#bomb
I reached for words, for something light,
a gentle thought to end the night,
to rest my head, to close my eyes–
then came a buzz that split the skies.
Not warmth, not love, not something sweet,
but fear that stole my steady beat.
A warning cold, a hollow cry:
Stay in. Stay safe. Survive. Don’t die.
The walls grew thin, the air turned strange,
as if the world had slipped its range,
and I– alone in dim-lit space–
felt shadows breathing in my place.
What if I fade and no one knows?
What if I’m gone before it shows?
A silent end, no hand to hold,
no whispered warmth against the cold.
What if they take the one I keep–
the one who knows me, soft and deep?
The only soul who saw my flaws
and loved me still, without a pause.
Will darkness fall, will power cease,
will silence steal what once was peace?
Will I remain, yet feel undone–
a life still here, but missing one?
And if that grief should come to stay,
and pull my fragile heart away,
will someone find me in that night,
and hold me close, and hold me tight?
Will arms replace what I have lost,
or warm the soul gone cold with cost?
Will whispers mend what fear has torn
remind me I am still reborn?
For now, the dark feels far too near,
its voice much louder than my prayer,
and I am small, yet wide awake,
with trembling hands and thoughts that ache.
Still somewhere soft, beneath the sting,
a fragile hope begins to cling–
that love, once real, won’t fade so fast….
that even fear…
won’t always last.
♡ lil-usagi
Mar 28
Mar 28, 2026 at 8:53 PM UTC
A young soldier who came from Beirut,
Though he tried, he just couldn't shoot
The young man and his gang
All went out with a bang
In a bomb laden vest 'neath his suit
Dec 30, 2025
Dec 30, 2025 at 4:59 PM UTC
I am fragile
But not in the way
A flower is fragile
In the way
A bomb is fragile
With a flower
You have to be careful
As to not break it
With a bomb
You have to be careful
As to not have it blow up
Because one day
I will explode
And I will hurt everyone near
Because I am fragile
Nov 17, 2025
Nov 17, 2025 at 9:33 AM UTC
I am not fragile like a flower
Though I’m sure you’d think so
I’m courageous enough to not cower
Though that’s not something you’d know
I’m completely and utterly explosive
If not that then I’m nothing
For I’m not fragile like an orchid
But isn’t that something?
I am counting down to the next hour
I am singing a forgotten song
I am not fragile like a flower
I am fragile like a bomb
Jan 6, 2025
Jan 6, 2025 at 9:43 PM UTC
A hero to no one except myself
Just there to fill up space in a crowded room
Told that the only things I want are fame and wealth
A Ticking Bomb ignited from the start
But neither I nor you know when I'll blow
And all your comfort will be ripped apart
I want everyone, but wanted by none
I'm just an option, never the choice
I'm just a second daughter, when he probably wanted a son
I'm carrying bombs in each of my 20 hands
And expected to blow them all out in a minute
People believe I'm just someone who can count all the sands
When people are partnered up with me
I hear a groan, a sigh, a rejection
But this is not who I am, just who you think me to be
When I look into a mirror, now dusty and haunted
I don't see a ticking bomb like everyone else
Just a girl who wanted to be wanted
Oct 2, 2024
Oct 2, 2024 at 3:52 PM UTC
Lorded
The mad writer licked the crystal
To get a sale
This he got oh yes
Bought an atomic
And sent it to Putin
By 1st class post
May 7, 2023
May 7, 2023 at 10:42 PM UTC
I hope these goosebumps stay jagged forever
Like summits of this tubular dance
The infinite free fall from never
Blankets our young souls with radiance
As piano keys play during our wars
And we shall melt in syncrony
With our laughter bottled in jars
Will you please sing with me
So we can drown out the booms
And my mother's haunting cries
We've crawled from cribs to tombs
As the metal falls from the skies
My tears evaporate into the air
As my skin boils off my face
Our boney bodies rip and Tear
Cementing our final Embrace
Nov 18, 2021
Nov 18, 2021 at 2:19 PM UTC
Fried Turtles
The little dog chews on the blue wire
His sharp teeth need blunting
So he picked this bomb wire to gnaw
He likes biting and such like
One of his main interests
His master’s fingers and boots
Car tires on parked cars
And his Holy toys
The gold cross from the church
That’s totally ******
Just like the blue wire he has
Look it’s now severed
And the bomb will explode
Killing ten million Chinese
Flattening central Shanghai
Good job the dog and wire
Are ten miles away
He’ll still get a tan
And ten million turtles
Will be totally ******* fried
It was a Taiwanese bomb…
Oct 30, 2021
Oct 30, 2021 at 1:32 PM UTC
“Bombs away!”
