#betterme
In my dreams, I saw you
I want to hold your hand
and the tears, you got through
is flaming in my heart
and it's a wish,
can't come true
I want to be a better man
to be the one, all for you
tho your world is on collapse
Let me be a part of you,
I miss you.
I see you when I close my eyes
I would live for,
the day that's yet to come
by then I'll hold you,
warmth into my arms
and I would tell you
I've become a better man.
Oct 7, 2020
Oct 7, 2020 at 1:45 AM UTC
I've been with you for more than 10 years
From day one I was just average
I didn't even want to grow
Living one day at a time
But life got really, really hard
I found myself being at a crossroad
To retract a step would mean I lost
But the front was dark and lightless
I decided to move forward still
Really because of my tiny one
And that just changed the course of my life
I was relentless and driven to soar
Years go by with many achievements
Some were so immensely proud I am forever grateful
But that path was filled with tears and breakdowns
Some were seen, most were hidden
I just moved forward without hesitation
But somehow I just can't, just can't anymore
I don't have that glow, not anymore
Really didn't enjoy it, just no more
Hence I decided to give a go
With all my might and prayers to God
May this new path be better
But really there's never a guarantee
I leave you with a very heavy heart
Day in and day out I just persevere
Hope it will go on, filled with success and more
Because really, that is my ultimate goal
It's never really a goodbye
More to see you soon
Never really apart
Just a tiny bit distanced
Thank you
For all and all and just all
For giving me the room to grow
Thank you
Sep 23, 2020
Sep 23, 2020 at 9:42 AM UTC
I am Sorry...
Friends that i am not the best friend that you want.
Mom and dad for not being the son you want.
Teachers for i can't do what you expect or want me to do.
God for being a Bad person.
But i am just being myself and i cant do any better.
Jan 28, 2019
Jan 28, 2019 at 1:49 AM UTC
Ok, just a new year resolution, me, rambling on and on
New year, and a new slate, not off, too Cinnabon
The tequila bottle on the shelf, will stay there, till next year
I'm staying away from the hard stuff, yes, I'll stick, too beer
Spending more time at the gym, lifting weights, and running
Taking the dog for longer walks, for that promotion, I'll be gunning
So many things to promise me, improvements by the score
Giving all, and taking less, how could I ask, for more
Perhaps, I'll reconsider, and return to my old ways
But for right now
I'm going to be
Resolute
Today
Jan 2, 2018
Jan 2, 2018 at 8:45 AM UTC
I am so tired of hating myself.
I am so tired of wanting something more.
The thing is, I don't do anything to better myself.
Every day I mope around and feel sorry for myself.
That ends today.
Tomorrow I will wake up and love myself.
I will be grateful for all that I have and all that is given to me.
I will love unconditionally, freely.
I will be a better me.
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 11:24 PM UTC