#affections
Aim for my heart, calling Heaven above; an angel has
left me to tears, down on my knees- racing across a
bridge reaching out to my heart. My eyes have been thrown
into a sea, deep down until I drown, in the depth
of her passion- it’s her world in my eyes I see
As she touched the most sensitive part of me, this nuptial
union; we are only human, seeking to multiple- there’s
always that desire of creation in both our eyes. We’re now
together— alone at last; to reproduce our life’s kind,
and putting ease to restless minds
Her kiss of oxygen turns into flames- I turn off the lights,
and still see her body glow; skins smooth as silk- free
from these robes, to a sight of her that soothes my tongue
And with a coy smile, we’ll rekindle the fire of our body’s
fireplace once again, tonight
Sep 22, 2024
Sep 22, 2024 at 1:03 PM UTC
You have no idea
How much my heart bleeds
One single word unclenches me
You lead me on
Only to let me go
You promised you wouldn't hurt me
And still I told you
Words are never a guarantee
You have no idea
How I wish you would have never said anything
From the love induced words
To the midnight crazed hearts
To the love language of touch
Caressed assurances that
I am the only one
Who knew what lay ahead
You have no idea
How I fell for every little bit of you
From your laughter
Your infectious smile
Alluring presence
Charismatic benevolence
Generous soul
A weakness they may suffice
You have no idea
How I hate repeating myself
But for you a parrot I become
Saying words not heeding them
Going over the same things
All over again, drowning
Misery since I'm miserable
Look what unruly affections have done to me
©Lone star ✨
®Jerusa Mentrin
In the darkest sky I feel so alive.
Sep 1, 2023
Sep 1, 2023 at 5:47 PM UTC
Sweeter than dripping honey
Sweeter than a bakers sugar
Heart warmer than
A deep winter fire
Equally as inviting,
Even more comforting
Tender heart of delicate gold
Too scared to leap into the bold
Light of ever-bright day
Compliment every little thing
Those soft, smooth lips say,
"It's only the truth"
Delicate is the touch
Of October's wonder
Gently held moments
Embraces of longing
Desires whispered quietly
To winter fires
How buttons are easily pressed
And strings carefully pulled
Play it like a hidden melody
Only to stop before the song is done
The remainder left unsung
- Jay M
December 19th, 2021
Dec 20, 2021
Dec 20, 2021 at 12:38 AM UTC
The garden is gone sweet one,
seeds we sowed
And plants we grow,
The harvests to be for now..
are none.
I will wait til at last,
For cold seasons pass
While sheets of ice prevail
The soil of fray;
today
So cracked and dry
no water to flow
All lonely and Grey;
For now
Yet these roots of mines
Yearn for my sunshine
Your ray's to lay down with me
Your gardener watches,
Waits tried and true,
With open arms and eyes of blue....
Jun 9, 2021
Jun 9, 2021 at 8:27 AM UTC
Maybe it was just me who was obsessed with you all this time,
Or maybe i couldn't give you that attention that made your heart chime.
Maybe it was just me who craved to meet you every single day,
Or maybe my cravings were not enough to make your feet step my way.
Maybe it was just me who wanted to talk to you staying up all night,
Or maybe my talks were so useless that made you fall to sleep so tight.
Maybe it was just me who missed you so much,
Or maybe something was missing in me that made you stay not in touch.
Maybe it was just me who even adored your flaws,
Or maybe i couldn't express you how much i loved you after this all.
Jun 18, 2020
Jun 18, 2020 at 12:43 PM UTC
People told me
That I don't love you
They say,
It's just a temporary affection
If so,
Why am I still begging for you?
Why am i still thinking of you daily?
When you've been long gone.
Maybe someday i will get over you
But I'll be honest
You will always be the one
That i think of
That i will have feelings for
You will always be the one i look for
Even though you're long gone
You will always be the one i love
Dec 6, 2019
Dec 6, 2019 at 1:45 PM UTC
An exotic fragrance
An evergreen dream
A fire of desire
An aid while I scream
A touch of mystery
A feather of affection
A face of reality
A 'wow' for perfection
And alas!
