#celebrations
It’s not a lot that I can give, not a lot that I have,
It’s just a drop in the bucket toward my goal to be better.
But even so, I wish I could give more than I’ve given myself,
Everything I have and anything I’ve had
So it didn’t go to waste
Rotting in a corner, in a room, in a space
That I can never go to again,
Or rather don’t want to go to once more
But rather reminisce about
Something that isn’t the burden
And weight that’s taken place in my heart
When I can’t look at someone else and say
I’ve done them right for once.
Futile, as my efforts are
‘Cause until now there’s not a lot I can find
That would be worth the effort or time
Others have to wait for something
As big as beating cancer,
as small as a birthday,
And from someone like me
On a day like that, of all days.
But I can give myself
And I can be here,
Forever, however long that is,
If someone would like,
I can be
Jul 6, 2025
Jul 6, 2025 at 8:20 AM UTC
It was dark and cold night. Looking back and up, the moon
was a thin and useless crescent, barely visible.
‘What a wasted moon,’ I thought.
“A stupid moon,” I mumbled to myself as if to finish a conversation.
It looked deflated, artificial, soulless, and cold. Not poetic at all.
I’m coping with tough decisions
a victory and perhaps one martini too many.
Peter (my bf) called, when I was at Toads (a local bar).
We usually talk on Tuesdays at about 11.
It was noisy in there
I was a little tipsy.
He became a little irritated.
It didn’t go well.
Martinis and authority don’t mix.
I handed my thesis in today, 80 days early.
I've been working on it obsessively.
finger to lips, like a secret I can be obsessive.
It’s a 60 page ‘first draft,’ theoretically.
“Can I turn in a first draft for your review?”
He looked surprised, “Sure.” I handed it over, and that’s that.
Every ‘first draft’ I’ve ever handed in has gotten an A.
“You’re CrAzY,” Sunny chuckled, “We gotta celebrate!”
“Please don’t hold the door open,” the librarian said.
I jumped, I hadn’t seen her sneaking up on me.
How long had I been standing there?
I’d been lost in thought.
I focused on her now.
She was 50 maybe, or a hundred—who knew?
Her face needed moisturizing badly,
her wrinkles were like cracks in marble.
She looked frowny.
Why is everyone frowny tonight?
“Sure,” I said, facetiously, throwing my arm up like the door was hot.
The door was now free to close.
And the world was a better place.
Once I’d turned and stepped into the library,
I decided It was too bright and too hot there.
So I left.
The second I was outside, in the refreshing cold, Sunny appeared.
“There you are,” she said, like she had lost something.
“You walk too fast,” and the girl with her laughed.
Sunny can always pick up a girl—it’s like she’s magnetic.
"Let's go home,” she added, “we’re going to pay for this tomorrow.”
She hooked my arm in hers and we followed the path,
the three of us, like the yellow brick road.
.
.
A song for this:
Drunk On Love by Basia
Data & Picard by Pogo
Jan 29, 2025
Jan 29, 2025 at 1:30 PM UTC
As we all know, April is “National Poetry Month.”
Last year’s Poetry month, was like a month-long superbowl.
We all enjoyed the fireworks, the rhyming-parades,
live televised poetry jams and interpretive dances (ick).
Speaking about last year, once again, the Academy of American Poets
has asked me to take the month off - for ”the sake of poets everywhere.”
“Dear Anais
Don’t betray us.
April’s our month to shine.
We’re asking you to confine,
your poetry to the other 11 months,
please listen to us - just this once.
Your poetry isn’t that popular,
and we think your work is subtacular.”
They’d rhymed it, of course.
I was moved.
I mean, if you write my kind of poetry,
It’s a good idea to keep moving,
Happy Poetry Month!
Mar 31, 2024
Mar 31, 2024 at 11:07 PM UTC
I’d just finished my fall-term exams. I felt at once both played-out and relieved.
Ever felt like just falling over? Didn’t I deserve that small treat after what I’d achieved?
No doubt our floor was ***** but dust, in blonde hair, isn’t easily perceived.
