#chubby
(after midnight, with bad intentions)
A chubby moon slouches behind the bar,
spilling silver like a drunk who overshares,
round with secrets,
and just a little out of breath from existing.
Life has been unkind to her
you can tell by the way she wears it:
like a dress one size too small,
stitched by regret,
unzipping itself in all the right places.
Her beauty refuses discipline.
Buttons wave white flags.
Fabric negotiates, loses.
Curves stage quiet rebellions,
the kind that make saints forget their prayers
and philosophers misplace their arguments.
Even the soul, poor thing,
kicks at its ribcage
like a tenant behind on rent.
I thought
why not be useful?
Why not commit a small miracle of distraction?
So I leaned in,
voice soft enough to be mistaken for trouble:
“What’s your name, darling?”
She smiled
not kind, not cruel,
but the sort of smile that has ruined better men
for less.
*** she said,
polished in an English accent,
as if the word had gone to finishing school.
*** I repeated,
rolling it slowly on the tongue
like expensive sin.
“Beautiful. Truly poetic. Shakespeare would blush.”
She raised an eyebrow
history itself briefly reconsidered.
“And what,” I asked,
“does one drink in the presence of such a masterpiece?”
She leaned closer
close enough to rearrange my good intentions
her voice now a conspiracy:
“Something strong,” she said,
“because subtlety clearly isn’t your strength.”
I nodded, wounded but willing.
“Fair,” I said.
“Then pour me whatever makes bad decisions feel like philosophy.”
She laughed
and for a moment the moon behind her
looked jealous.
Apr 16
Apr 16, 2026 at 9:00 PM UTC
there's literature hanging in the air right now but i have a stuffed nose and what more can this mouth engulf in a disgusting way.
I had dreams.
Merry should i say but they attach themselves to the literature right now because i have a stuffy nose and can't breathe.
All the passions,
pleasing,
socialization attaches themselves to the literature as it is in the air right now.
Do they all love literature just as much as me
or are they mocking me for the stuffy nose?
because i sure remember smells of those whose enticement ran through my veins and spilled from my finger tips.
They were enchanted by the world yet they all hang in the air now.
Dense air which slowly cripples my eye sight.
Have the air not known of situation i am poised in?
Why would it know?
Its air.
Air.
Air.
Air.
Its so unfair.
I believe the air must be the one who floated the literature up.
Or else why would it be hanging?
That dense air mocks me for having ocean tides on my body,
for the vast difference in our size,
for the way i move slow compared to it and now it holds my
every array of hope.
There's literature hanging in the air now,
Yet the air sickens me
so i think literature loathes to be with me.
Sep 20, 2025
Sep 20, 2025 at 8:58 AM UTC
I love her infantile eyes,
So deep and dark, with no lies.
I love her chubby cheeks,
So likable and lickable, with no ice.
I love her beautiful hair,
On her mandible so magical, with no lice.
I love her smiley curves,
So spicy, with no added spice.
I love her cute nose,
So precious, with no price.
Aug 23, 2020
Aug 23, 2020 at 5:41 AM UTC
Oh I love the way you laugh
those cute lil dimples you have
Those eyes that see through my soul
That tummy when you are too full
The way you get tired of long hot walks
and tell me you're okay when I asks
That never ending stories and humor
Oh what more can I ask for
With you I have no worries
We never ran out of batteries
In most things we connect
Indeed we are truly a match perfect
I wanna spend more time with you
if it's okay can you be my boo
But I will choose to be just a friend
Coz I don't want this relationship to end
Jul 2, 2020
Jul 2, 2020 at 11:32 AM UTC
Hey cheeky Teddy Bear!
Did they call you fat?
No, You aren't baby,
You have a wonderful warmth,
The earth looks beautiful
Through your warmth that hugs
Souls with Love and feelings..
Little Doughnut you aren't fat,
You are curvy
& Chummy Chum.
Sweet little potato
Smile a loads
Yes! You are
A Chum chum Plumy Doll.
