#cheat
Standardized Cognition Retesting.
From Point A today,
we rapidly took on the task,
to serve as oil on troubled water,
a monolayer smoothing
irritated pride, lazy
learner bent normal
utilizing increasing knowledge
flocking in bubbles we feel kind of
realized within as prepositioned minds
governings of, for and by the mob will
volunteers, all, no head of state,
no sharp scruples, no hair shirts,
we acknowledge insignificance, yes,
we have seen this Earth from Saturn.
Reality at scale, within you this instant
900 quintilion energy events occur in
just a second, each second, so long
as your mortal coil continues musing,
default mode demented or just busy,
happy enough, shalom, nada missing…
as fractal first formal function ways
the whole truth proves its worth as
hows and whys at times in places
persistently operating discretion.
Filtering unbelievable cogitation.
New thought, complete sentence.
Begun, incunabula logos swaddling
comforting incubating incumbency
cubicle information processing job
processing requisitions for public res
access gates to swing wide, mind deep
soul and spirit, body and reflex reactions
The admonition loosen your mind, chimes.
7d ago
May 27, 2026 at 4:56 PM UTC
Lakeside, the water is calm
Over my head, it becomes dangerous as a bomb
Vindictive, the ocean of my fears
Ever drowning in the swell of my tears
Make me yours, now and forever
Enter into my heart, my palace of never
Ask me why, so cold and so crisp
Laughing, I'll answer that it's all a tryst
Walk out, I'm not going to look back
Ashes littering the streets like lovers I never had
You say you are mine and I say I am yours
Smiles that lie, for we're both fake behind doors
May 8
May 8, 2026 at 6:54 PM UTC
We met in early February
And your heart began to thaw.
You called me a liar
I called you a cheat.
I remember how you were
Every shade of perfect.
„How do you stand it,
The weight of the expectations?“
I hope you‘re so sure of San Diego
That we all become empty space.
You shone
And the gods got jealous.
„I‘ve gone a bit crazy.
All the good people do.“
You can see it in merit,
The hunger descending.
You taught me to live,
To forget the other people.
This is what it feels like to fly
To fall
To burn.
It‘s just us two,
Covered in blue.
You left in late September
When the bugs flew out of the reeds.
You called me a memory
I called you lost.
May 1
May 1, 2026 at 12:22 AM UTC
The way you treat me is never the same
The rising pain always insane
Ambiguity makes me think
I was just a trophy
Just a fling
You misled me
I misread thee
You were a player
Though not fair
How could I be so unaware
Mar 21
Mar 21, 2026 at 7:26 PM UTC
I can saw you
with someone new
I can heard
with words loved
by someone else
I can see
the sidelines
both of you
But
I can read
your heart and mind
I had no jealousy
I have a power to myself
I can’t have something
that I really don’t want
I can’t get something
That it’s not mine
It’s not only about me
It’s about you
You deceive me
To control everything
freely own-self
To get your wants
But
I learned my lessons
I saw myself many years ago
I have mercy to myself
I have sorry to myself
You ignore my tears
You doesn’t care of my eyes
I should not cry
If there’s nothing there
How could you say
You love me
When you doesn’t know
What’s guts of my feelings
You are not believing on me
How can you say love to me
When you are
still with someone else
When you are
always in the side
of someone else
The roots of turning away
All the blame on me
How could that love is true
If your eyes
depending from
image and money
I love myself
There’s no feelings
to fall back again
There’s no more tears again
There’s no more tear drops
to fall again
The truth is within
from your heart
The past is over
You know
what’s your sin to me
I wish you to realize
What’s wrong with you
You have faults
I have no more shame
To fight with you
The silence is spoken
The rest of peace
Fighting the real fight
Of conscience
The reality takes
Who I am now
I will regain and return
to those dreams again
God save me
from heartbreaks
He renewed
my identity and my life
I see my future ends
But
I am not depend on you
I am depend with God
His plan is great
I don’t care
of your saying to me
You are not the creator
Who will say everything
what’s should happen to my life
Even to stay in your words
Reminiscing
But it’s false and crime
I will not deceive
myself again from your lies
I will not deceive
My heart again
from your words
Wrapped me
Bring me from nothing
Reaching
Achieving my dreams
I am not deceive again.
