Isn't love supposed to make you smile?
Like giving you solace throughout the night
and feeling comfort and happiness.
But when did it become the total opposite of it?
It doesn't make me happy anymore,
it doesn't make me feel at peace anymore,
it's not the same love anymore.
Because now it drains me up to my core.
The love that I knew was something I craved
but now it's different... I'm afraid of it.
I don't want to see you anymore.
I'm fearing the love that I craved before.
How can it happen that the only thing I wanted became something I don't want to meet again?
So Love, if ever you ran into me in the streets don't ask why I didn't look.
Also don't ask why I'm not happy to meet you even in random circumstances.
Because you made me hate you and that is the reason why I can say I didn't lose you, you lost me.
Jun 16, 2024
Jun 16, 2024 at 12:33 PM UTC
Why does loving you hurt so bad?
Why does it make every love song sound so sad?
Why does thinking about you make me stare into nothing?
Mar 13, 2024
Mar 13, 2024 at 6:14 AM UTC
My heart doesn't pounds fast because of you,
Because it only beats fast when I'm embarrassed and worried.
I never felt my heart skip its beat when I'm with you.
because it only jumps for a moment when I'm being besieged
I only had feelings like that from scenes in a movie
or when I ran after a 100-meter sprint run
and sometimes when I feel like something bad is going to happen.
Those are the only times where my heart beats fast
My heart never beats fast when I like someone
because when I really like someone,
Time goes slow, bird do stop from flying,
and my heart goes back to square one
Guess I'm just weird because I feel different from what others do
For I wouldn't be anxious, even if my eyes were shut, and I couldn't see you.
Because when I'm with you, I feel peace and serenity,
at the point that it forms clouds of silence in my mind that keeps my sanity
And maybe those are part of the reasons why my heart doesn't pounds fast when I'm with you.
For I already know that you're mine
and for every tomorrow you'll adore me and I'll worship you
May 3, 2022
May 3, 2022 at 9:14 AM UTC
I'm sorry if I told everyone that I love you
also if they were the one who heard it first
But I guess even if I didn't too
I know, they already knew how I feel for you.
Sep 28, 2021
Sep 28, 2021 at 8:47 AM UTC
I'm here in my old house,
Staring at the bright twinkling lights.
I'm here in my old house,
Listening to the songs I used to hear.
I'm here in my old house,
Touching every glasses I forgot to hold.
I'm here in my old house,
And I smell the smoke beneath the roof.
Yes, I've visited my old house
and I never had the chance to meet the people in here
Jun 8, 2021
Jun 8, 2021 at 6:25 AM UTC
What debt do I have that I need to suffer?
Did I do something wrong to cause this fear?
Tell me what is wrong with me.
Tell me if I am still me.
I have been through these trials of life
And It seems like I am a traveler on my own story
I don't even know who I am now
I am clueless of what I've become.
Can I have something that could rewind everything?
May 28, 2021
May 28, 2021 at 8:49 AM UTC
Sometimes in life,
When you don't receive a message,
It is already the message
May 28, 2021
May 28, 2021 at 8:38 AM UTC
I am Aries and You're Sagittarius,
We are both the sun that lights up our morning days.
We are on the same page but sometimes different in so many ways.
Like I want to be at war yet you love to be sheltered in peace.
But in the end we both are disasters of our own stories.
Though we are followed by sorrows, we're still bound by happiness,
but one day death will choose on one of us to bring somewhere endless.
and its hard because while you offer to me a wonderful salvation,
I only led you to a place where you meet your own destruction.