A long wait with a lonely breeze
A tinted smile with the play of bewitchery
A half written story, and my smile would freeze
A moistened faith of countless escape
Is what gets best of me.
Nov 17, 2018
Nov 17, 2018 at 11:41 PM UTC
Tik Tok
says the Clock
with all the memories
forgotten and left behind.
Lub Dub
says my Heart
with all the affections felt
for the memories left.
Aug 7, 2018
Aug 7, 2018 at 4:45 AM UTC
Left here with options,
Falling from fate.
Never did see them,
Til' it was too late.
Saw it in her eyes,
Colors of fantasies.
But she never knew,
She lacked the keys,
Unlocking my door,
Finding my splinters,
Locked in my core,
But never is in her.
Her eyes spoke of hope,
Faith in her dreams.
But she’ll never know,
She’s not what I see,
When I look at my future,
Seeing my beauty,
Visioning of her,
She’s all I see.
Caught in the middle,
Of all these affections,
My conscience dwindled,
My phone’s dead reception.
I want to leave,
This place full of greed,
Only to bring,
The girl of my dreams.
Feb 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 at 10:57 PM UTC
You bruise me like the evening sky,
purple clouds forming on my sunset skin.
I never knew that galaxies could ache,
as fingertips trace,
the constellations of your affections.
Jun 5, 2016
Jun 5, 2016 at 12:08 AM UTC
It seems as though I no longer conceal,
the things and nothings that I feel.
I comprehend not if these be real
not if such things I can with deal.
How strange my heart was quick a steal,
and I at a loss of strength and zeal.
The blanketing warmth seems so surreal
Unserene sensations make me their meal.
I once thought my affections were steel,
but strong thick layer perfectly feel
to your way of breaking my solitude seal,
my sentiments sway, so such they kneel.
Jun 12, 2015
Jun 12, 2015 at 11:20 AM UTC
Love me. Praise me. Fear losing me.
Tell me, if not else, that I am all you see.
Crave me. Want me, forever and always.
Make me feel important in all your able ways.
Seek me in your sleepless hours of night
or moments of bliss or tormentous plight.
Journey the roughest or smoothest of roads
Share with me, always, all of my loads.
For sometimes, I'll be right, and seldom be wrong
But still I want to be your heart's only song.
Despite subtle danger, you must be beside
Me; stay with me, my love, wherever I hide.
Remind me so often, how much me you love
As though I'm a blessing from heaven above
*For you are my blessing from heaven above.
I'll remind you, so often, how much you I love.
I'll stay with you, my love, wherever you hide.
Despite subtle danger, I must be beside,
You, who I want, you are my heart's only song.
Though sometimes you'll be right, or seldom be wrong.
I'll share with you, always, all of your loads;
Journey the roughest and smoothest of roads.
In moments of bliss and tormentous plight,
I seek you even in my hours of night.
You are so important, I show you this way.
I crave you. I want you, forever and always.
I tell you, if not else, you are all I see.
I love you. I praise you. I so fear losing you.*
Mar 7, 2015
Mar 7, 2015 at 9:54 AM UTC
I told you yesterday what my new motto was.
I said "Who dares, wins" and that is because
One wins because they bravely dared,
But then I realized what should have cared.
I dared to love you, but am I to win?
For you do not seem to let anyone in.
I still dare to love you, but now I do doubt,
you will not love me the I way I thought it out.
To love me, I dare you on a daily basis
Don't mind me, fine, leave me to this crisis.
You'd win me, my body, my mind and my heart.
Dare love me, you'll win more than wordy art.
I still dare to love you, to win I await.
While learning to myself bathe in hate.
I dare myself to stay and love anyway,
give at least some reason to rise everyday.
I dare you to love me, I dare me to still
Continue, pursue, as long as I will...
.....
...
I dare me to realize you won't come around,
That my love is nothing you will have bound.
I dare me to accept and live with the truth.
Find someone else in our own era of youth.
I dare me to let go, to let go of you,
If you were meant for me, I would know it true.
I dare me to pray that you find your own,
She need not be me, nor someone you've known.
Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 4:14 AM UTC