#cameras
I remember the first time…
I purchased a camera,
It was a disposable one; bought to be taken and thrown away.
That flimsy cheapskate, I took on a Year Nine bus excursion to Adelaide -
Photos of friends, felines (seals, we went to the zoo) and feet (nail polish and toe rings were big back then!).
I remember getting these snapshots developed and sticking them up on my wall, for a moment I was cool (ahem… ;p )
My second camera was a small, second-hand “Sony” with a sling that I held on to like a clutch.
That one, I took black-and-white photos with; nostalgic, chronologuing my puberty years: first crushes, family events in the backyard, and of course “selfies” before they were a thing!
My third camera… a Canon SLR…
Oh, how I fell in love with her; sleek, strong and two lenses to capture the micro and macro views of history - the ultimate accessory!
I also wore her like a handbag; it's all I needed for a time —
This one captured my love of sunrises and sunsets - divine.
I haven't worn her lately…
The journey that I've had with my eyes has taken me by surprise,
And grief ~ yes I am now naming it ~ has made the lenses not seem as clear, crisp…captivating —
Is it time to take her out again and open the shutters once more?!
Nov 9, 2025
Nov 9, 2025 at 4:06 PM UTC
How I wish to be like the gems online,
The girls and guys, the aesthetically pleasing
How I wish to be more than average,
To be wanted, liked
Like the blooming flowers on the table,
Or the dresses on the shelves
To be sought after by boys and girls,
To be invited
To have smaller problems, less issues,
To have privilege, opportunities,
To be cared for and looked at
How I would keep pictures and portraits
How I wouldn’t avoid cameras, mirrors,
How I would embrace it, express myself
To be pretty like everyone else,
Like the gemstones online
To shine without struggle,
To not be so lonely, limited, withdrawn
Oct 24, 2025
Oct 24, 2025 at 1:24 PM UTC
Lawrence Hall
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Dispatches for the Colonial Office
Point-and-Won’t-Shoot Camera
The concept of the point-and-shoot camera obtains
But a Me-‘Phone camera doesn’t see it that way
I stopped to watch a bug-grazing bird
Who approached me as if she wanted to visit
I took out my Me-‘Phone for a photograph
And it didn’t recognize my handsome face
And I had to tap a four-digit code
And the bird grew suspicious and flew away
O Egret, in your beautiful brown and white -
I truly understand your need for flight
Aug 1, 2025
Aug 1, 2025 at 9:41 AM UTC
CLICK
Then a great flash,
A moment preserved in paper,
Time trapped in old ink.
Mar 5, 2025
Mar 5, 2025 at 1:38 PM UTC
can you really vanish in this day and age
ene where social media haunts and stalks you
purchases on credit cards are tracking your buying habits
cameras are located on virtually every street corner
your phone a geo locator of your every move
"make my day, try to vanish"
Andreas Simic©
Apr 27, 2022
Apr 27, 2022 at 5:10 AM UTC
All around campus there are these little black ***** like hanging
alien eggs. Glossy, obsidian bubbles concealing cameras that
record time-stamped, audio and hi-def video.
Could this surveillance footage ever be sent to parents?
Imagining letters sent to parents about campus/dorm surveillance
Dear Mr & Mrs Vionet, we have observed countless kisses,
disheveled morning walks and late night visits which indicate
that your daughter is a scandalous little ***** We just wanted you
to know, in case you want to know more. As campus security it’s
part of our business to keep a full, digital record, detailing her sluttiness.
Your friends in campus security.
P.S.
Would you care to donate to the University endowment fund?
Feb 8, 2022
Feb 8, 2022 at 8:17 AM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, no offense to photography<3---I don't like someone taking my picture:}
unfair for my ancestors and the great greats of the past before
them faces to stay unknown unrecognized in future evermore
call me stupid call me crazy call me insecure
but my veins fear that shoot to endure
eyes perplexed on captured focus
not understanding that optic motion only-in our century a bonus
mind entering a vacant slash
cameras must be abandoned gone illegal in that flash
------ravenfeels
May 3, 2021
May 3, 2021 at 10:09 PM UTC
Tryna to be a star ain't always wise,
Tryna to be the center of attention is wise,
All that attention you want ain't always safe,
Sometimes you'll get more than you bargained for,
Friends ain't always your friends,
Jealousy gets the best of us,
There's always someone who wants what you got,
Stop being a show off,
Keep your business your business.
