#audience
I'm hardly a boy, yet I'm hardly a girl
Fooling around, figuring out what to do
Meandering so, can't save you now!
Face your problems, with the brave of a shrew.
There's nothing left to look forward to
You've beat the game, what more do you want to do?
The curtains sway
As you give a bow
Shutting you out
From the audience, who,
Applaud as you grin
While the curtains are due
Leaving you on the stage that you grew on
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 5:05 PM UTC
And there I was. A witness to spontaneity and self-expression; to emancipation.
Not mine, however. Someone else entirely, but physically close. As in the very next seat.
"You are so composed," I must have said at some point.
"It's all those long years standing outside in the terminator line, waiting to enter," I believe she replied.
"Why do you come here then?" was my stupid question.
"The autumn theatricals and the chance to start again," was her all too brief answer.
Just then she stepped out of the shadows, breaking off from a wall of men, and onto the edge of the stage...her eyes beamed undiluted willpower. It is a gaze that both chills and warms, radiating and demanding trust in this singularly self-possessed presence.
In the forensic lighting, she had a sticky acid smile, her ****** in candid detail, stellar in spectra.
Everyone throws things at the understudy, but not this night. She danced against time with an audience of unknown monarchs; some with crowns, some with wings.
She held birdsong, truth slipping through her fingers, pollinating protagonists caught in the (third) act.
A night here is like wading in a pond with a jagged edge; the wind blows through and thoroughly, and still she stays calm, collective. She always seems to be waiting for something. Permanence seems out of reach; some great apocalyptic event is on the horizon, and she views the future tentatively.
"You are aware that everyone is looking at you?" I can't help inquiring.
“How can they not. On TV and film, there’s a bigger separation,” she says. “But when you’re breathing the same air, there’s definitely a reaction. Sometimes you feel a little bit like a ****** That’s part of the experience. The scary part is not the nudity."
Then she took a beat, and we subtly entered the frame of the play; away the bird flew, and she began to talk about grief and loss, her voice clotting, and so fast had the audience been beguiled that one softly sympathetic voice rang out from the front of the orchestra, as clear as a bell as she struggled to articulate her tangle of feelings: “We understand.”
Apr 13
Apr 13, 2026 at 4:30 AM UTC
the harpsichord in your throat
plays out the songs in your heart.
you sit in the auditorium-
all ears, quiet as a mouse.
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 10:23 AM UTC
The finals have finished.
We've got nothing to do.
I take out my computer.
I write.
A friend looks at me.
"Watcha doing?", he says.
I just say two words:
"I write"
He stares at me.
I see my words bouncing
inside his head.
"I write", "I write", "I write"
He looks at my screen.
He reads one sentence.
He looks at me.
"I'd never read that", he says
I'm angry, yet I want to laugh.
Would he read anything?
Would he understand my writing
with reading one sentence?
I don't say that.
I only say, almost laughing: "I don't care.
I don't write for you to read.
I just write"
He looks at me as if I'm insane.
Maybe I am.
But I don't care.
I write for the screen.
I write for the sheet.
That is my audience.
They'll never criticize me
for writing.
For those who won't do that—
and also for nobody but for the world itself—
for those, I write.
Mar 10
Mar 10, 2026 at 5:24 AM UTC
i want to play the main role in your story
yet i am stuck cast as the understudy
i just wish you would’ve told me
instead of keeping the water muddy
though i wasn’t born yesterday
love’s always made me act a fool
but come as it may
i will get cooler with time
maybe then i will be your star
and score the part
as the winner in your heart
too busy being everyone’s peace
to ever find my own
hard to see the big picture
when there’s another script you’re thrown
owed for my dutiful role
but will never be paid
Feb 24
Feb 24, 2026 at 2:30 PM UTC
Listen.
Stop not listening.
I’ve been tapped.
Sap bleeds.
It stings where sweetness lives.
Give me your ears.
I’ll torch ‘em to caramel.
I don’t need your lips,
your yowls, your static.
But taste.
Just taste my syrup.
Your screech gnaws
at the stem of my melody.
Eat the fruit.
Chew the pit.
May 5, 2025
May 5, 2025 at 9:29 PM UTC
Infinite-minute
I'm kind
Win-for-the-grin
and I'm fine
again-and-again
and I'm why->
No-sin-for-the-sin,
Just.tellin.time.bro
I'm not mine // I'm just ... telling time
[But] No Rolex to-
Destress from the grind (though)
Go bow-flex to-
restring the kind (grow)
Chose to flex -
when Beast step to my mode
Lose no chest -
when leg day (rep) the prime goal
See it, .speak through the sign
Be it, .peek through the vine
so we wrestle with meaning
I ain' seek to not find no-
-ceiling, no scheming, cross beaming,
spreading out the word
Jesus I'm Grateful,
see...