You called.
They exploded with love.
Then suddenly,
The world was left empty.
Until the next wave.
Jul 7, 2021
Jul 7, 2021 at 2:43 PM UTC
Born with flesh and blood, but heart sold separately. Bird way up high, falling from the sky. The raining aftermath is the common denominator. When it shockwaves from ground zero, it leaves an atomic shadow—fatal impressions where a living, breathing thing once stood...
May 20, 2021
May 20, 2021 at 9:27 AM UTC
How to dress well (and that I'd rather dress comfortably.)
How to hide the laces in my shoes.
That it's apparently "learnt".
How to walk with a limp,
when to walk away.
How to look mean while avoiding eye contact.
Where to find the best coffee.
How to write a bad sonnet.
How to kiss the right way.
Where to find the wrong girls.
How to sing sad songs.
How to roll a decent joint.
How easily a wasted day
can become a wasted life.
How to hold my liquor,
when to hold my tongue,
not to hold my breath.
When enough is enough.
When enough is too much.
When to hold the door open.
How to set a deadline with no intention of adhering to it.
How to feel alone in a packed out club (and where to find the smoking bit).
That time heals nothing
but memories fade.
How long a piece of string is.
That no matter how bad a day you're having, tomorrow can always be worse.
Tomorrow can always be better.
Apr 10, 2021
Apr 10, 2021 at 10:33 PM UTC
She starts up her motors,
She revs me 'til I purr.
She spins up her rotors,
I'm always dizzy for her.
She checks all the gauges twice,
I'm ready and eager for flight,
Heat, pressure - optimal, nice.
Her flight plan is for speed and height.
She glances back with a stewardess smile,
I'm shrugging into my bombardier coat.
She examines my seatbelt, no trace of guile,
So sweet, we wouldn't want it to chafe my throat.
Perfect piloting, no clouds in sight - no turbulence at all,
She's got the only parachute, but I know we won't fall.
Cruisin' along smoothly, we hit the target altitude,
Over the headset, "If you love me, hit the big red button, dude!"
Sudden change in direction, same speed but straight down,
What once was blue sky is now onrushing ground.
Her skills are legend, she could drop me on a dime,
She knows right where I'll land, and I climb aboard every time.
Feb 18, 2021
Feb 18, 2021 at 1:31 AM UTC
i have atom bomb dreams
from the desert
mushroom clouds billowing
the shockwave blow past cacti
and down dirt roads
from the cockpit of a b-29
leveling the ground below
already comprised of craters
as we pummel the earth
we become a might to match the gods
Jan 30, 2021
Jan 30, 2021 at 1:00 PM UTC
That night was intense
When you kissed me it was on
I felt your love bomb.
Jan 28, 2021
Jan 28, 2021 at 3:31 PM UTC
i am destruction in its own form.
i am a gas leak
you have never encountered before.
i don't tick like the bomb you're used to.
i have dangerous hands,
they've killed thousands of me.
i am a serial killer of self.
Jan 18, 2021
Jan 18, 2021 at 8:35 PM UTC
woke up
with the sound
of jet engines
thundering, overhead
streaming the sky
brush strokes on high
of red and black
jumped at
straight back
from the bomb
they dropped
square in my living room
walking away
another day
i'll be back
when dust settles
amidst no attacks
on the sandy soil
of my
homeland
Jan 18, 2021
Jan 18, 2021 at 2:23 PM UTC
Caught between a dream and nightmare
Stabbing mind pains this is not fair
Sleep awake living or dead
Stuck in a place called nowhere
Is this life even real, should I even question to care
Do I take a chance, dream beyond the skies
A world with the absence of light
dark with vision impaired
Infested with lies & legal crimes
Can we really live life to the fullest
When we already ensnared?