The loudest one in the room is always on notice,
The weak ones are the loudest,
The strong ones are the most silent,
Being a celebrity ain't safe as you think,
Cameras all in your face,
Flashing lights all over your neighborhood,
Bodies dropping left and right,
The hype ain't always worth the cost.
Staying to myself has kept me safe,
Staying to myself has given me peace,
Staying to myself has kept me living,
Staying to myself has kept me from dying,
The wrong crowd will have you caught,
The ones who are the most friendly die sooner,
The ones who are the most thirsty die sooner,
The ones who love attention die sooner,
Don't risk your life over fame, girls and money,
Glamour ain't shiny as it seems.
Dec 6, 2020
Dec 6, 2020 at 11:18 AM UTC
I got the attention, but the wrong eyes
were perving me, not the ladies
but blue bottles
eyes were looking me up and down..
I had nothing, but they were buzzing on
me like I wanted to swat this swam that
never stopped its blue luminosity.
Handcuffing me to false accusations..
I was never there yesterday,
wasn't there tomorrow.
But you got witnesses that saw me
there even though I was in a cell..
for being in a place you didn't like.
But na bro.. I'm guilty cos the cameras were
broken.
And no one saw me in a cell, even though
five of you carried me like I was
drowning innocent.
In blue swells of ********
a sea of setup lies.
I'm here now, my first name Is innocence,
surname is you ani't nothing on me.
I'll always walk free,
cos my footsteps never trod
on this ground.
And you got no steps that put me before
the moment that you tripped up.
I'm walking free, and your walking away..
Feb 2, 2020
Feb 2, 2020 at 5:14 PM UTC
Liking all the latest pics
From the keyboard of my device
Posting all the time
Push a button to make a dime
Gathering members from afar
I'm a star
Why did he have to reinvent the book
By typing right here, everything you need
He plugged us in, created social network for greed
The info guru of the whole **** world
That's why he had to reinvent the book
We feel your caution behind the firewall
Finding an app to help us all
It's paradise when your video goes viral
Accepting new friends you've never met
Want to make a bet?
Why did he have to reinvent the book
By typing right here, everything you need
He plugged us in, created social network for greed
The info guru of the whole **** world
That's why he had to reinvent the book
Making it feel more like a celebration
Spreading the likes and dislikes
To a whole new generation
More like New World Order of sanitisation
That's why he had to
That's why he had to
That's why he had to, reinvent the book.
Sep 11, 2019
Sep 11, 2019 at 10:24 PM UTC
Eyes pass me with a greeting
eyes hang still in the streets
and shopping lanes, eyes fly
around the earth
eyes are watching
around important bodies
alert eyes
that protect, willing
to restrict others
I defend myself
and ward them off
with the hand on my heart
an eye for an eye
beware, I look back
even when I'm not looking
Apr 25, 2019
Apr 25, 2019 at 7:20 AM UTC
Perhaps they were right
about cameras
They really do steal our souls
and place them
in pretty little squares.
Hidden.
Maybe that's why
we're all
soulless now.
Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 10:09 PM UTC
I'm waiting with certain trepidation
Assured my reality
Is in for something big.
The eleventh dimension
Can't assuage my dread.
There's something happening,
As big as Dead.
The cellphone's our new Nativity,
Destroying my old myths;
Where's the white salamander hurrying,
Spirits hoovering, aliens lurking,
Hairy bipeds in the forests,
Yetis in the snow.
Nothing soon forthcoming.
It all looks like Alberta.
I can't snap inside the sun,
Nor freeze-frame a revolution;
Or the moment one feels love;
But truth is self-evident.