__Fathima Ruhee__
Aug 15, 2019
Aug 15, 2019 at 1:19 PM UTC
Ten tiny fingers,
Ten little tiny toes,
Chubby cheeks,
Dimple chin,
Like grandpa's and his cheeky grin,
Eyes are blue,
Mischievous same as grandma's too,
Complexion fair,
With mama's silky hair,
As tradition goes,
Family's small button nose,
Papa's sweet frown,
And his boring yawn.
Welcome to the happy family little one,
With lots of kisses,huggies and cuddles,it's going to be fun.
18/5/2019
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 8:44 AM UTC
He says that I'm enough, that I'm cute, that he likes me just the way I am, but I'm sure that's not true.
I say I want to lose weight, that it's better for my health and this isn't the body I wanted for myself. He says I'm beautiful just the way I am, but I don't remember asking if I was ugly.
I'm sure he means the best, but what's wrong with not feel comfortable in your own skin? I didn't always look this way so why start now?
Chubby is cute, but not for everyone; at least not for me.
Sep 5, 2018
Sep 5, 2018 at 9:00 AM UTC
Let me apologize, to begin with because of my body type.
I will NEVER be good enough for anyone to date due to current 'hype.'
You know, the battle of 'bones' vs curves?
Just let me inflate myself to the right number so I can properly serve
As the perfect specimen for your delicate eyes.
Obviously no one is good enough unless they've got decent thighs.
But just wait a god **** minute, because here I am again:
So let me apologize, to begin with, if I offend
You or your friends who think they're too good
To date someone size zero with some extra love under the hood.
How many times have I heard you exclaim in disgust
Of how large she is and how you'd drown in her,
If you even got near her? I saw you shaking in fear.
From your head to your toes, you were trembling dear.
See I'm told to eat less and maybe, just maybe
But if I was skinny, and let's tell the truth,
You'd be so disgusted by my looks .
I could eat a salad and still gain a pound ,
She could eat a salad and the crunch is the only sound
You hear a mile away and yet you would assume
That burgers and French fries is all that she consumed.
Do you ever stop to think, ladies and gents?
The true beauty of someone isn't based on the number on their pants.
So, let me apologize, to begin with,
If I bruise your massive ego,
But the way to tell if she's the perfect woman is not by your libido
May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 1:12 AM UTC
She didn’t just love his chubby cheeks
She loved every bit of him―
From his round eyes to his button-like nose
And his plump lips that form a dulcet smile
She didn’t just love his winsomeness
She loved every side of him―
From his enthusiasm to his warmth
And his soft heart that endears her
She didn’t just love it when he sings
She loved every sound he makes―
From his humorous screams to his sweet whispers
And his laughter that puts her heart into ecstasy
And just like that,
She didn’t just love those parts;
She loved him whole
May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 3:09 PM UTC
Panda woman, that is me
Wears a mask and is chubby
Climbing up a bamboo tree
Jan 25, 2017
Jan 25, 2017 at 6:12 AM UTC
Sparkly like strings of
red garlands
there lives a little
dustball man
in my lower abdomen
rubbing his tiny
warm hands together
in complete delight.
Always singing
the silliest of songs
his round chubby cheeks
flaming bright pink
just thinking of our kiss
last night behind the dumpster.
Jan 20, 2017
Jan 20, 2017 at 2:00 PM UTC
When I wiggle, wiggle wiggle,
People giggle, giggle, giggle.
In the middle, middle, middle,
I'm not so little, little, little.
When I jump, jump, jump,
My big old **** **** ****
My rear end **** **** ****
Goes bump, bump, bump.
Once skinny as a rail
I’m more like a whale.
Because of what I did
Ever since I was a kid.
Any old kind of candy
To me was simply dandy.
Follow me around and
I’d eat it by the pound.
Mom would bake, bake, bake.
By belly would shake, shake shake.
I couldn’t flounce, flounce, flounce
My gut would bounce, bounce, bounce.
