Apologies
You and your apologies don’t work
You’re smiling face asking for forgiveness after the things you did
Don’t work
The apologies you “said” don’t work
That letter don’t work
You still being with him and trying to be friends don’t work
You letting my ex cheat on me with you don’t work
We were supposed to be best friends
Besties to the resties
Ride or dies
Bestfriends
But you ruined my friendship
With you
My relationship with my ex
A perfectly fine relationship
So now here I’m coping by writing poetry
Because your apologies don’t work
They don’t work
Mar 3
Mar 3, 2026 at 8:14 PM UTC
It’s not the same
Waking up and thinking about you
It’s not the same knowing your on someone else’s mind and someone else is on your mind
It may be me or it may not
Heart break and struggle fills the brain with hopes and dreams that one day maybe we’ll be back together, stronger, older, more mature.
Maybe we will…hopefully that’s what I’m dreaming to be like my parents childhood sweethearts
Loving each other forever and ever
The pain I have the love I still have for you
I never want to give up but I know that it’s not the same it will never be the same even if we are back together right now because my trust and my love will be different
It’s not the same because during the night I think about what if, what if things were different, what if you never cheated, never unblocked her
It’s not the same anymore because I still love you and you don’t
It’s not the same because you love me and I don’t
It’s not the same because we both don’t know if the other still loves each other and we are too scared to ask, to scared to go back to a love that made us belong to each other
It’s not the same because we both love each other but we don’t know how to say anything
It’s not the same because it’s you
It’s not the same because I don’t know if you love me or I just love the memory of who we were
It’s not the same because I don’t know if I even love you as much as i did anymore
It’s not the same
Mar 3
Mar 3, 2026 at 6:45 PM UTC
So what now?
We just go back to not knowing each other
Act like strangers
Act like we never met or kissed or went on dates
Act like we didn’t love each other
Do we just go on with our lives?
This isn’t how it was supposed to end
We both knew that
I gave it all I could and you gave me that too
But now you broke my heart a heart that will never be fixed because of the things you did
I told my mom about you, my dad
They let me meet you, kiss you, go on dates with you
I let you meet my friends and I met yours
I told my brothers and my aunt about you
I told my god mom about you
I told my ******* hair stylist about you
And you broke me by cheating..
So what now?
I forgive you?
We get back together?
I’m supposed to move on from a love that made me feel special
Or do I stay in the same place wondering and wishing
knowing you still care or wondering if you still think about me or even love me
Or do I move on but still love you
So what now?
Mar 2
Mar 2, 2026 at 8:14 PM UTC