And the facts are yet to come.
All the best stories,
My life-changing beliefs,
Need one still, a black and white will do;
Til then,
I'll suspend
Disbelief,
And sustain credence,
Close to the dark room.
Then we'll be the Magi,
Bowing, grovelling,
Awed and surprised.
Jul 17, 2017
Jul 17, 2017 at 9:23 AM UTC
All of these eyes on me
I want to disappear
With nothing to see
But still be here
I can feel the taping
As messages are sending
All the cameras snapping
The eyes never relenting
How can I be guided
When I can't find closure
By getting reminded
Of all my failures
Everything is permanent
And I can't escape
When I'm sinking in concrete
With everyone on tape
I want to disappear
And live how I want to
I want to live freer
Act in a way that's true
May 31, 2017
May 31, 2017 at 11:16 PM UTC
"Order, Order !
We will have ORDER !!!
Order in the court !
or, the doors to this court
will be closed to cohorts !"
" Order "... is the call
within... our courts of law
Well here's...
Big Virges'... view...
of how these laws
will... Surely... be used...
and what... these laws...
will finally... Do... !!!
You see...
" Order's "...
being... " Summoned "...
in the... " Lords "...
and in... " The Commons "...
and... " The Cure "... to...
Current Problems ...
is seen as ... " Martial Law "... !!!
Police will now ... ENFORCE ...
without ... " Probable "... cause ... !!!
" Stops "... and ...
" Searches "...
upPED on ... Corners ...
What's their purpose ... ?
... " Public Order "...
But .....
Cameras on streets ... ?
CCTV ...... !?!
Isn't that meant to ...
" Keep The Peace "... ?!?
" OKAY, they're there
to make movies !
So, what's the deal ?
Can you paint the scene ? "
"Sir, move along please
your act's been seen,
our decision, you'll receive,
once you've been screened,
at the end of the week,
with your, Charge Sheet !
When it comes, answer truthfully,
because any deceit, may well
result in penalties, with no release,
especially if, we have to cheat
by using, yes, our editing team !"
You see ...
That's the ... " Trick "... !!!
So ... take these words ... " IN "...
and ... Read them ... CLOSELY ...
cos' these words ... Run DEEP ... !!!
Our lives ... BELIEVE ME ... !!!
are now on ... " Floppys' " ...
... Micro-Chips ...
and Drives named ... (C:)
So ...
What is humanity's ... destiny ... ???
Technology ....
Patrolling ... our streets ...
Armies ... of police ... !!!
Freedoms. .................................................... obsolete .... !!!!
for those ... wanting ... Peace ...
Sounds like a movie ...
I've seen of ... Armies' ... ???
" OH NO ... it's T3 !!! "
" ORDER is "... The Key ...
Restriction of ... Rights ...
to simply be ... FREE ... ?!?
NOT TO TAKE ...
Violence ... from our streets ... !!!!!
I'm YES ... A Supporter
of ... " Public Order "...
Let partying tribes ...
INDULGE in ... " Good Vibes "...
But .....
What kind of party ... ?
sees people ... Pull Knives ... !?!
or call for ... " Gunfights "... ?!?!?!?
But let's ...
NOT TELL ... " Lies "... !!!
Crime is ... on the rISE ... !!!
Crimes of ... ALL TYPES ... !!!
from ... Corporate Crimes ...
to young ... " Homicides "... !!!!
But .....
Ask yourself ... " WHY "... ?
Is it because ... ?
The young are now ..................................... Lost ....... ?!?
or ....
Could it be ... THIS ... ???
Highlighting ... Young Fights ...
as if .... EVERY NIGHT ...
Another kid ... DIES ... !!!
May simply ... "FIT IN"...
with Agendas ... Contrived ...
to simply ... Keep Minds ...
AFRAID ... and ... " DENIED "...
of living ... their lives ...
just like the ... " Rich Guys "...
" Directors "... who Earn ... ?
from ... " Fraudulent "... work ...
How many of them ?
will face ... " Stop and Search "... ?!?
