#4amthoughts - Hello Poetry

My heart doesn't pounds fast because of you, Because it only beats fast when I'm embarrassed and worried. I never felt my heart skip its beat when I'm with you. because it only jumps for a moment when I'm being besieged I only had feelings like that from scenes in a movie or when I ran after a 100-meter sprint run and sometimes when I feel like something bad is going to happen. Those are the only times where my heart beats fast My heart never beats fast when I like someone because when I really like someone, Time goes slow, bird do stop from flying, and my heart goes back to square one Guess I'm just weird because I feel different from what others do For I wouldn't be anxious, even if my eyes were shut, and I couldn't see you. Because when I'm with you, I feel peace and serenity, at the point that it forms clouds of silence in my mind that keeps my sanity And maybe those are part of the reasons why my heart doesn't pounds fast when I'm with you. For I already know that you're mine and for every tomorrow you'll adore me and I'll worship you

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May 3, 2022

May 3, 2022 at 9:14 AM UTC

BryantArinos

My heart doesn't pounds fast because of you

My heart doesn't pounds fast because of you, Because it only beats fast when I'm embarrassed and worried. I never felt my heart skip its beat when I'm with you. because it only jumps for a moment when I'm being besieged I only had feelings like that from scenes in a movie or when I ran after a 100-meter sprint run and sometimes when I feel like something bad is going to happen. Those are the only times where my heart beats fast My heart never beats fast when I like someone because when I really like someone, Time goes slow, bird do stop from flying, and my heart goes back to square one Guess I'm just weird because I feel different from what others do For I wouldn't be anxious, even if my eyes were shut, and I couldn't see you. Because when I'm with you, I feel peace and serenity, at the point that it forms clouds of silence in my mind that keeps my sanity And maybe those are part of the reasons why my heart doesn't pounds fast when I'm with you. For I already know that you're mine and for every tomorrow you'll adore me and I'll worship you

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i don’t know what’s worse — too many thoughts thrashing around like a hurricane in my brain, or the still, eerie silence that comes after the rain

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Mar 20, 2020

Mar 20, 2020 at 4:13 AM UTC

smokingstardust

hurricane brain

i don’t know what’s worse — too many thoughts thrashing around like a hurricane in my brain, or the still, eerie silence that comes after the rain

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I hate it when people tell me "you don't believe in god now because you haven't been through a situation where all you can do is pray the outcome will be good" well, where was your God when I was contemplating taking down an entire bottle of pain killers on a stomach that had been empty for days? where was your God when I chugged down half a bottle of ***** in an attempt to make the voices stop? where was your God when I prayed, with tears in my eyes, that I would get better? where was your God when I was sitting in the bathtub holding a blade to my wrist, hoping I would hit an artery? where was your God when all I could do was hope and pray that he would come down and save me? where was your God when I prayed for him to make the pain stop? when I begged him with everything I had to take me with him so that I wouldn't feel this way anymore?

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Jul 13, 2015

Jul 13, 2015 at 3:36 AM UTC

gl1tched-b1tch

"You don't believe in God"

I hate it when people tell me "you don't believe in god now because you haven't been through a situation where all you can do is pray the outcome will be good" well, where was your God when I was contemplating taking down an entire bottle of pain killers on a stomach that had been empty for days? where was your God when I chugged down half a bottle of ***** in an attempt to make the voices stop? where was your God when I prayed, with tears in my eyes, that I would get better? where was your God when I was sitting in the bathtub holding a blade to my wrist, hoping I would hit an artery? where was your God when all I could do was hope and pray that he would come down and save me? where was your God when I prayed for him to make the pain stop? when I begged him with everything I had to take me with him so that I wouldn't feel this way anymore?

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