I was lying, relaxed, on the cool common room floor in sedate prostration
when my boyfriend arrived. He was eager for some post-exam reunification
but I lacked the energy for synergy, the motivation for combination
or even flirtation. Which left him grumbling with male frustration.
He suggested, “Why don’t we go out for some libation?”
Oh, what a smooth-talker - that’s practically a direct quotation.
“Oh, sure,” I said, “ply me with ***** and into temptation!”
Side stepping that, he proclaimed, “It’s time to celebrate and the start of vacation!”
I held up my hands and he pulled me upright, “Ok.” I said in resigned assignation.
A shower and change of clothes soon had me refreshed and reanimated.
How sad I’d have been to miss the end of term conversations imbued by holiday decorations
and I offer this to you, my small, winter, college-based narration.
In the hope that you’ll be inspired, even if you’re tired, to celebrate your own holiday occasions.
Happy Holidays Everyone!
Dec 21, 2022
Dec 21, 2022 at 10:18 PM UTC
Each clock struck 2022
An outflowing of colour hit the skies
Lights echo off the cloudy ceiling
Roman candles lit the ceremonial jubilation
A feasting cacophony of thunder
Remembrance for those who were curtailed of life
Celebrating human resistance
Revival of the human trait
Gods speed
Peace
Dec 31, 2021
Dec 31, 2021 at 8:19 PM UTC
#
He did not go far. How could he;
you were his everything.......
You love the concept of Parallel worlds..
his is now intangible--
no skin-clad temple to hold him down
within the misgivings
and falleness, that entails
all things fleshbound--
his illustrious spirit, now encased within
the utter boundlessness of his
newly-dedicated housing of Prismatic Light.
This is now the new temple that contains
his eternal spirit.. and it is from
that impeccably-beautiful place,
that he now offers hope
and petition without end.. on your behalf.
Face to Face, now.. his once,
deeply-aching spirit, now finds
the perpetual Peace.. through true Resolve,
as he finds his neverending Encouragements,
now heading your way, on the Wings of
what is now, no less than that of Unlimited Possibility--
Raining down on to you..
Reigning now in the Heavenlies,
no longer diluted and misdirected
by human agenda
And here you sit, beautiful girl-- Not seeing or feeling..
because you are still subject to the same auspices
of falleness that eventually found its Unholy fruition
within his utter demise. No longer subject to it all,
he is asking you to rise above it, also..
the prayers of a newly-recognized Saint-- petitioning
directly in to Love's very Ache.. asking
that the horror-built walls, embedded
into your war-torn flesh would come down,
no longer so devastatingly-thwarting Love's deep
desire to finally have the chance to find
its beautiful way into you..
Yet your out of control self-hatred is hurting him--
almost as much as it is truly hurting you.
The last thing your guilt-ridden spirit wants to do
is cause him any more pain. Feel his loving presence..
and you will also then begin to feel his deeply-Loving petition.
It is perfect.. as are you--
Once you become separated
from your hook-embedded, flesh.
He is There..
helping you to become able to have access to it,
here.
That is where he is at.. that is what he is doing.
The Grace that he now so deeply embraces on your behalf, will
slowly begin to buy you the internal freedom that is necessary
to begin to become able to feel it all. Throughout the years,
you have learned how to begin to believe. If not,
you would have already blocked me again by now.
He is within the Realms of Magic, now. You love Magic.
Feel him there.. as he truly now is.. and you will begin
to learn, through feel-- the things in you
(that you so adamantly hold on to),
that are still hurting him. Forgiveness..
from his Mercy Seat towards you.. is perpetual, and without end,
because he knows that you do not as of yet, fully understand.
One day, you will.. and it will become to him, his greatest Joy.
It is not over. It is never over.. as long as that gorgeous,
war-torn heart still has a pulse in it.
Make sure that it will, until you can feel..
and the Morning Sun will truly rise within you.. fully anew.
Fully. Completely. Perpetually.
You will become the very glow
that he already right now, sees in you.
You Love me just as much as you hate me.