Those in ... Governments ...
and ... " Corporate "... Hybrids ...
whose parties are ... "PRIVATE"... !!!!
with much ... " Nicer Climates "...
ENJOYING ... themselves... !!!
because of ... " Their Wealth "...
with women who ... " Sell "...
Their bodies like ... " SHELL "... !!!!
have done with ... " Oil Wells "... !!!!!
" Take Time ".....................................
Think it ... through..................................
But ....
Here's some more clues ....
as to why ... I Now Choose ...
to ... " Today "... take this view ...
Youth have died ... " Early "...
For YEARS ... on streets ...
But back then ... WEREN'T Worthy... ?!?
of ... PRIMETIME TV ...
But Now ... THEY ARE ... !?!
Terrorists .... are at Large ... !!!
is now the ... BENCHMARK ...
That's what's being ... " Used "...
to fill .... TV News ....
and ... " Sadly "... ABUSE ...
our LOST ..... WaYwArd ... youth ... !!!
Will .... " Eton "...
and ... " Harrow "...
REALLY SEE ... " Stop and Search "... ?!?!?
It seems ...
kind of ... " shallow :"...
to think ... They'll ... " Concur "...
Do ... " The Rich ...
have a ... THIRST ... ?
to walk with ... What HURTS ... !?!
Guns and Knives .....
amongst the ... " Rich Types "... ???
Why would they ... do that ... !?!
in ... " Daddy's New Pad "... !!!!!!
I guess what i'm saying ...
is ... " Stop and Search "... BLATANT ... !!!!!
is MOSTLY ... for blacks ... !!!!!!
"Well, blacks do the killing !
Which is shown now, to millions !
Everyday, all over the place !
So, answer that Virge !"
is what ...
" They "... will say ... !!!
Those who feed ... LIES ...
into minds and ... " Numb Brains "...
Those who ... DON'T THINK ...
BEYOND Links ... in the ... " Chain ".... !!!
The ... " New Order "... Preys ...
on ... Ignorant Strays ... !!!...
NOT those ... on streets ... !!!
but those who ... Compete ...
for a piece of ... " Their Cake "...
that has a ... FOUL TASTE ... !!!!!!
"ORDER ORDER !!!
We will have ORDER !!!"
" Must have ORDER ?
Man, just hold your corner ! "
Who exactly are ... " They "... ???
to treat people like ... " Game "... !?!
What makes you think ... ?
that they can train ...
the brain of a ... " Pig "...
to actually ... THINK...
and NOT behave ...
like some ... " Supremacist "... !!!
who's just ... Too **** ... QUICK ...
to suspect a kid ...
because of his ... Colour ... !!! ? !!!
" RACIST Mother F..... !!!!! "
"Order ... ORDER ...
You're out of order !!!"
" OUT OF Order ?!?
Are you a Coc' Snorter ?
I'm not a Big Baller,
or Gangsta' shot caller !
I'm just a straight talker
who's CRISP, just like Walkers',
when airing my views, about
Real Issues, that clearly confuse
and are used to abuse, our right to,
yes, choose, when and with whom,
we choose to make moves !
How would you like ?
to have THAT, done to you ?
My name AIN'T, Jack Horner !
Why should I be cornered ?
Searched and questioned
in the name of nonsense ! "
It's all a pretence,
to turn people against,
those they ... Don't Hate ... !!!
but ... each day ...
have to face,
from ... Council Estates ...
within the ... UK ...
to Projects ... They Blame ...
in the ... United States ...
These issues relate ...
and yes ... Correlate ... !!!
So .....
DON'T MAKE ... Mistakes ... !!!
and ... Mis-Read ... " The Game "...
What's happening ... There ...
is coming ... BEWARE ... !!! ...
Just think of it ... " This Way "...
George ... and ... Tony Blair ...........
They told you ... A WAR ...
was coming ... For SURE ... !!!!!
So ...
What'd you think ... NOW ... ?!?
Has ... THE WAR ...
Reached ... " Your Door "... ?!?
