#callme
he became a ghost for eleven days,
& told me “i love you” for the last time.
he disappeared again the next day,
and left me with a strange thought.
i realised there was somebody else,
and she was here since the very beginning.
never before me,
still i knew it myself.
she proved me right,
with only two letters.
i’m scared of the kiss, you were supposed to be mine,
not hers.
what have you done?
Feb 7
Feb 7, 2026 at 12:32 PM UTC
Call me at night,
pretending you dialed the wrong number,
drunk,
and I will lie to myself that it isn’t you,
yet again.
Call me at night,
leaving me stray questions of tobacco,
and I will pretend I can no longer hear you
through the speaker.
Call me at night,
to tell me that you miss me,
and I will tell you it is too late for us.
Call me at night,
to tell me you cannot forget me,
that you want me back upon your pillow,
in your bed.
You can tell me your house has lost
its color,
or say the world has darkened
in my absence.
You can send me bouquets of flowers
and letters.
You can beg forgiveness in salty tears,
with lips trembling in my vision.
You can see me however you wish,
but will I see you as I should?
Dec 21, 2025
Dec 21, 2025 at 8:14 AM UTC
Apparitions
Signals transmitted
(proof)
Underlining the next the how the who
Taking control in brief unsettling encounters
Flaring a flame
of
challenging messages to surface
Puzzles of the universe.
Signals to a path
Who really knows
Life is
Just laugh
Sep 30, 2021
Sep 30, 2021 at 8:17 PM UTC
Call me again to tell me what you’ve sacrificed
How decisions that were yours you somehow say were mine
Tell me that you won’t move to Ohio
Funny I don’t remember when did I ever invite you
Apr 6, 2020
Apr 6, 2020 at 3:28 PM UTC
when you were crying over him cheating on you with lily, you should’ve called me.
when he would slap you silly, you should’ve called me.
when you thought about taking your life because of him, you should’ve called me.
you shouldn’t have let him win. you should’ve called me.
but i wasn’t there...
Apr 17, 2019
Apr 17, 2019 at 2:50 PM UTC
Call me, whenever you feel like talking.
Speak, and I'll always be there to listen.
Call me, day or night.
I'm here for you, no matter the time.
You don't have to say any words.
Call, even if you just want to hear my voice.
Call me on a whim; Or call me, just because.
I'll be there in a heartbeat. You just say the word.
Call me when you miss me.
Call me anytime, anywhere, for anything.
Call me. It doesn't matter what I'm doing.
I'll be there for you, to sate your every longing.
Dec 8, 2018
Dec 8, 2018 at 5:48 PM UTC
the laws of physics, meet the laws of human nature
spinning plates
are always white unblemished so their breaking into pieces
is more visually enthralling and definite
been a spinner magico for so long, you’d think I deserve some
gravitational dispensation
it doesn’t work that way
when you learn to be a spinner, they teach catching too
but that was so long ago,
tho the endless spin slowing,
obedient to the laws of physics,
the human laws of the physical
give time power over gravity
making the eyes weaker
the hands tremulous
the arms woodenly worth less
so a crash is a forethought, imagined, inevitable
time is the most powerful force in the universe
the laws of physics, meet the laws of human nature
Aug 25, 2018
Aug 25, 2018 at 8:50 AM UTC
I know you're busy trying to find yourself
Through nicotine and diet pills
I was just curious and thinking
Do you ever stop to wonder
If it's enough to just be the you that you are?
Do you ever stop to consider
If it's worth losing the you that's already there?
So call me when you get back
From the hell you're putting yourself through
When you choose me over all the worthless addictions you destroy yourself with
Call me when you get back
From all the nightmares you've made come true
Tell me who's been by your side
Through all of what life has thrown at you?
Can your cigarettes wipe away your tears?
Do those drugs make you feel so pretty
That you don't even need me?
You say that it's none of my concern
That just sounds like an excuse
What you need is a hard knock back into reality
Do you believe I will just ignore
All the brand new cuts, bruises, and burns?
Do you think I'll sit still while you tear yourself down?
I know you lie when you say you need to save yourself your way
Doing things your way looks like a hazard sign to me
I'm scared of what you have become
I'm scared of what you will do to yourself
I feel like I can't take my eyes off of you
Or you'll just disappear
I’m so mad at you for making me be so disappointed
In the person who I looked up to the most
Without any regard for those who love you
Choosing ephemeral means of feeling over the shoulders that we offer
Call me when you wake up tell me why you're upset
I want to be there for you
You know that I am someone you can come to
Call me when you need me
I promise I'll pick up immediately
Know that I know that you are scared
So call me when you're ready
I promise I'll be there
Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 6:01 PM UTC
You can call me your teacher,
who taught you things you've never known
You can call me your travel buddy,
who takes you to places you've never been
You can call me your dream weaver,
who help you build your dreams
You can call me your chef,
who feeds you with delicious food
You can call me your preacher,
the one who caddies you to the house of God
You can call me your singer,
who sings to you melodies you've never heard
You can call me your book,
whom you read page by page but with no ending
You can call me your psychologist,
the one who analizes your character deeply
You can call me your mirror,
for you bare everything to me that no one will ever know
You can call me your match,
that lights up fast when you need a fire
You can call me your pillow,
the one you hug at night to hide in it's fluffiness
You can call me your blanket,
the one who gives you warmth inside and out
You can call me your home,
for I am your shelter when you are lost
You can call me...
The one who stays behind your back
The one who holds you invisibly
The only one who speaks your language
or your soul mate
But I want you to call me...
The one who never left, just like the way you want me to...
Eternally! ✨
May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 5:15 AM UTC
There’s a third space
That’s not quite here
Yet not quite there.
It’s a dark place
With no clear light
Other than the fireflies
That hover close listening,
To our quiet whispers
To our quick mumbling
And to the declarations.
There’s a slight drizzle,
But I don’t mind,
Because your voice is
My umbrella
My blanket
My everything.
Close my eyes, listening
To the muffled background,
It makes me think
I’m there with you.
But not quite there –
In a third space,
With you beside me.
I don’t hangup first
Because I want to
Listen for your guard
As it falls away
Some where in that
Third space.
Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 11:31 PM UTC