#appointmentlife
Doing what I'm told
19 and having no life besides appointments
It was one or two a week
Now it's like five or six
No freedom to do what I want to do
Doing what others tell me
Break up with me, go to hospital
All that I can do is hurt myself
Constantly feeling like I'm just a robot slave
Not allowed to take a break from this appointment life
Knowing what is right and doing it
Are two completely different things
I'm a teenager, I should be able to be a rebel
But can't because the consequences are severe
It's gotten to the point that I don't care
Where I'm beginning to think about cancelling all my appointments
Time to end this feeling of being a robot
Time to be a teenager without mental issues
Time to party again
Time to be me
Oct 27, 2018
Oct 27, 2018 at 4:31 AM UTC