Love's reason is here-- right here in these words. You know
that it is all true. His spirit was far too beautiful for the
pain-infused fleshtemple that previously contained it..
while he was here. He left it for a better one..
one that is completely and fully, Perfect.
You can feel him far more often than your pain-wracked
heart and spirit will allow you to currently admit.
Perspective is everything, beautiful girl.
You love me for the glorious perspective that I am able
to bring to you.
That is the only way that I want to be loved.
You have been through enough.
Lets get you two back together, through your growing
ability to become able to see him..
and feel him... as he is--
not as your obscure.. self-contempt, scarred view,
now only shadow-sees him.
You have work to do, beauty.
You are his exceedingly, Worthy Beloved.
There is so much, so unfairly-attached to you..
that keeps you feeling as if you are forever unworthy.
He is 24/7 helping you.
That is what he does now..
and I can very much see why <3
#
Nov 21, 2021
Nov 21, 2021 at 2:57 AM UTC
27 summers old,
One winter short
Of bright sunlights.
I haven't been here before,
Now I am of age,
Soon another summer,
Or not, its all chance.
Every one is our first,
And fadingly a last.
27 summers old,
Am blessed evenly,
Of a dark right hand,
And light in the other,
To keep my heart in order.
Life in it's seasons,
Curse death, every fig has to dry,
Dry into its death.
Aw beautiful summers,
Cold winters harsh,
That is the harmony of life.
Oct 19, 2021
Oct 19, 2021 at 3:52 AM UTC
#*The sun has miles to go
As it smiles in the wispy sky
The rains have paved way for winters
Morning mists, dewy flowers and leaves
My heart set
in the month of November
Lights up with the lit lamps and sky lanterns
Brings in the Festival of Lights
Special occasions and blessings
Pleasant evenings and celebrations*
✨✨
Oct 30, 2020
Oct 30, 2020 at 9:35 AM UTC
Parents to take our responsibility
Siblings to carry our roller-coaster emotions
Friends to co-create the madness we are
Relatives to form our extended safety networks
Spouse to satiate our mental, physical and lonely desires
Kids to give us those safe & positive vibes for future
Influentials and celebrations to realize our existence
But how about having one nameless relation?
One that doesn't mandate responsibilities?
One that doesn't burden expectations?
One that is Fearless, Formless & Weightless?
One that is 'Carelessly Caring' ?
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 12:05 PM UTC
Celebrations and blood ...
Palestine ...
celebrate as you want ...
as we will always ...
granting our blood ...
for our Palestine ...
till we get it free ...
from you ...
celebrate and dance...
soon we will dance on your dead bodies ...
and your blood ...
Palestine soon will be free ...
just wait and see ...
we will fight ...
fight you ...
till you get out ...
as you came ...
with a ***** minds ...
supported by a great power ...
homeless with a ***** souls ...
from all over the world ...
you will get out ...
soon you will see ...
however you celebrate ...
even ,...
how long you dance ...
we will keep fighting ...
will keep granting our blood ...
just for our holy land ...
till we get our freedom ...
for our country ...
free home land ...
Palestine ...
hazem al...
May 14, 2018
May 14, 2018 at 2:48 PM UTC
This is important…to you
With life comes expectation’s, we only disappoint.
With love comes expectation’s. I have to disappoint.
They tell me I must celebrate getting closer to the end.
I tell them I don't want to and I don't have to, without a girlfriend.
With love you are obligated. Without I am free to choose.
They tell me it is another opportunity wasted,
To find someone I do,
Want to fall in love with;
I could end the night with a kiss.
I say there are three hundred and sixty four other days
And she would find me any other time, if she truly knew me.
I do not wish celebrate this day,
So come back tomorrow and try again.
If you are only willing to try to love me once,
Then we will never find a way, so I think you should bounce.
If love is not committed, then tell me, what is it?
If love has rules that I must follow religiously,
Then where is the spontaneity?
I want love at first sight and true insight,
Not being forced to be happy this night.
If I must, then I will begrudgingly
And I will wear a plastic smile and empty eyes;
So tell me if they will still want me?
If you cannot understand my reasons,
Then there is no helping you.
