#3rd
She feels like she is in the center of it all
Between the chaos and the peace she longs for
The day when she can close her eyes and shut out the noise
the days of joy that went past her as the minute hand races pass the hour we all hope would last a few minutes longer
She filled with peace but in her peace there is so much pain
I would know I listen to her when she decides to share her story
Her story is not the story of a princess and the prince
But I admire the determination cause once in a while she tell me that she too will eventually get her happy ending
That the hell hole that she is currently facing will be a thing of the past
She has a smile of the early morning sunrise
In her story even when she seems beaten and bruised
She still wants to fight
She gets up every morning to a battle and goes to sleep in her armour
I have to wonder if she sleeps most of her days
But am only a visitor thanks to her
Just like many others before It is only due to her kindness
Even though others were quick to voice their opinion about how they would do if they were in her shoes
I just do not think her story is for me to edit but to rather keep my thoughts to myself
I listen
Apr 22, 2024
Apr 22, 2024 at 8:23 PM UTC
@First Movement
Flash blue, breezes and gentle touches where he is her favourite dancer.
Twitchy tickly itchy movement, likewise violin trembled string
Autumn arrives with butterfly wings. He is a dancer. Fainted @
Noon sun ray. He says “Hi… Give me a Five”
Shine or silver, day to day. It all turns to grey.
@Second Movement
Life in a day where there are knots in every skein. The moment of whispering
And the surprise gifts of the Year. Look. Rains and showers flushed into her skirt.
Autumn lands with a giant painting brush. She is a painter. Arrayed in
Gold and red, twirling canvas panels with leaves upon her ankles.
Their intense autumnal melancholy embittered
@Third Movement
life wonders’ bedroom window. Of oscillating thread
that winds between the living and the living we thought were dead.
Autumn falls with hymn choral from spider’s web. He and she reunions
Soul to soul, pole to pole with blesses with increase and life,
They are gross and simple creatures, jointly servant of the Will.
Aug 26, 2021
Aug 26, 2021 at 11:30 PM UTC
When the time comes, I'd feel so numb and empty.
I really want to ask this to you.
Would you comfort me? Like how I comforted you?
Try all my best, like I did for you?
Despite that brewing storm inside me, would you come and rescue me?
Will you be there to wipe the melancholy tears as it falls like the heavy rain?
Can you make me happy, like how I try to do the same; just for you?
Would you care for me, Like I did for you?
All by Myself, In a room with no doors, just four corners. Alone in the dark.
What would you do?
Feb 2, 2021
Feb 2, 2021 at 11:49 PM UTC
some dark
some bright
some come to light
during the wee hours of night
some crystal clear
some just out of sight
but all are real and all are right
as I slip into the fearless flight
of the mind's eye
Nov 8, 2020
Nov 8, 2020 at 8:17 PM UTC
Ito ay isang maligayang araw
Dahil ito'y ang iyong kaarawan,
Wag mo kalimutan ang iyong ilaw
ikaw ang aming gabay sa daanan,
HInding hindi ko makakalimutan
Ang araw na tayo'y may kaligayahan,
Memorya na ito'y aking ingatan
'Di mahalintulad ang kasiyahan
Dahil sayo ako'y may natutunan
Na wag **** tigilan ang kasiyahan,
Ito din ang iyong pagsisisihan
Parang araw na puno ng kariktan,
Itong araw na ikaw ay masaya
kahit isang lungkot, walang makita,
Dapat ang iyong araw ay di masira
Nakakasira sa iyong kay ganda,
Walang sinuman ay isang perpekto
Sa aking paningin ika'y kompleto,
Hindi mo kailangang magpabago
Dahil masaya na ako sa iyo,
Masaya kami kapag kasama ka
Na kalokohan **** nakakatuwa,
Mga tuwaan na nakakahawa
Na kinalalabasan ay himala,
Ikaw pa din ang bituin sa dilim
Nagbibigay sa taong may kulimlim,
Ang mga tawanan na walang tigil
Mga saya na madaling mapansin,
Itong panahon ay muling aahon
Walang rason para ika'y matakot,
Walang panahon para tumalikod
Dahil hindi ito ang iyong desisyon,
Sana natuwa ka sa 'king regalo
BInigay ko dito ang aking buo,
Hindi kayang ikumpara sa ginto
Dahil hindi ito isang trabaho,
Ito'y ginawa ko sa aking gusto
Na sana walang mangyaring magulo,
Itong tula ay para lang sa iyo
'Di ko magawa para sa iba 'to.
Dapat lahat ay palaging masaya
Para walang madulot na problema,
Ang panahon ay lalong gumaganda
Kapag lahat may magandang balita,
Ikaw ang may dulot ng kasiyahan
Na punong puno ng kaligayahan,
Hindi dapat itong pinagdudahan
Parang araw tayo'y nagkakitaan,
Walang saya kapag may kakulangan
Dahil lahat ay walang kahulugan,
Katulad ng masayang kaarawan
Walang silbe kapag ika'y nawalan.
