#bsf
There are so many things
I'd like to say
but not all of them shall come
at least not today
I met you while I was young
and I had soon begun
to realize that we would always be friends
until the death of the sun
This poem may not be the daily
It may not even be read
but at least I know that
when i'm with you
i'll never fail to be fed
that last line was random
quite like you and me
but oh Han I love us
to the bottom of the sea
we play in the snow
we dance in the rain
we laugh at our jokes
and we love each other all the same
you cry in movies
you love to read books
you are always yourself
even if you may get looks
you love like no other
I have ever seen
you show off you Faith
even when others are mean
I look up to you
in so many ways
I am in a constant state
of an unintentional daze
we laugh
and we have cried
we have lived
and we have bide
I have known you since I was young
but oh best friend hang tight
because our story hasn't even begun
Sep 27, 2017
Sep 27, 2017 at 11:56 PM UTC
If you forget me
You'll see me in your dreams
If you forget me
You'll see something
that reminds you of me
If you forget me
You'll end up back
into our messages
If you forget me
You'll see the big teddy bear I gave you
when turned into a teenager
If you forget me
When November 19 comes
you'll want to say “happy birthday”
If you forget me
You'll see our old pictures
from when we used to have fun
If you forget me
When you're dancing in the rain
You'll remember that day we danced in the rain and then got sick
If you forget me
You'll find a new friend
And realize that we are similar in many ways
If you try to forget me
All the memories are going to
come back to you all at once
If you try to forget me
You'll look up at the stars and you'll remember
when we tried to count all the stars but just gave up
If you try to forget me
You'll remember what you did
And you'll feel guilt and regret from it
Don't try to forget me
Because the more you push those memories away
The more you're going to have them
and the more you're going to miss what we had
The more that thought of what you did is going to be there
While feeling guilty and ashamed that you could do that
Trust me i tried to forget you
Because i was shocked and hurt
when i found out what you did
I wanted to put that in my past
Pretend like nothing happened
Kind of like when we did something
We weren't supposed to
And we pretended like it never happened
That's how i wanted it to be
I wanted it to feel like i was a little kid again
“Forgiving and forgetting”
But i only got to the forgiving part
Never to the forgetting
But I learned to accept it
So don't try to forget me…
Mar 7, 2025
Mar 7, 2025 at 8:46 AM UTC
You are my last 7 minutes.
And for some who don’t understand
It is the brain that portrays your best memories
Most care-free moments in life
When once you were unashamed of your smile
The times your stress was to fly away,
Your mind plays back to those times
Like
a record player on Rewind.
So, when I say that you are my last 7 minutes
I mean
You are the broken record player that repeats in me
And when someone wants to take that away
I will stand between them and you
Because you hold
my most carefree moments
my joyous of times
my life,
You are my
Last 7 minutes.
Nov 21, 2024
Nov 21, 2024 at 8:05 PM UTC
hands started shaking
and my heart just dropped
lungs started ceasing
and the world just stopped
ive got nothing to lose now
felt like a knife in my heart
how do I keep myself grounded
when the world just fell apart?
my heart shattered on the floor
my world is on fire
and I cant breathe
I'm just someones daughter
drowning in the sea
would you jump in the water
while the world falls round'?
save me from the slaughter
don't watch me drown.
did you notice
I'm in the sea
calling out
come save me now
I wonder
did you hear me crying on the floor?
did you know exactly when my heart broke?
did you see it in my eyes?
the way my tears came flowing to my eyes
wait, no you couldn't
you were too far away
just out of reach
I stared at that text for hours
my best friend
gone.
alive still
but not here
my mom pulled me back into her chest
as I sobbed
screamed and cried
because why
oh why did you try to commit
we made a promise
"together to the end"
and you broke it.
and you broke me.
Jan 20
Jan 20, 2026 at 8:57 PM UTC
when I finally told her
y'know how you really were
she thought you were so good
she thought you'd never even be disrespectful.
she couldn't have been more wrong
and I guess I got warned to stay away
so in a way maybe I brought it up on myself
but I would've never guessed
I would've never thought you were so manipulative
I would've never thought you to be like that
you seemed so sweet
I often tell myself you didn't know it was wrong
but you had to right?
you had to know begging until you get a "fine if you stop asking" isn't okay right?
maybe that's why you did it
maybe you didn't care
when I told her
she almost cried.
we were in a park walking
trauma dumping as best friends do
she started profusely apologizing
she didn't like you but she didn't hate you when we were together
she didn't know.
she didn't know all the hushed fights or manipulative things you'd say
she had no idea all the nights at your house the things you'd guilt me into
she didn't know the weeks of being ignored
no one did.
Jul 6, 2025
Jul 6, 2025 at 3:15 PM UTC
Apologies
You and your apologies don’t work
You’re smiling face asking for forgiveness after the things you did
Don’t work
The apologies you “said” don’t work
That letter don’t work
You still being with him and trying to be friends don’t work
You letting my ex cheat on me with you don’t work
We were supposed to be best friends
Besties to the resties
Ride or dies
Bestfriends
But you ruined my friendship
With you
My relationship with my ex
A perfectly fine relationship
So now here I’m coping by writing poetry
Because your apologies don’t work
They don’t work
Mar 3
Mar 3, 2026 at 8:14 PM UTC