I will not be helped to help myself, no matter what the season.
I will remain in oblivion,
Searching for the driven,
Waiting again for passion,
To call out my name.
I carry my pain in a box of misfortune,
As I walk alone down memory lane.
Your glass is half full, my soul is shattered.
Happy Birthday...doesn't matter.
(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.
May 13, 2018
May 13, 2018 at 12:10 PM UTC
1.
Summer chauvinist,
autumnal aspirations
moments warmest
2.
Present celebrations
No supremacy
Only admirations
3.
No constant lies
oft healthy life
4.
Love exists
If our heart insists.
© Sylvia Frances Chan
Copyright Protected
Jan 17, 2018
Jan 17, 2018 at 3:43 PM UTC
Let me then
get a vase
and water
For the Rose
that I have
brought You
Let me
liberate
Your spirit
So Your song
You will sing anew
For the beauty
of Your presence
And Your company
to keep
Let me then
adore You
In all the magic
moments that
You bring
Let me
see You
A living vision
of an Angel
For a time
of We alone
Celebrations
Sure and Certain
Far beyond all
hopes of dreams.
-R.
8.24.17
-LA
-4S
Aug 24, 2017
Aug 24, 2017 at 8:17 PM UTC
(a repost from 2014...edited)
I AM GRATEFUL---
for having my family
they are safe and healthy
we have roof over our heads and
clothes to keep us warm
there is always food on our table...
I AM GRATEFUL, THAT ---
on each new day, i am able to
get up, alone...without much effort
can wash my face, brush my teeth,
clean my bathroom regularly
take a shower on my own
cook what i want to eat,
eat alone...
change the curtains in my bedroom
change my bedsheets without help,
as often as i want to...
I AM GRATEFUL THAT I ---
still celebrated another birthday
will still be able to say THANK YOU!
with family and friends on Thanksgiving day
make scary decors for Halloween
deck our house with a tree and lanterns before December
hung stars, angels in corners and in between
am strong enough to put them all away when Christmas is over...
I AM GRATEFUL I AM STILL---
able to witness
how a night of fireworks and celebrations
easily segues into a day of new beginnings...
I AM GRATEFUL THAT I CAN WRITE---
share my thoughts, my moments,
look back to the past with a smile,
find contentment where i am now,
still look forward to my future,
wake up to each new day
and another.......and
another.....and
another...
and
A N O T H E R .
Thanksgiving must come with every breath
For we are showered with Blessings without end...
Sally
Copyright 2014
Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
#blessings #gratitude #thanksgiving #celebrations
Nov 24, 2016
Nov 24, 2016 at 5:53 AM UTC
Have you ever wondered where the stars go
On the nights when they don't shine?
Well if there is one thing I know,
It's where those stars go.
They glide down to Earth from the sky
Although I haven't the foggiest idea why
And they sing and dance and play
Just like us during the day
Those two white figures dancing a tango
While another one views some Van Gogh
And more still sing a song
'Till all the songs have been sung
And the morning sun arises from her bed
And calls the stars back home once more.
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 10:11 PM UTC
(Never too late)
I AM GRATEFUL---
for having my family
they are safe and healthy
we have roof over our heads and
clothes to keep us warm
there is always food on our table...
I AM GRATEFUL, THAT ---
on each new day, i am able to
get up, alone...without much effort
can wash my face, brush my teeth,
clean my bathroom regularly
take a shower on my own
cook what i want to eat,
eat alone...
change the curtains in my bedroom
change my bedsheets without help,
as often as i want to...
I AM GRATEFUL, THAT I ---
still celebrated another birthday
was able to say THANK YOU!
with family and friends on Thanksgiving day
made scary decors for Halloween
decked our house with a tree and lanterns before December
hang stars, angels in corners and in between
am strong enough to put them all away when Christmas is over...
I AM GRATEFUL I AM STILL ABLE TO WITNESS
how a night of fireworks and celebrations
easily segues into a day of new beginnings...
