#cell - Hello Poetry

life is a revolver and the trigger goes off unexpectedly and i've been stuck inside a shell for far too long love don't you know that my walls cave in sometimes and at the hospital i just stare at my reflection to cry at those empty eyes and loose medical gown falling i think the both of us are the most extroverted introverts to ever walk this isolated rock of life called Earth i really don't blame you for having trust issues either i am scared to open up to anyone sometimes something inside me died when you had an attack cause i thought you were gone and you were all i had so when you called me to call the ambulance i had to bite my lip to stop my body from shaking so i could spit out your address to the operator i hated putting you on hold even though i needed to and i switched back to your call as soon as i could until i began to hear less of your desperate breathing it was fading just like my hopes that you'd stay alive i kept on repeating that you were going to be okay but that was the only thing i could really think to say because i swear to God i thought you were dying and there was nothing either of us could do about it i feel like life just chose to punch you in the face and then cut open the swollen bruise for the hell of it i've been hurt before but not like you have and it isn't a competition i promise but you really are the boy who lived you were told you'd DIE two attacks ago and yet here you are still existing even though for some GOD **** reason life keeps trying to destroy you your ****** ex told you to k*** yourself so you forgave without forgetting your dad didn't care to know you and you want to be a good father the other foster kids start problems you choose to make them laugh later your condition keeps you off the team you decide to treat their wounds your sisters decide to fight with you you continue to love them money gets really scarce you decide to help a friend out your mom gets incarcerated you join the police cadets your heart STOPS you begin BREATHING you asked me why i love you well... you can't truly love someone best until you've seen them at their worst and despite the fact that your life IS the worst (no offense love) you handle it not best... BUT BEAUTIFULLY Now that, is why I LOVE YOU. (well, it's the main reason) (there's more but we'd be here forever) goodnight babe EMK & KAJ 4.20.2026

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Apr 21

Apr 21, 2026 at 12:11 AM UTC

someonewhocares

you amaze me

life is a revolver and the trigger goes off unexpectedly and i've been stuck inside a shell for far too long love don't you know that my walls cave in sometimes and at the hospital i just stare at my reflection to cry at those empty eyes and loose medical gown falling i think the both of us are the most extroverted introverts to ever walk this isolated rock of life called Earth i really don't blame you for having trust issues either i am scared to open up to anyone sometimes something inside me died when you had an attack cause i thought you were gone and you were all i had so when you called me to call the ambulance i had to bite my lip to stop my body from shaking so i could spit out your address to the operator i hated putting you on hold even though i needed to and i switched back to your call as soon as i could until i began to hear less of your desperate breathing it was fading just like my hopes that you'd stay alive i kept on repeating that you were going to be okay but that was the only thing i could really think to say because i swear to God i thought you were dying and there was nothing either of us could do about it i feel like life just chose to punch you in the face and then cut open the swollen bruise for the hell of it i've been hurt before but not like you have and it isn't a competition i promise but you really are the boy who lived you were told you'd DIE two attacks ago and yet here you are still existing even though for some GOD **** reason life keeps trying to destroy you your ****** ex told you to k*** yourself so you forgave without forgetting your dad didn't care to know you and you want to be a good father the other foster kids start problems you choose to make them laugh later your condition keeps you off the team you decide to treat their wounds your sisters decide to fight with you you continue to love them money gets really scarce you decide to help a friend out your mom gets incarcerated you join the police cadets your heart STOPS you begin BREATHING you asked me why i love you well... you can't truly love someone best until you've seen them at their worst and despite the fact that your life IS the worst (no offense love) you handle it not best... BUT BEAUTIFULLY Now that, is why I LOVE YOU. (well, it's the main reason) (there's more but we'd be here forever) goodnight babe EMK & KAJ 4.20.2026