#christmastree
My son was six, the day we had to hear
The doctor tell us, he wouldn’t make it to the next year
He didn’t understand, and we didn’t know what to say
All we could tell him, was it was going to be okay
Our son loved Christmas, and the entire Christmas season
So we got an idea, the only one we could reason
We knew that this, would be the last thing he’d remember
So what if we turned June, back into December
Give him one last time, give him one last Christmas
Just to let him know, what a joy he had given us
We’d tell him a lie, and we’d make him believe it
It would be a task, but we’d have to achieve it
We sat him down, and told him the news
His eyes got really big, as he seemed to be confused
We told him that Santa, thought June would be better
So he better get started, on writing his letter
Later I walked down our street, talking to every neighbor
Asking each one, if they could do us a favor
Just for a month, could they put up all their lights
And then turn them on, for a few hours every night
I even offered, to do the work myself
Even if the person, wouldn’t offer me their help
Yet later that night, I heard my son cry
And then he told me, he didn’t want to die
So I reassured him, as he laid there in my arms
That God would protect him, and keep him safe from harm
Then I asked him, what was the thing he wanted most
As he wiped away a tear, he said he didn’t know
I didn’t sleep that night, not even a wink
Living without my son, was the only thought I could think
The next day, I got on the phone to make a call
To learn who plays Santa, every year down at the mall
Since we couldn’t visit Santa, and our options were slim
I knew that all I could do, was bring Santa to him
That night we watched movies, while we did little crafts
It was the first time in a while, I’d seen my son laugh
One of the movies, talked about angels getting wings
As everyone in town, cheerfully singed
My son then asked me, would he get to be an angel
My wife left the room, the question was too painful
I told him yes, and with that I promised
He then smiled, because he knew I was honest
The next few days, we’re a bit tough
His poor little body, had almost had enough
As I arrived home, and got out of my car
I saw a man down the street, putting up a tree in his yard
I knew my son was weak, and wouldn’t want to go outside
So I told him it was snowing, not proud that I had lied
I saw him smile, as he went back to sleep
Then I turned off his light, in the darkness I would weep
The next night we decided, to put up our tree
The three of us, my son, my wife and me
We decorated it, with ornaments and tinsel
I lifted up my son, as at the top he placed our angel
We wrapped it in lights, his favorite color of yellow
Then sat in the darkness, entranced by the glow
It was strange for sure, my wife and I thought
But this had more value, than any gift that could be bought
Next day I called a man, who owned a Santa suit
When I told him the story, not for a second did he dispute
He said he’d come by, and pay my son a visit
And when he knocked on our door, I playfully yelled, “Who is it?”
He walked inside, as my son was sitting in my chair
My son couldn’t say a word, all he could do was stare
I knew he wanted to cheer, he just didn’t have the strength
Yet he just smiled, with a wide ear to ear length
“Ho-ho-ho”, said the jolly old man
“You must be Johnny”, as he held out his hand
“Yes, that’s me.”, my boy softly said
Santa removed his hat, exposing the silver locks upon his head
“I heard from my elf, that you wanted us to meet”
Santa said, as he kneeled at my son’s feet
“I wrote you a letter”, my son said nervously
“Well, I’d love to read it”, Santa said with complete certainty
My wife then reached out, and handed Santa the note
As he read it, he seemed to get a tickle in his throat
He then looked at me, but I hadn’t yet read it
He had a look in his eyes, as if I might dread it
Santa passed me the letter, and I got my answer
I then read the words, “Santa please fix my cancer.”
My son wanted nothing, except the ability to live
However I knew that was a gift, even Santa couldn’t give
Santa gave him a hug, and then said goodbye
As he left I saw a tear, welling up in his eyes
“Santa will help me, won’t he dad?”
I said “I’m sure he will”, with everything I had
Nothing else was said, he just looked so relieved
He looked so sure, I knew it was something he believed
I carried him to bed, and there quietly he laid
As I prayed that his dreams, would carry him away
The next night, though the air was very heavy
I loaded him in his wagon, and asked if he was ready
I had another surprise, one that might lift his spirit
The smile on his face, said he was excited to hear it
As we made our way, out onto the rocky concrete
The night was lit, with the glow of lights on our street
Nearly every house, had put up their Christmas decor
His heart carried so much joy, I doubt it could take anymore
His eyes glistened, in the twinkle of red and green
It was like something, that my eyes had never seen
I never walked as slow, as I did then
Hoping that this moment, would somehow never end
He pointed and stared, and sat there in amazement
As together we traveled, down the stretch of neon pavement
A few neighbors, gave us a wave from their porch
As if to tell my son, he had their support
Then he asked, “Dad, is this all just for me?”
I tried to look confused, in a way that he could see
I then asked him, “What do you mean?”
