#bother
Some poems existed before we created them,
lying dormant within us,
raw and unformed yet fully finished.
They awaited the moment of their release,
the mining of their essence,
the exhalation of their connection,
their fusion and splicing.
It was a time-released evolution,
their eventual revolution.
You pretend they are newly born, knowing but unable to admit,
They always existed within us,
before the moment of expulsion,
excretion, exhumation, fully formed.
Born Only when you were ready too.
too.
@2:09AM
Thur Feb 19 2026
2 Adar 5786
Feb 20
Feb 20, 2026 at 4:41 AM UTC
Sometimes... I feel alone.
And sometimes it bothers me, but sometimes it doesn’t.
And sometimes it feels nice, but sometimes it doesn’t.
And I find myself asking if there’s something wrong—
Something wrong with me, something wrong with my soul.
But there are no answers... maybe because there are no real questions.
Because I know there’s something wrong.
I just don’t want to believe it.
So I just say:
Sometimes... I feel alone.
Jul 6, 2025
Jul 6, 2025 at 3:53 PM UTC
Her skin, a whisper of satin against my own,
goosebumps rise, a shiver, from fingers to bone.
They travel like stars in a night’s gentle climb,
up her hand,
through her spine,
a dance sublime.
Aug 5, 2024
Aug 5, 2024 at 9:21 PM UTC
Heroes wear all kinds of uniforms,
and call many places home,
but standing the line for Democracy
they are all just as tall and just as brave
Who was this man
who ventured to a distant land
to defend it from an invader
they are not his people
this was not his home
but he stood the line for Democracy
he stood the line proud and tall
and died
He was my Brother
He was my Father
He was my Friend
He was a good man
He stood the line for Democracy
Apr 19, 2024
Apr 19, 2024 at 7:47 PM UTC
I think I actually
Hate this feeling.
You’re not supposed to
Make me nervous.
You’re not supposed to
Plant seeds in my mind,
Strange seeds that grow strange fruit.
Or, at least you didn’t used to.
I don’t know why I bother at all.
I never did say
That it was a good idea
Did I?
Mar 31, 2024
Mar 31, 2024 at 5:11 PM UTC
Why should I?
Who says so?
What's the point?
Is it worth it?
So?
Who cares?
Can't be bothered
Too much effort
Maybe tomorrow
If you like
Whatever
Be my guest
Try - shmy
Best – shmest
Work – shmirk
Rules - shmules
Conscience - shmonscience
Life - shmife
Meh!
Feb 1, 2021
Feb 1, 2021 at 10:04 AM UTC
Pale skin
Scarred within
Messy hair
Slightly insane
Drowsy eyes
Broken inside
I feel like I'm breaking
And its only the beginning
I want to get this out my head
Lonely as I am
Broken, bruised and scarred!
The never ending
Nor forgiving
This merciless voice
Inside my head
Think I'm gonna burst my brain
Maybe that is how
My life should end!
Bad posture
Never sober
Always late
Nobody cares
Emotionless face
Violent feedback
And all of this rage
Comes through pain
Cannot deny
Cannot embrace
These voices in my head
Like never ending flame
Running through my veins
Has left me insane!
What have I become?
Such miserable ****
What am I doing?
What is going on?
Everyone I know
I've distanced myself
Now I don't know what to do
I don't know where to go
Except
Accept
Nothingness
Dissapear in silence
Where I don't become a bother
And I don't want to be bothered
Just Rest In Peace.
I wish I knew back then
What I know right now
Would I still fail horribly?
To contain this curse of misery
Or would I **** my feelings
Instead of killing me
Oct 28, 2020
Oct 28, 2020 at 10:47 AM UTC
The word cheated didn't bother me
What bothered me was it was you.
Jun 7, 2020
Jun 7, 2020 at 2:12 PM UTC
The smile you give me hurts my soul
Because as much as I want to smile with you, I know how this story goes...
From a smile to a scowl,
It's the same, every game,
So that's why I throw the towel,
I don't like to waste my shame,
It's okay, but don't you dare,
I don't get why do you care,
It's a curse I cannot lift,
I just wish not to exist,
But I do, so I accept,
It's all I really have kept,
So you see, the mystery has had its story lit to see, I'm often alone, and misery, don't waste that light on someone like me...
Feb 26, 2019
Feb 26, 2019 at 1:21 PM UTC
You make me want to kick you in the teeth
It may hurt me back but not my feelings.
The urge to snap your kneck
makes me shiver filled with rage.
I hate that I want you
but I know that I don't need you!
After trying everything,
it so bothers me
that you're still breathing.
The memories of you
Makes me want to puke!
Why the **** did we ever come across?
Wait, hold on to that thought
Knife is talking to me,
reminds me to slit your ******* throat!
Dec 3, 2019
Dec 3, 2019 at 3:45 AM UTC
If I forget that you existed
would you leave my thoughts?
Probably, no.
Do you want me to suffer?
No, nor that I care.
Do you want me to remember?
No.
Oh,
sorry to bother you
I'll go.
Nov 7, 2019
Nov 7, 2019 at 1:25 PM UTC
I must not be alone
In the struggle to say no
Catching on my lips
Stuck between my teeth
Which turns to a yes
Before I can think
To not disappoint
To please others
I say yes
Even though
Yes is a bother
Sep 12, 2019
Sep 12, 2019 at 2:57 AM UTC
Is there even a point?
We're just an atom compared to a million worlds..
If I go..
Will anyone bother to care?
My energy will still be there..
Apr 1, 2019
Apr 1, 2019 at 5:19 PM UTC
Not a burden
Not a bother
If you’re broken,
Pick each other up
It doesn’t have to be literal
You can have a wounded mind
And still be worth their time
Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 10:53 PM UTC
am I a drag, a bore?
what do I even try for?
all my hopes and dreams of loving,
have hit a snag.
Feb 22, 2019
Feb 22, 2019 at 12:05 PM UTC
Why can't I trust you
to answer
the same question Tt Ww Ii Cc Ee,
When I think we're
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Am I not enough
even when I'm bleeding cold?
Jan 11, 2019
Jan 11, 2019 at 6:07 PM UTC
i don't care anymore
do anything to me
i'll be fine as long as you leave me to sleep
i won't cry
i won't open my eyes
i'll be alright as long as you let me rest
take me anywhere
scream your sorrows at me
i'll be okay as long as i can take some sleep
throw me onto the ground
leave me me cold and on the floor
i don't mind as long as i can rest my eyes
call out my sins
tell the world all that i've held inside
it won't bother me as long as i can have a deep slumber
leave me to die
i won't mind
as long as i can have sleep for the last time.
Dec 21, 2018
Dec 21, 2018 at 10:46 PM UTC
Why have I become
This hopeless burden
What have I done
How did this began
Why won't she admit
I'm just a bother
We both know it
And that I'm sure
Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 10:59 PM UTC