thing left in this place. Latch-key box latch-key house latch-key life.

 My footsteps ricochet off the walls to the toc-toc of the witching hour. I hail a cab and lament the bouncy back seat and pop tunes of the humming driver, pay with an app so I don’t have to say goodbye. Not to cab, not to town, not to room. The high-pitched wails of the most popular human carting system grates my melancholy between the tracks. Claustrophobic, crammed into more boxes I. Hate! Boxes. I… Can’t remember how I got here from there. I sit at the airport waiting for a canceled seat so I can get the next flight to:
 Anywhere, Extra Cheap. I look at a clock and I shouldn’t have. 
Footsteps haunting, tracks grating, bumping, wailing, mouth humming slow to a blur. The family next to me carefully removing themselves from the smell of my suitcase. 
“Latch-key box latch-key house latch-key life,” I tell them.
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Dec 2, 2017
Dec 2, 2017 at 4:39 PM UTC
The Shape of Something Missing
The Bell’s ringing again Another day of torture Another walk of shame And another crowd to follow I’m standing in line Everybody is laughing Everybody is smiling But I’m not I’m covering my ears I’m starting to cry The words they say Are echoing again It’s another long day My classmates say They understand my pain That they’ll stay quiet for me then why am I having a meltdown In the middle of corridor chaos My heart is pumping I’m humming loudly But nothing can block out the noise I’m being pushed and shoved In the long narrow room I C A N ‘ T T A K E IT Stay SILENT For Me What hidden meaning does it have? Rearrange the letters in Silent Here is my message LISTEN to me
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Oct 1, 2017
Oct 1, 2017 at 3:39 AM UTC
Corridor Chaos
A cube exists around me. A cube of darkness closing in, A cube of walls unknown; Walls that are endless and confining. A cube isolated and alone. A cube of turbulent motionlessness, Intertwining in my veins, A cube of perpetual poisoning, A cube of living death. Light does not enter it, Nor does it escape. Rather, it is ****** in, And implodes at sanity's end.
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Sep 26, 2017
Sep 26, 2017 at 5:29 AM UTC
Night clouds
Imagine a new world With brilliant colors everywhere The light, blinding You cover your eyes It is too much, you want to disappear Imagine you've been caught You are trapped under a net Rusty stakes dominate each corner There is no where to go Imagine you are stuck Between invisible walls You become frantic You pound on the walls Imagine People go through this every day This fear Claustrophobia
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Aug 16, 2017
Aug 16, 2017 at 9:02 PM UTC
Claustrophobia