Mar 11
Mar 11, 2026 at 4:05 PM UTC
stirring in a rest, whispers go for a bite.
the flame out, there was no telling who or what.
the candle relit, but wore its shades at night.
fine dark lenses fitted for a blind spot.
slowly, the fit to trick wasn't even twined.
there was quiet and troubled evening talk.
slipping out and putting in time
on another dime fractures a rock.
they called it and it wasn't kind.
no one cared for the skull scrape
fanatic brain rot mechanic antics.
ok then it was really just bait.
gotta lotta gutter squire tics
over bringing fish to store scales,
weighing in a gram off to my bit.
cheated again by the swindled hearts.
why then does the crow feed as it does
if better grain is found in farms.
shoosh-the neighbor gets the neighbor,
looking gift cups of sugar in the mouth.
unhealthy living dynamics talk is a bore.
now a thimble of sugar for breathing in and out
the worst of days, can really grease the bored.
the proof being is in something that ***** and pouts.
if anyone asks the lovebirds are tired
of the knots between their stomachs being tautened.
full of fish and sugar and lizard tails
traitors and tailors of breaking wanton hearts,
soon to rip all of their candle wicks apart.
Dec 14, 2025
Dec 14, 2025 at 2:09 AM UTC
Even though
time have rendered
her love obsolete
I still live inside
the four walls of my deceit
DE-LETE and re-peat.
Sep 22, 2025
Sep 22, 2025 at 5:22 PM UTC
I am having an affair
with life
cheating on my married
state
which was committed
to ticking the boxes
of social norms
and not a partner
per say
Jun 23, 2025
Jun 23, 2025 at 2:41 AM UTC
So, while I'm here broken & ******
Mascara smeared; she still looks pretty
Even with that smile in her eyes
That ***** is the devil in disguise
She took my love & my pride
Now every day, I die inside
Puffy faced & pouting mouth
She shows you what love's about
She was a habit you couldn't quit
It was me you chose to forget
Apr 12, 2025
Apr 12, 2025 at 8:39 PM UTC
she disappeared into the shadows of the night,
skimming through the uproarious parties
like stone across the lake
until she sunk into
the gruesome arms
of another man
behind my sleeping back.
and there he was, pounding away
like some big dumb animal
at something I held sacred
as if bonds were meant to be broken
and boundaries were made permeable
and there she was,
taking it,
loving it,
enjoying it,
doing it to spite me
and knowing it would hurt.
and there I was, the last to know
in the dark circles of whispering
secrecy
it’s the all-too-familiar cycle
of passion and appetite;
swallowed by the underbelly of lust and
tormented by the foretaste of my presence
I can’t blame them,
I can’t blame myself,
it’s only nature
taking
its course.
and I can’t say this is written
about anyone specifically,
when it happened
far too many times.
Apr 3, 2025
Apr 3, 2025 at 12:33 PM UTC
He said it was your fault
the way you smiled too often at strangers,
the way your dress clung to your skin,
the way you spoke your mind
like it wasn’t meant to be silenced.
He said you were too much,
too loud, too free,
too wild to be loved by someone like him.
So he let his hands wander elsewhere
and called it your mistake.
He blamed you for the nights he disappeared,
for the silence he left in his wake,
for the guilt that crept into his voice
when you asked where he’d been.
He told you it was your laugh
too careless, too inviting,
like you wanted to be replaced.
But it wasn’t you
who forgot what love was made of.
It wasn’t you
who kissed someone else
and washed the taste down with excuses.
He blamed you because it was easier
than admitting he was small.
He blamed you because your strength
was the mirror to his weakness.
It wasn’t the dress,
it wasn’t the smile,
it wasn’t your beauty that broke him.
It was him
his hollow heart, his cowardice,
his inability to hold something real.
And you still sit in the ruins,
asking yourself what you could’ve done.
But the answer was never yours to give.
He was broken before he touched you,
and nothing you did could’ve changed that.
So let him carry the weight of his lies,
let him drown in the shame he tried to hand you.
You are not the cracks in his sto
ry.
You are the foundation he never deserved.
Jan 28, 2025
Jan 28, 2025 at 6:57 AM UTC
these passing moments with you
could declare a lifetime
of temporary happiness
if only you knew
how important you are to me
innocent games we play
rewriting the rules
changing the motives
never knowing exactly
where the fun ends
i'd like to believe
you would never cheat
there is a fine line between
knowing how to play
and actually playing
which i would assume
is kept exclusive
between us
when desire takes precedence
over consideration towards one another
outweighing the good and the bad of you
becomes unbalanced
as i am always biased
in regards to matters of the heart
even if you never love me
the way i love you
memories we made
will stay creased
on the sheets where i lay
waiting for you to come back
Nov 9, 2024
Nov 9, 2024 at 12:25 PM UTC
Your actions left cuts on my heart.