May 28, 2021
May 28, 2021 at 5:59 AM UTC
Ikaw ang araw na nagiging dahilan ng pagbangon ko
Ang gumigising pagtapos masilayan ang madilim na tanawin sa pagtulog ko
Ang kasabay ngumiti ng liwanag na sumilisip sa aking bintana
At ang simbolo ng kagandahan tuwing umaga
Kung tutuusin ay inggit ako sa ulap at kalangitan
Sila ang lagi **** kasama at nahahagkan
Tila sila ang nagbibigay sayo ng hinahanap **** ligaya
Habang ako nama'y kahit titigan kay hindi kaya
Laking pasalamat ko sayo reynang araw
Dahil ikaw ang gabay ko sa aking paglakbay
Ang nagmistulang lampara sa daanan ko tuwing gabi
At ang kahalili ng buwan na sinasamahan ako tuwing walang katabi
Mahal kong Sol, kapag dumating ang araw na ika'y pagod na
Kapag ang iyong init ay di ko na nadadama
At ang sarili **** liwanag ay magtatago na sa likod ng kawalan
Maaari mo ba akong balikan at muling hagkan?
Kung di man dumating ang umaga na ikaw ay umahong muli
At maipakita sakin ang kagandahan **** natatangi
Maaari bang silipin mo pa rin ako at gabayan?
Kahit nagtatago ka na lamang sa likod ni luna kapag sa gabi siya'y nakaharang
Di na rin naman natin malalabanan ang panahon at tadhana
Kaya kung dumating ang oras na ika'y napagod nang lumutang sa mula sa silangan
Ako'y mananatiling kakaway sa mula lupa
Habang ninaais kang pagmasdan kahit na silaw na sa inyong kagandahan
Huwag mo sanang ipagkait sa akin tuwing umaga ang napaganda **** ngiti
Gisingin mo pa rin ako nang may tuwa at galak sa aking mga labi
At bigyan ng init sa tuwing uulan at lalamig
Dahil yan na lamang ang matitira kong alala mula sa iyong pag-ibig
Sol, wag ka sanang mapagod na ipakita ang iyong liwanag
Hayaan **** samahan ka ng mga kaibigan **** ulap
Takpan man nila ang natatangi **** tanawin ng sanlibutan
Alalahanin mo sanang mayroon pa ring ako na naghihintay sayo sa ilalim ng kalangitan.
Feb 16, 2021
Feb 16, 2021 at 8:08 AM UTC
alam mo bang hindi ko inasahan ang naibigay **** saya?
hindi ko natanaw noong umpisa na tayo ay magiging panandalian lamang pala.
tulad noong araw na tayo'y nagkakilala, ang pagwawakas natin
ay naging kasing bilis rin lamang ng isang kisapmata.
napakasariwa pa ng mga alaala nating dalawa.
sabay pa tayong nanonood kay haring araw kapag siya'y bababa.
sa umaga'y yakap mo pa ako sa ating pagising
at kamay ko pa ang iyong hawak sa tuwing ika'y nananalangin.
ngunit lahat ng pagsasamang ito ay nahinto, dulot ng isang tuldok.
ang natatanging bantas na nagsasaad ng pagtatapos.
Oo, masakit na di na kailanman malalagyan pa ng dalawang tuldok. . .
na magpapahiwatig na ang ating kwento ay mayroon pang karugtong.
ang mga oras at panahon ay tila naging saglit,
ang kwento natin ay puno lamang ng kuwit
na nagsasabing "di pa tapos, sandali lang, maaabot natin ang tuktok"
pero si Bathala na nag nagdesiyon na lagyan ito ng tuldok
marahil nga hanggang doon na lang ang istorya nating dalawa,
alam ko rin naman na hindi napipilit si tadhana.
inihipan na rin nina amihan at habagat ang ating mitsa
--at ang bisa ng pana ni kupido ay tuluyan nang nawala.
kaya pasensya ka na mahal kung hindi maganda ang kwentong naibahagi ko.
'di bale, ito na lang rin naman ang huli kong mensahe para sayo.
hayaan **** ako rin ay maglagay na ng tuldok sa dulo
at sabihin sayong maaari ka na rin magsimula ng panibago **** kwento.
Feb 1, 2021
Feb 1, 2021 at 9:38 AM UTC