(There's) a test in the word,
a testament ta da verb
faith's meaning , when its heard
grace, yes to what's conferred
Pearls, laced to the curve
[been so perturbed
but blessed is concurred
yes best, is what you deserve]
Eternity~
Free it, leak through the brine
b-B-ee IT
a pixel, but leaks through divine
Su Suh- See-IT
Si ves, expresa la señal *
If you see,
[sing the signal]
Neo, Orphe,
Break the window ...
Aug 12, 2024
Aug 12, 2024 at 11:52 PM UTC
the fool
created his own woes
sorrows laid into his red nose
dirt fills his mind
nothing pure and full of sin
sadistic miseries fill him within
the fool only knows negatives
his life called for nothing but ridicule
if only the fool knew
that he could command an audience
he rather cry in silence
die and rot away to the dirt that used to fill him
Jun 13, 2021
Jun 13, 2021 at 8:27 PM UTC
I've lied once
I lie now
I'm venomous
I'll show you how
Come in close
Don't look away
Illusions dance
Creations dream
Gods can't die
But they can scream
So many pretty things
Block your way
Now I've done my trick
And here you'll stay.
Nov 23, 2020
Nov 23, 2020 at 10:22 AM UTC
As the bird sings
My poetry flows
Every day
I sing and go
So
While on yer busy flight
Buzzin the flowers
For the Queen
Or yer honey delight
Stop and give a listen
‘Cause like the bird
It’s an audience
We’re-all-a-missing
::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..;:..;;
Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 11:40 AM UTC
car window moonlight,
familiar music plays through
crackling speakers,
serenading us.
muttered confession,
I pretend I do not hear
and will say I have forgotten
but I might never.
fearless actions,
stunning your audience,
I do not applaud
but I crave an encore.
quiet drive home
on deserted roads.
we panic at midnight,
then laugh at dawn.
--r.s.
Nov 11, 2020
Nov 11, 2020 at 12:28 AM UTC
My lifes a show
Filled with sorrow and danger
Its not a promising film
You'll hear them say
As the scenes
Play across the screen
I glance at the audience
The theatre is empty
Except for me
I reach down and stuff
A handful of popcorn
Into my mouth
Hoping that'll stop the sobs
Even though
Theres no one watching
Aug 8, 2020
Aug 8, 2020 at 11:44 AM UTC
#*Good or bad
Speak only
As much as
The audience is willing to understand, take
Relate
Words*#
May 26, 2020
May 26, 2020 at 12:53 PM UTC
Do I write for an audience
or for myself.
There is a struggle
to distinguish between
the voices of critics
in my head
and my voice
of reason.
Mar 24, 2020
Mar 24, 2020 at 12:35 PM UTC
The times have me gobsmacked,
petulant observer, no more endearing
than anonymous audience.
My own visions, shadows on cave
walls, storytelling secret
animal lanterns.
Jan 3, 2020
Jan 3, 2020 at 6:02 PM UTC
Like Most People I Like … " APPLAUSE "
But NOT From Those Whose Conscience Gnaws ...
Away At … " Them " … !!!!! …
Who Do It …
Just To Fit and Blend ...
With Those Who LIKE …
The Words I Write … !!!!
So Listen Up …
If You Don't Like My Spoken Words …
Or Those I Write …
Do What's Right DON'T Applaud … !!!
TRUST ME That's FINE … !!!!!
Don't Give FALSE Cheers …
Let's Get THIS CLEAR … !!!
I DON'T Believe In False Veneers …
Cos' Those With Them Are Quick To … " SNEER " … !!!!!
I've Seen It Done A Thousand Times … !!!!!
This Seems To Be A … " Part of Life " … ?
Don't Applaud Just To Be Nice … ?!?
Or Even WORSE To Be ... " Polite " ... !!!!!
Polite Can Mean A Number of Things …
Like … TACTFUL Yes … !!!
Which May Mean That ...
They're NOT Impressed ...
And Say … " NICE Things " …
That ... WON'T Upset … !!!
"Oh dear, that sounds like most poets !
Those who are, yes, self-obsessed !"
Many of Them When They Applaud …
Are Simply This … Applauding FRAUDS … !!!!!!
