#asocial
There's people all around
I move without making a sound,
I wasn't raised to be so critical
but I live mostly in my head.
I need to let off some steam,
life could be a dream
but it's a nightmare instead.
Dead are the hopes
I wish I never had.
Play some music in my headphones
and rehearse what has, and hasn't, been said.
Jun 7, 2021
Jun 7, 2021 at 5:08 PM UTC
There's nothing weirder
than trying to act normal
when you're too far gone
to be like everyone.
The simpler words
turn to tonguetwisters
when you want to let them out
at the most random times.
May 5, 2021
May 5, 2021 at 12:42 PM UTC
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They say humans are social beings
Thats how we survive on this Earth
But I've realized some people will treat you like dirt
But that's cool
Because others will make you feel like you have worth
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Being asocial does not mean
I don't communicate
I just don't want my life
To complicate
So I observe everyone
Trying to figure out who's real and who's fake
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I know what you're probably thinking
"He's judging a book by its cover"
I don't judge, I do a simple reading
Kind of like skimming
Trying to figure out is the book really worth reading
Or am I gonna waste my time
Trying to complete it
Choose wisely
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Lowkie©
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 8:24 AM UTC
Possessing these few
On my fingers and My Toes
not much but e-nough
Sunken loyalty
surged into the abyss of
synthetic shrug off .
******* in-to voids
I: enigma machine
-- A Confusion cirque.
enmity vents
propagating soothsayer---
Such A paranoid
frailty to indulge
Even with the countable
Please no more strangers
For throng furnishes
Nothing but suffocation_
vague sanctuary
So rather eye lurk
Within the truest fondness : My :
_______ imagination !
Jun 10, 2017
Jun 10, 2017 at 2:38 AM UTC
In the sea of voices,
My mind is loud,
As if people weren't enough already,
It starts to scream.
I keep my head bowed
But my eyes are wide awake.
I can't escape this surreal reality.
Jul 20, 2016
Jul 20, 2016 at 4:12 AM UTC
I don't really like people.
Like, until I know them,
I just don't like them.
That's why I'm bad at making friends.
I don't want to.
That's why I yearn to be special.
I don't want to be like them.
That's why even though I think I'm prettier than the average girl.
I don't think I'm pretty enough.
Or thin enough.
Or smart enough.
Or good enough.
I think I'm better than the average person.
But I don't like the average person.
But then there's the people I do know.
The people I do like.
All of my extra affection goes to them.
All my extra respect goes to them.
All of my extra worship.
And loyalty.
I either dislike you.
Or I like you way more than you like me.
Jan 21, 2016
Jan 21, 2016 at 7:53 PM UTC
I will never be you
Yes you, with that crowd around you
Your life's blooper reel .. now my fantasy
When you **** they exclaim "How fragrant!"
Because you're "hot", definition: conflagrant
Your smiles turn no's into nods
Your eyes a puppy dog's competition
Your Facebook friend count: 3000
As I stalk you, green, astounded
For you were the me that now I'll never be
Because I decided that life's worth being real
Fake is a tongue best unspoken
Fair weather friendships, never unbroken
Like a celebrity spiraling into oblivion
Ms. Popular is now the chameleon
Aug 1, 2015
Aug 1, 2015 at 8:20 AM UTC
Sure, nag me about how I need to make friends.
I don't work well with people.
**1 They don't listen to me
2 They don't notice me
3 They think I'm shallow
4 They aren't aged like me,
Mentally children.
5 They don't understand the power (the curse) the agony**
Don't even know about it
Don't understand why I can't be a kid
'Cause my life's dedicated to finding the truth
And not going crazy
And I can't stand their ignorance
Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 8:06 PM UTC