Now I’m round, round, round,
To the ground, ground, ground.
I eat just like a pig, pig, pig,
That’s why I’m so big, big, big.
Once skinny as a rail
I’m more like a whale.
Because of what I did
Ever since I was a kid.
Any old kind of candy
To me was simply dandy.
Follow me around and
I’d eat it by the pound.
When some say diet, diet, diet,
I reply to them quiet, quiet, quiet.
Every time I try it, try it, try it.
My body doesn’t buy it, buy it, buy it.
So i just live for lunch, lunch, lunch.
I love to eat a bunch, bunch, bunch,
And I have a basic hunch, hunch, hunch,
The same will go for brunch, brunch, brunch!
Jan 19, 2017
Jan 19, 2017 at 5:34 PM UTC
Mommy must have thought Dad would love her less if she got fat
(I laugh at such an obvious lie)
She was sad her daughters were chubby
(One got anorexia, but I didn't change)
She told me my knees were ugly
I shouldn't wear such short skirts
fat legs weren't pretty
What?! 17 mag didn't say that!
But the lie hurt and tore my confidence
A crop top with a round belly isn't ugly either,
Ok?
No, I'm not OK
What do clothes have to do with freedom?
I dress for attention sometimes
But it's not ******
Is it alright to dress for attention?
We all want to look nice and get a complement
This Is My Freedom
It's Worth The Fight
Sep 28, 2016
Sep 28, 2016 at 3:23 PM UTC
If you want my heart you must ask my curves for permission first.
Convince them you will be the one to adore them, no matter their width or depth.
Let your hands do the talking.
Touch me so soft I tremble and you break the code.
Only then will they allow my chest to open and my heart will be yours to keep.
Sep 26, 2015
Sep 26, 2015 at 12:46 AM UTC
This is how I feel
Maybe that's not how I look
But this is how I feel
And that's whats important
May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 8:32 PM UTC
I hate when people watch me eat.
I wonder what they think.
"God look at that chubby girl with ranch on her salad"
"She'll never loose weight if she eats like that"
"Her cheeks jiggle when she chews"
"How much more can she fit in her mouth"
I wonder if they hate me as much as I hate me,
simply for eating lunch.
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 10:55 AM UTC
I stare into the half length,
double wide vanity that sits
poised in my two bathroom home.
It's reflection of me, naked and
unrefined, are often and unmistakingly
disappointing. But, no longer.
I will embrace my scars of battle. I
will soak in the curves and crevices
of the weight I carry with me.
Counting carbs and chasing carrots
with salad day after day were never
really even my style.
Health. Happiness. Heart. Those
are what matter. Cliche, yes. But true:
A number on a scale is nothing.
I clutch my sides and embrace the
mountains that ridge and peak
laterally on my canvas.
I embrace my full bust and curvy
thighs with earnest demeanor. I
am an image of me. Nearly 20.
No longer will I hold my head low
at a passing glance. I refuse to hide
in clothes too large to disguise my shape.
Beauty is who you are. It's not what
you look like according to the golden
ratios or whatever the hell "they" say.
Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 12:44 AM UTC
I am a chubby girl
And when I sit on busses
And hear the people behind me laugh
My heart skips a beat
I am a chubby girl
And when it rains
I am paranoid people think
I am wearing a sheet not a coat
I am a chubby girl
And when I walk
My thighs jiggle and
Sometimes they clap
I am a chubby girl
And when I see a shop
Assistant mutter I curse
My size
I am a chubby girl
And when they shout their words
Leaving needle marks
Instead of punctuation
I cry
I am a chubby girl
And skipping dinner just
Made me hate myself
I am a chubby girl
And throwing up just made
The pain come out
I am a chubby girl, wait
I am a girl
And I am beautiful
I love my body like my mother
Loved my baby cheeks
Like I should ve done
From the start
Jul 9, 2014
Jul 9, 2014 at 3:02 PM UTC