Who … HATE To See Good Poetry ...
Cos' This Could Mean ...
The END of Their DELUDED Dreams … !!!!!
This … Of Course …
Could Include … ME … ?!?
I'm Afraid NOT ………. !!!!!!
If Your Words Do NOT Impress …
I'll Tell You STRAIGHT … !!!!!
"You need to change professions mate !!!"
But If I Like The Things You Write ... ?
I'll Try To Quote Some of Your Lines …
But If I Can't Don't Be Surprised … !!!
It's Hard Enough Remembering MINE … !!!!!!!!!
The Key Thing Is I Think You'll Find …
I'll Give Applause …
But NOT Like Those Mentioned Before …. !!!
Whose FAKE Applause ... Should Be Ignored …
Their Actions YES I Do ABHOR ... !!!
Cos' ALL They Do Is Keep ... DUD Scores … !!!
And Call For Those Whose Form of Prose …
Will Stunt The Growth of Shows They Host.
Lyrical Woes ...
You Know They Go …
So … TERRIBLY Low … !!!!!
Like Those Who Clap Within A ... " Claque " ... !!!!!
"A hired body of applauders, in a theatre"
Like Those Who Go To … " Farrago Slams " …
Or Probably Those That Go To … " The Cellar " …
**** .....
Applauding FRAUDS Are EVERYWHERE Man … !!!!!
Even …. " Unplugged " …..
Becomes A SHAM …
When False Applause …
Is What's Asked For … ?!?
Words Like Those ...
Will ROCK Some Jaws … !!!
And Won't Get Me …
Inside ... " Their Clique " …
Or Their Shows … !!!
" Oh, What a BLOW !!!!! "
I Guess My Prose Just Does Not Get Enough APPLAUSE …
For Them To Give My Words … " The Call " … !!!
EXCUSES Yes ...
I've Heard Them ALL … !!!!!
" Too Black !!! "
" Too Tall !!! "
" I'm waiting for Virgil to call at my event,
and watch the people, I present !"
And THIS Of Course …
"Virge doesn't make people applaud !"
That's NOT What Poets Are Here For … !?!
Spoken Words Or … Other Sorts …
Those Like Me Provoke DEEP THOUGHT …
And DO NOT WANT CONTRIVED Applause … !!!!!
There's Still A Few Who Share My View …
And CLEARLY Do Have STRONG BELIEFS … !!!!
About How Poetry SHOULD BE ….. !!!!!!!!
Sometimes It NEEDS TO BE ANGRY ...
And Should Reflect ... " REALITY " … !!!!!
It Should Be Sweet And Flow With Beats ...
That's HIP HOP ... !!!!!
And NOW WE KNOW The Youth RESPECT …
Poets Who ROCK … !!!
Promoters Should WATCH …
They Might Be SHOCKED … !!!
Poetry NEEDS Controversy … !!!
And This Will Bring BIG CASH Money … !!!!!
From Simple Use of Fluent Speech … !!!
But Let Me Guess … !?!
They've Got The BEST … !!!
Within The UK's Poetry Scene ….. !!!!!!
How Can This Be … !?!
What NO … " Big V " … !!!
Sorry … " BIG VIRGE " ...
A Man With TRULY Conscious Words … !!!!
They Know It's True … !!!!
And Yet They Choose ….
To …................................................. Ignore Me ……
They're Being RUDE … !!!!!
So Words Like These Are Just To PROVE …
I'm Watching YES They're Every Move … !!!!!
I'm Sure They Think I'm NOT That Great … !!!
But Listen Close They've Made Mistakes … !!!!!
My Hearing's FINE … !!!!!
There Have Been Times I've Heard Them Try …
To Act As Though They Like The Way My Wordplay's Styled ...
But Still Won't Have My Name … " Headlined " …
If That's The Way They Are Inclined …
It's NOT A Stress … !!!
They Can Bring Their BEST …
And I'll ... Take The TEST … !!!!
Let's ...
START The WAR … !!!
Cos' Now I'm SORE … !!!
And Think It's Time To … HOT UP Floors …
And See Which Names Bring In The Hoards … !!!
That's The Way To YES … Keep Score … !!!!!
And STOP This Phoney …. FAKE …
........... " Applause " ….........
Nov 28, 2019
Nov 28, 2019 at 9:31 PM UTC
I hardly journey there anymore.
Those ruins are far and distant,
Far and distant, and black and grey.
Relics are moon rocks in the frozen landscape.
