He'd like to write something clever,
he'd like to build something fun
he'd like to describe himself
or flatter a loved one.
He'd like to be unique
he'd like to be smart
he once thought he was great
but he's really not.
Mar 21, 2024
Mar 21, 2024 at 9:17 PM UTC
Music takes me to different realms
More simple, more exciting
It makes me fly away for some time
As I dive in it's chords.
Music makes me blossom
Feeds my imagination
My emotions, my mood
It helps me heal inside.
Music guides my spirit
To places I wouldn't care
To visit otherwise.
Music cures me, hurts me
It helps me find
Versions of myself
I thought I'd left behind.
Jan 29, 2024
Jan 29, 2024 at 10:15 AM UTC
I want the buzz
of being proud.
I want to dance of pure joy;
And overall feel satisfied
that I've done what I've been doing
and forgiven what I have not.
Oct 1, 2023
Oct 1, 2023 at 7:48 PM UTC
You talk of love
always of love
wonder, beauty
tenderness and care.
I don't think you know pain...
you talk of rainbows
bright colors, sunsets
sunny days and starry nights
but I can see none of the above
the same way you do anymore
because I know pain
and I can't seem to forget what it's about.
Sep 27, 2023
Sep 27, 2023 at 4:59 PM UTC
Had I not been born
my mother would've thrived,
anyone who ever met me
would be happier...
or nothing would change
because meeting me
changes nothing for the better
and maybe not even for the worse;
It changes nothing
because I play no role,
I teach no lesson,
I have no personality or goal.
Had I not been born
nothing would change
not for those around me
but I would be surely happier
if I didn't exist.
Sep 27, 2023
Sep 27, 2023 at 4:52 PM UTC
I was freed
from the room I lived in
and the state of mind
I loathed.
I was freed from my chains
from my brain, from abuse.
I was freed and went out
celebrating, grey sweater
black pants, in the crowd
of colorful people
with souls like black holes.
But the city is mine
Yes, the city is mine too,
it's big enough for me and you,
you get the churches
I get the beaches,
you avoid me
And I avoid you.
Nov 10, 2022
Nov 10, 2022 at 7:40 AM UTC
Walk out in the rain
pouring down, soaking wet.
Walk out in the rain
without an umbrella or a hat.
Walk out in the rain
dark clouds are all you see,
because if you never feel cold
you won't appreciate the heat.
May 15, 2022
May 15, 2022 at 8:56 PM UTC
There's something wrong,
something is so wrong,
I can see the red lights.
Alerts ringing on ears,
from the inside, or outside?
Are the sirens real?
There's a problem,
or several, dozens of them,
all at the same time,
creeping up on us.
May 6, 2022
May 6, 2022 at 8:40 PM UTC
You took a step forward,
you're closer to your goal,
such a crucial act.
Oh, yeah, you acted.
How dare you act?
Didn't they teach you this in already?
Did your parents raise an idiot?
It's fine to have dreams
BUT...
If they're too individual,
get on society's nerves
"you should keep them to yourself" and
"don't even think about it",
"do something else, like this... and that..."
"you should take some steps back."
Apr 27, 2022
Apr 27, 2022 at 5:49 AM UTC
The hidden strength
behind dead eyes,
seemingly empty minds
running with scissors
but avoiding fights.
Mar 23, 2022
Mar 23, 2022 at 10:03 PM UTC