These are the questions, infesting my dreams at night
When voiceless earths screaming
Still putting up a fight
We destroy everything, just look at our historical might
Building towards exstiction
To destroy our nature, it cannot be helped.
Dec 5, 2020
Dec 5, 2020 at 11:09 AM UTC
1. "He is such a **** why did I date him even after knowing he likes James Potter."
2." My award ceremony is tomorrow, I want to attend it."
3."Why was my last food a Margherita Pizza, I want a White-Sauce-Pasta for my funeral."
4. "I wanted to tell mom that I gave her son the idea to drink the toilet cleaner for an easier death."
5. "Dad, I am sorry."
6. "Am I dying?"
7. "I anyway had too many debts. I think God saves everyone from this life."
8. "I want to hug him. Just once. Please."
9."My new CD will be a waste. Mom will scold me...oh yes now she won't be able to."
10. "Our trip to Goa was my biggest dream...why am I dying before fulfilling it?"
11. "Why did I even come here!? I should have listened to mom.."
12. "Mom, I love you"
13. "I wanted to let you know that you were going to be a father of two kids."
14. "I heard their conversation and saw their faces. I need to catch the terrorists."
15. "At Taj, guests are our God and I need to protect my Gods."
16. "Which music am I hearing? What song is it? The hymn of death?"
17. "I don't want to die! Please."
18. "Let me be reborn as their daughter once again. Please"
19. "I think so many people are pleading so thank you for this life."
20. "Don't ever let her read the letters. She will be heart-broken."
21. "I cannot do it anymore but I need to stay awake. Stay aw..."
22." I want to eat a burger."
23. "Mom"
24. "Please let him die with me. He will not be able to survive without his mother."
25. "Please. Not today."
26." She is stupid. Who even likes Snape? I like James, he could marry his love. I want to marry her."
Nov 26, 2020
Nov 26, 2020 at 9:36 AM UTC
God, it's raining
ash embers and the noxious spiders
are jumping from
pole to rusted pole.
I really blew it up,
gosh golly,
I really blew it up.
I needed to. The venomous
blob was poisoning my mind,
but gosh golly!
The city is gone-- crater left where
church, congregation, lovers once
held hands under the blue moon.
The smoke bomb filled the sky
and it vaporized
all but the brown recluse.
Careful, that venom stings.
Nov 2, 2020
Nov 2, 2020 at 7:53 PM UTC
There are different kinds of fragility
One that bends,
And one that breaks
Step on a flower,
It withers
Step on a bomb
It explodes
Oct 18, 2020
Oct 18, 2020 at 5:12 AM UTC
Ticking time bomb friends
Will lay themselves dead
Before you can understand
What's going through their head.
Death filled minds
With death dripping hands
Might include you
In their end of life plans.
You'll see the knife wounds
Cross hatching chests
You'll see the pills
That one day will put them to rest.
Death filled minds
With death dripping hands
Might include you
In their end of life plans.
They'll show you razors,
Knives and blood.
You'll never ask why
They'll never mention it again.
You'll excuse the rope you find
Filling up corners
You'll ignore sturdy beams
With chairs underneath them.
You won't think twice
When they ask for one bullet.
Maybe you'll be the one to put it
In ticking time bomb hands.
Death ridden minds
With death dripping hands
Might include you
In their end of life plans.
It's not your fault.
How could you have known?
You've made an art out of ignoring.
You assume the blood and gore meant
nothing.
It was just a bad night.
It's not your fault.
How could you have known?
It's not like you've lost
Every other one you've known.
It's okay.
It's really not your fault.
You can never stop
Death ridden minds
With death dripping hands.
You can never help
Your ticking time bomb
Friends.
Aug 30, 2020
Aug 30, 2020 at 1:51 PM UTC