Or ...
Do you feel ... " Clowned "... ?
Or ...
Are you ... like me ... ?
A ... " Public "... ENEMY ... !!!
Who'll face men in ... " Gowns "...
because ... when I speak ...
I do so ... FREELY ... !!!! ...
and ... NO ...
WILL NOT ... Stand down ... !!!
" Order "...
is the call ...
as I said ... Before ... !!!
But ....
What is it ... for ... ???
for the ... " Weak "...
and the ... " Poor "...
NOT TO ... Fight anymore ... ?!?
or simply for ... " Borders "...
to keep them from ... " Hoarders "...
and ... " Midnight Marauders "... !!!!!!!
and TRUE LIFE ... Reporters ...
whose views they want ... "cornered"... !?!
because of ...
Their call ... to ... ENFORCE ...
.... " Public Order ".....
Listen Here :
https://soundcloud.com/user-16569179/public-order
Sep 25, 2016
Sep 25, 2016 at 9:19 PM UTC
Photos haunt me like the souls of fresh corpses
memories
Victims of time.
The ink poured and pooled on my floor
Smiles vanishing past all the gore.
Polaroids, Polaroids
Help Me Forget!
Loving him was my biggest regret.
May 19, 2016
May 19, 2016 at 11:59 AM UTC
In front of the flashing lights
We were arm in arm
Your boyish grin and my bashful blush
Perfectly frozen for everyone to see
It matters not what will happen
To the people that we are
As long as this becomes
My memory of you and I
Apr 17, 2016
Apr 17, 2016 at 5:33 AM UTC
I'm a casual, lenient soul
But when it comes to my words
I mean them with a heavy heart
I'm looking for a good time but its not what you think
I'm looking for someone to turn these boring drags into something worth holding onto.
A memory lane that goes too long to develop it all on camera.
Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 7:06 PM UTC
My friend took a picture of the President.
She probably has assassinated the President,
if cameras were guns.
There are a lot of people taking selfies.
There are probably a lot of people who died of suicide,
if cameras were guns.
There are a lot of people who take pictures at their most joyous moments.
There are probably a lot of people who died at their most joyous moments,
if cameras were guns.
There are a lot of soldiers, innocent people, who died, are dying, and will die, at war.
There are probably a lot of soldiers, innocent people, still alive, living, will live,
if guns were cameras.
May 29, 2015
May 29, 2015 at 1:50 AM UTC
home is where the heart is
and my heart lies in the mountains,
with nights of hot cocoa and campfires;
with the soaring trees, bad cameras.
and in the center of it all, laughter and midnight games.
the dresses, the stars, the countless walks. . .
my heart belongs to those in the beds next to mine,
and in the eyes of him. loud songs and braided hair make me smile.
and yes, my heart is with you.
Jul 12, 2014
Jul 12, 2014 at 7:58 PM UTC
if a sound could be grainy
like a photo with the ISO too high
over-compensating for the light that shone too dim
through the patterned curtains in your bedroom
in your mother’s old house
where the peaches tasted better in water than in sugar and that had never
ever happened
not since you were three years old when your grandmother
who was not yet too old to do much besides eat TV dinners
and watch ‘the price is right’
before your grandfather’s funeral
where you ruined your velvet dress
spilling cheap coffee all over the bodice
(if it had been good coffee the situation would be
entirely different)
the sound of you
exhaling like a train rolling right past the house
shaking the walls and the floor and the sofa
less and less as it gets farther away
you sound
grainy
like a photocopy
and i can’t find
the original
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 1:17 AM UTC
I.
You told me you still had
Those roles of film,
Undeveloped.
The ones that you took of me
In the summer.
II.
I wonder
If you will ever see me again
As I used to be.
III.
I wish you had a darkroom
For my soul;
For all you've ever seen
Have been scratched
Negatives.
IV.
I miss looking at your features
Through viewfinders.
V.
You were the whole world
Inside a tiny glass frame.
May 30, 2014
May 30, 2014 at 12:32 AM UTC