The grand façade of the pantheon has
Crumbled into sand. I could crush it all into
Dust beneath my heel.
The mind itself is an eye, a camera obscura,
Lit not by the moon—
That old pinged marble—
Over whose surface I skim in my tiny submarine.
The lunar scene fills my vision,
Film noir.
I spy the cold garden. In the heart of it
Gleams the litter of my chicken bones.
My cowardice the wicked reminder,
Consequence of the role I performed
For the impassive audience. I underwent
A sea change in the theatre of their minds.
On some other plane
Holy voyeurs peer through spyglass,
Seeking to undress the celestial paramour.
Such delicious vacancy—
**** statue in an arena of eyes,
Gristle picked clean by vultures.
The air is ****** dry. Cold stars
Abound in the black sky.
Smeared ink the lingering impression,
Smudged thumbprint.
Nov 15, 2019
Nov 15, 2019 at 8:32 PM UTC
_As his feet moved even faster, and he twirled and whirled and cantered across the stage, it was as if he existed in an indeterminate space - blinded by the footlights, deafened by the orchestra, absorbed in his own rumbustious choreography. Beyond the pit, in the anonymous darkness, the audience rippled and flared appreciatively in response. So he danced on until, with a final rapturous gesture of his outstretched arms, he plunged to earth as dizzy as a snowflake. And waited.
The silence shifted. The soft rumble of engine noise played softly in the background, while the chain-link fence rattled in the squall which blew fresh off the harbour. He opened his eyes and watched the cars crawling across the overbridge above him; the empty basketball court littered with yesterday’s snack papers lay in shadow. In the middle distance, a familiar figure walked briskly towards him.
‘Matthew! Matthew! You come here this secon’ or I’ll whip your **** right off, already.’
‘Yes, Auntie.’
‘What you doin’ tryna waste good time?’
‘Nothin’, Auntie.’
‘Ain’t that the truth, boy.’
As he stooped to gather up his satchel, Matthew saw out of the corner of his eye the concertmaster lower his instrument, incline his head, and begin to tap his music stand with his bow. From the balconies the first of a thousand rose petals began to fall with the evening rain, the applause thundered while the lightning clapped, and there in the gods stood his mother waving and blowing kisses at him, as he followed his aunt down East Street towards home._
Sep 4, 2019
Sep 4, 2019 at 10:29 PM UTC
In all mediums of art
There is a give and take
Between the artist and their audience
Both sides must give everything and take everything
They’re two halves of a whole
In a reciprocal relationship
Where they must give 100%
To meet each other 50/50
The artist must pour their heart and soul into their work
And the audience must reward the artist by doing the same
Consuming art with an enthusiastic, optimistic open mind
Yet many people don’t consume art this way
They enjoy the weight of their own opinions too much
So to try to give their opinions credibility
They become overly critical and jaded
The audience starts to adopt a “this better impress me” attitude
But their criteria is always different
I met an example in a film discussion with a cynic
Who only complained about the plot or CGI
Because they didn’t know what else to look for
And ended up hating plenty of movies
They didn’t know how to watch in the first place
Yet on the other side of that coin
These people convince themselves they like total **** to seem smart
I can never predict what shotgun blast on canvas they’ll call brilliant
But it usually relies on the power of suggestion
A famous person made it or other people like it
Usually explained as “raw emotion” or something along those lines
While thoughtful and interesting work is shot down
This mentality turns artists away
While attracting frauds
Who develop a pretense to impress those idiots
By acting like an artiste
They contribute to a culture devoid of depth
Where critical thinking is used to find ways of being different
As asserting individuality trumps emotional connection
For consumers trying to avoid appearing superficial
Yet they just end up unique and shallow
May 11, 2019
May 11, 2019 at 2:34 AM UTC
Under the sapphire sky
That's dusted with clusters of stars
I lay down on the grass
I started to count it one by one
I started to draw imaginary lines
Like constellations, they draw
Your full name right
Mar 28, 2019
Mar 28, 2019 at 10:47 AM UTC
The audience goes silent
As the curtain starts to open
There on the stage is a whole other world
Maybe one from this galaxy
Sometimes from the next
But nevertheless the actors preform
The characters evolve as the show goes on
Then comes the ****** you thought we were done
So many twists and turns until a conclusion
Oh, the scene is now over
The curtains have shut
The drama is done
These actors take off their makeup
But still inside them lives
The character they played, the character they once lived.
Mar 22, 2019
Mar 22, 2019 at 9:16 AM UTC