I AM GRATEFUL THAT I CAN ---
write, share my thoughts, my moments,
look back to the past with a smile,
find contentment where i am now,
still look forward to my future,
wake up to each new day
and another.......and
another.....and
another...
and
A N O T H E R .
***Thanksgiving must come with every breath
For we are showered with Blessings without end...***
Sally
Copyright 2014
Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 11:32 PM UTC
I look at my graduation picture and your smile looks fake.
I've waited twenty three years for this date.
I know you love me, but why do I see hate?
My whole life all I asked for was sincerity.
The moment came, and you acted like you weren't happy.
I mean **** you didn't even smile for me!
Aug 4, 2014
Aug 4, 2014 at 4:02 PM UTC
Swaymvar- Wedding! With Translation in English
Kavi, tha khayalon me khoya
Dard-e -dil soch ke roya
Tab Apsara sundarsi hui prakat
Ahista se gayee Kavi ke nikat
Likhte kyun ** kavita hamesha udaas
Racho koi rachna jisme ** harsh-o- ulhas
Ghatne wali hai ghatna avismarniya
Reh jayega baki sub kuch asmarniya
Aney wali hai baraat aaj raat
Yahi kuch gyarah- barah baje ke baad
Chaand ke saath hogi chandni
Sitare layenge jhilmil roshni
Indra layenge varsha ko saath
Varun ayenge thamey badalon ka haath
Suraj layenge bas kiran ek
Teeno mil sajayenge indradhanush anek
Draupadi ke saath honge punch pandav
Shiv bhi karenge nritya tandav
Agni khud karenge havan
Halka sa jhonka denge Pavan
Patton se banegi chudiyan hari
Maang mein mitti hogi lal sindoori
Aasman mein cha jayega kala-neela sa rang
Krishna jab nachenge radha ke sang
Rachegi khoob ras leela wahan
Dekha na hoga kabhi ye jahan
Pakwan har ek hoga anvesh
Bhojan hoga bahut hi vishesh
Srishti banegi ati ati -sundar
Rachegi jab
Ambar aur dharti ka swayamvar!
Translation The Wedding!
The poet was lost in thought
Heartbroken and distraught
When appeared an Apsara ethereal
She touched his shoulder lightly
Why do you write poems full of sorrow
Do write some poems replete with joy
About to happen is an event memorable
Everything else will be forgettable
The bridegroom will ride on a chariot light
Around eleven-twelve tonight
The moon will swing in with his moonlight
The stars will twinkle on their own shining bright
Indra will bring along the rains
Varun will hold the clouds in rein
The sun will be present as a single ray
The trio will create a rainbow array
Draupadi will come with five pandav
Shiv will swirl to his Dance Tandav
Agni himself will do the Havan
Gentle breeze will be supplied by Pavan
The bangles will be made from leaves green
The color of the earth will be vermilon red
The sky will be decked in black and blue
When Krishna will dance with Radha his beloved true
There will be celebrations lavish
Mortals will be left in disbelief
The food will indeed be delectable
Each dish will be a creative spectacle!
Creation will be at her very best
When the earth and sky
will be in their union blessed.
Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 4:05 AM UTC
An infant is born
An infant is born
It is a baby boy!
Come one
Come all
To greet this baby doll
May his life be long
May his limbs grow strong
May his smiles prolong
May he have tons of fun
Out in the open sun
As he learns to walk and run
From a cherub to a tot
To a happy young colt
May his growth be a happy trot
Let him wander everywhere
Let him stumble here and there
Let him learn to give and share
Teach him folklore
Tell him tales of yore
Of both valor and of gore
Make him well grounded
Very well rounded
but certainly not bounded
Fetter him not with ties
As he reaches for the skies
With his endless why's
Teach him to embrace
Every culture, every race
As you try and keep your pace
Keep him away from Apathy
And teach him the art of empathy
And the wisdom of sympathy
May his shoulders grow wide
With his every adult stride
As you look on with pride
May your love shine in his eyes
May your blessings make him wise
May he always be very nice
May his life be of his choosing
May his deeds be outstanding
May his love be continuing
An infant is born
An infant is born
It is a baby boy!
The End!
Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 4:36 AM UTC