#bloodthirsty
I feel the crack of the dead leaves underneath my feet
reminding me I stay wondering around this dead place
once upon a time this was an oasis, once upon a time it was colourful
now it is all dead, storms more violent than the ones in my head
I guess I feel comfortable here, I imagine there's nothing to fear
make friends with the bloodthirsty, prove to myself I am unworthy
of anything better than this bitter taste
deserve anything better than this polluted waste
I swim in the chaos, I dive into the unhealthy
goodness is too overwhelming
Feb 23, 2022
Feb 23, 2022 at 12:03 PM UTC
Guilt and its grave cousin shame
a heavy gnarled ball and chain
on my ankle, holding me back
sinking me into bloodthirsty black.
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 4:37 PM UTC
I am the girl that hides behind smiles
I'm as bloodthirsty as a sarcophile
I'll laugh and giggle at your jokes
I honestly want you to choke
I hate the way you look at me
I'm not asking for your empathy
I can't wait for this to end
Find me a rope and I'll suspend
Sep 24, 2016
Sep 24, 2016 at 11:34 PM UTC
The howl of the wind creeps into the darkest parts you; finally ridding the dust that lay heavy on your aching bones.
A single bite from her starved mouth envenoms you with addiction – another, and she’s left sanguinary. hungry and wanting for more.
Wait for her night to find you – let it sink its claws into your back; smiling as she watches you bleed.
Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 2:23 PM UTC