But, like the cuts on my arms,
They faded away in the summer sun.
However, though the wounds have healed,
The memories last forever.
Sep 18, 2024
Sep 18, 2024 at 4:07 PM UTC
Betrayal cut her like the sharpest of knives
Leaving wounds that take time to heal
The trust she had; now broken
Her heart is left to reel
Rebuilding trust is no easy feat
For once bitten, twice shy she has become
A guarded heart became her shield
She fears letting herself come undone
Although every step forward feels like two steps back
She knows what they have is worth the pain
Side by side they fight for their love
Getting through together is their ultimate gain
May 12, 2023
May 12, 2023 at 12:04 PM UTC
I do was forever
I do is for never
I will, for a life to fulfil
I will, for the blood spill
Sep 9, 2022
Sep 9, 2022 at 12:01 AM UTC
was she just a friend when you kissed her chapped lips?
was she just a friend before we called it quits?
did friends ever equate to the same definition of mine?
you could’ve told me so i didn’t have to waste my time.
Jul 22, 2022
Jul 22, 2022 at 12:26 AM UTC
I’m just a stoner hitting high notes and your a coward in a cool coat
We'll go swaying for a while to the toon of broken hearts
Playing backseat twister in your car that never starts
Take a sip find your grip tonight you can have it all
Forget the lovers in our lives they can catch us when we fall
Hold me tightly through the ride god your so ugly when you frown
Close my eyes to chase the high only good till I *** down
Don’t like the angry silence **** your sweet prefer your violence
Play the prince for me and I will be your queen
Blaze one up make me beg it’s only good when it’s obscene
I could tell you that I love you but we both know that that’s not true
So lay it out and I’ll cut the lines with these ****** cards we drew
Jan 25, 2022
Jan 25, 2022 at 5:02 PM UTC
What do you call a poet,
who don't write?
What do you call a teacher
Who don't teach?
What do you call a driver
Who don't drive?
What do you call a lover
Who don't love...
Oct 10, 2021
Oct 10, 2021 at 10:28 AM UTC
He left her for someone
Just for the luxurious life
But someone left him
For the better luxurious life.
Aug 25, 2021
Aug 25, 2021 at 12:52 PM UTC
why you did it
still escapes me
but nothing else matters
now
all that savings
for better lives,
vows and memories
don’t make it any
easier
some kind of relief
or reassurance
would be great,
but i know there’s
nothing you could say
or do to fully
convince me
i hope It has
my nose or eyes,
but surely It has
your voice
… guess we’ll see
May 15, 2022
May 15, 2022 at 2:27 PM UTC
The loudest moment.
The smallest whisper.
The quietest cry.
Wondering why
No one can hear
Your world crumbling around you.
As you cry out
"Somebody save me!"
But nobody came
Nobody's coming
Nobody's here.
No one can hear you cry
As everyone leaves
And says
"Good luck trying!"
But trying isn't good enough.
The more you try to save it,
It falls even more.
And you drowned in it long ago
You didn't even notice.
I did.
I know how it feels
To have everything you love
Ripped from your grip
Because you dared to say
"I love you."
I didn't notice
The flicker of the eye
As they left my sight
And poked at some one else.
I said it back
And believed you.
It made it worse
"I thought you loved me!"
But this isn't love.
It never was.
Love doesn't leave you
Alone and cold,
Crying your heart out
Pleading to die
Before it happens again..
By people are like that.
They leave because
They find something better.
I, then, give up on the human race.
-3nwlry
Aug 13, 2019
Aug 13, 2019 at 7:45 PM UTC
Tight in my grip
I feel your nails slip
Digging deep
Digging hard
She says to me
He left me a card
May 18, 2021
May 18, 2021 at 2:35 AM UTC
Made an ocean before a drop
Of water dried-up before it's mopped
A shoot before the backdrop
creative feeling before she gulped
Beauty before the beholder
or let say before he behold her
Grown before she could be older
Timid before, She is bolder
Loved, before realizing they are ****
Yet to get the love-in, but he has come
He's here, she will yet describe him as gun
Only shoots around, like he's as* god
Now, she wished what was dim was clear
Like courage coming before the fears
She hoped this affair could be fair
Like seeing the future before it appears
-Pastorlee
May 8, 2021
May 8, 2021 at 8:25 PM UTC