He said that it was weird, that there was nobody else to be seen
There were no other people, no cars lined in a row
Didn’t they hear it was Christmas, why didn’t they know?
I didn’t want to lie again, so I told him the truth
So I told him, “Yes son, this is all just for you.”
“But why?” He asked, as I stopped pulling the wagon
He didn’t understand, his mind couldn’t imagine
“Because”, I said, “they all wanted to.”
“They heard you were sick, and it was the least that they could do”
When we got home, I took my son to bed
Then on his pillow, he softly laid his head
He then told me, “Dad, I think I’m ready to leave”
I said, “But you can’t, tomorrow’s Christmas Eve.”
He just smiled, as I pulled the covers up to his chin
He then closed his eyes, eyes he’d never open again
It’s been thirty years, since I’ve last seen my son
Though the fight was hard, it was a fight that he had won
I still miss my son, and I know I’ll see him soon
And every summer since, we celebrate our Christmas in June
Aug 9, 2024
Aug 9, 2024 at 8:36 PM UTC
Lawrence Hall
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poeticdrivel.blogspot.com
The Rural Electric Co-Op’s Giant Christmas Tree
Christmas trees are a delight to a child
On the farm, situational poverty
In muck and filth, old coat against the cold
Finishing the milking long hours after dark
But to the east a Christmas tree, a hope
The electric co-op’s radio mast
Its guy wires strung with multi-colored lights
The North Pole must be something like that
Christmas trees are a delight to a child
And even more when the child becomes a man
Dec 11, 2020
Dec 11, 2020 at 7:12 AM UTC
What is Christmas but the collected dead to say one last goodbye,
To speak in their fabulous, untranslatable tongues of old furniture
And the lacquered shine from the lighted tree and pablum of candles,
All that seems childhood’s undersong of pine and catch-full solitude of eyes.
Until the feeling past Christmas of unwrapped sunset and having said goodbye.
Dec 24, 2019
Dec 24, 2019 at 12:07 AM UTC
The snow is falling
Lights Shining
All the colors so bright
Smell of peppermint candy canes
And warm hot chocolate
But all I need is the warmth of family
Who needs the Christmas light?
Or gifts under a green tree
When we have us here
Together
Family forever
We shall remain together
Dec 20, 2019
Dec 20, 2019 at 10:21 PM UTC
Tinsel tickles the tree
As baubles glitter with glee
Twinkling lights red, green and blue
Give the room a colourful hue
Presents crammed in a pile
Each tied with ribbon gives them style
How many sleeps until Santa shows?
And will Christmas day have winter snows?
Will we hear the Jingle of the sleigh?
As Reindeer visit each house, without delay
The house is filled with laughter and chatter
As relatives visit to eat, drink and pull a *******
Then tummies full they fall to slumber
Each proudly wearing their Christmas jumper
Dec 20, 2018
Dec 20, 2018 at 3:31 PM UTC
A colorful, blinking lantern
dangles by the eave's ceiling
green, red and yellow lights hung
outside the window, stilled at day time
but......dazzle the eyes at night
i am late... no pots of poinsettia
yet, to brighten the veranda
in the living room
the tree top is bare,
no pretty angel or a bright star
to complete its attire
mind is already set, decided, on what
festive foods should adorn the table
what gifts...to be laid under the tree
........all these occupy my mind,
........as every once in a while
i think of unfinished issues,
uncompleted tasks that nag me
.......problems i could not resolve
.......a few unfulfilled promises
.......to some....and to myself
some planned moments...failed
my targeted time....didn't work
Christmas eve is fast approaching
the house...is not yet fully decked...
i am standing.....and though i think of
these thoughts of incompleteness,
after all these years,
i don't care that much anymore
i just wish, it would be easy and slow
when things, or people have to go
i wish that love would abound,
to never cease.....the fires of anger
and hate, be doused and subdued....
i wish that all, including myself,
find wisdom in the serenity prayer...
i wish that we shift our eyes, our hearts,
away from material things...from power...
let us focus on Him...the true reason
for this festive holiday season......
may peace reign the world over
may it begin with you...and me...
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Prayer of Serenity
God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
And wisdom to know the difference...
:::::::::::::
Sally
© Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
December 20, 2018
Dec 20, 2018
Dec 20, 2018 at 12:28 AM UTC
Star
It
Is
Afar
The
Herald
That it brings
Unequaled
For the king of kings
The son of God
And foretold son of man
Is now besought
In a hovel, born in Bethlehem
He will heal the sick
And give life to the living and dead
He wills to pick deaths crown
From our heads coronating us in righteousness
Bearing the thorns upon himself
To a death on a tree, that beneath our tree we can share this gift
We follow, He whom death could only borrow
The broken
Find healing
So wise men
Still seek Him
To understand
God's gift to man
Dec 19, 2014
Dec 19, 2014 at 2:27 AM UTC