Dec 13, 2019
Dec 13, 2019 at 6:04 AM UTC
I said, "go **** yourself,"
But really my soul was trying to say, "go find yourself."
Oct 18, 2019
Oct 18, 2019 at 4:51 PM UTC
4/18/2019
Let me show you the other side,
Let me show you the way to see.
There's no reason to hide.
From God, comes abundant mercy.
Let me guide your heavy thoughts,
Let me guide your weary feet.
Don't worry about your secrets,
Through God, you're made complete.
Let me brighten your downcast face,
Let me brighten your clouds daily.
Problems aren't yours to erase,
By God's work, you're made holy.
Let me walk you through the danger,
Let me walk you to a place of safety.
You're not meant to live as a stranger,
Because of God, fullness replaces empty.
Let me carry you through the debris,
Let me carry you when you are done.
The issues of others don't define your story.
Look to God, He'll take your burden.
Let me give you a right perspective,
Let me give you a way to cope.
Depressed thoughts are obstructive.
Thanks to God, you have a wider scope.
Let me lead you to truth.
Let me lead you from the lies.
At first, it seems uncouth,
With God, wisdom you will realize.
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I'm the last thing you want,
When you have lost all of me.
I'm rarely at the front,
You must search if you want to see.
I'm what you need most,
When you've given up.
I'm an idea, a ghost,
When will you wakeup?
Look! The Lamb!
God's thrown down a rope.
Here I am:
My name is Hope!
May 10, 2019
May 10, 2019 at 5:22 PM UTC
T.
The end is near
Because everyone seems to be so lonely
The years have passed so slowly
Somebody must show me
That I must believe
But I don't believe in life
I don't believe in love
I don't believe in you.
I will not live without you near me
My love can not fit inside these words
Because it didn't have to be this way
Words will never express anything
The wounds are in my mind.
Feb 27, 2019
Feb 27, 2019 at 5:29 PM UTC
I am scared to become human again.
This mind has expanded and this Eye has
lifted this world from grey to color.
If you only could read these words and understand
The me that you knew
Has left the view.
I am I N F I N I T E
and I seep into the dirt and the leaves,
pieces of me are in everything and them in me.
I can finally feel it all so much stronger.
I am no longer here,
I am with
The Mother and The Father.
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 1:13 PM UTC
Can you carve color like you crave attention,
My eyes are starving,
for a golden glimpsing,
Will we wander or will we surrender,
To the darkness,
Blinding our vision.
Will these wild white words
Garner redemption,
I'm just a poor boy,
from the home of the hits and,
Can we feel like we do on the streets of New Orleans,
Watch your glass and half your portion.
What in this white world changes?
Dust bowls now filled, aren't so dangerous,
But let's Forgo the colors and drink from loving cups,
Give your hugs to a stranger.
Aug 7, 2018
Aug 7, 2018 at 11:30 PM UTC
Why can I not get you too love me so
Why do we pretend at home?
Why do I moan your still around
Pretending with your quit frown.
I'll show you all my emotions
And shuv them down your throat
Until you choke,
But still you pretend too love me
Still we play like little dolls
In a little perfect house
I wonder what would happen
If I gave up this pattern?
Why do we do this silly merry go round,
Why do we pretend you love me
Why do we not let this pretend love die
Why do you do this?
Why do you just please me
Please leave me,
Please just leave me alone.
Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 9:44 AM UTC
Look up to the sky
From your heart and your mind
To see what is true
To guide you through
-The only thing far is to exist
You can reminisce but don’t live there
The purpose of all life is learning
Over stand that be aware
Once you know the truth, don’t you go and tell no lie
Every life that’s born
Is also, meant to die
-*There’s only one race, of all Gods mankind
And that’s us the Human,
Full of variety by divine design
Times a straight curve abound
Just like ripples of sound
Be cautious in your actions
Cause what goes around, makes it back around
Pursue inclusion, not Exclusion!
Sincere just love, is the solution
For tomorrows without sorrows
Can you feel it down in your bone marrow
Call it Jai, or Allah, or better generic
G O D
Contained within the universe, inside of us
Is spirituality
LOOK UP TO THE SKY, FROM YOUR HEART & YOUR THIRD EYE
AND SEE WHAT IS TRUE, TO GUIDE WHAT YOU SHOULD DO
LOOK UP TO THE SKY, FROM YOUR HEART & YOUR THIRD EYE
AND SEE WHAT IS TRUE, TO GUIDE WHAT YOU SHOULD DO
Now people look around
Work on every single frown
We must find common ground
And we can turn the world around
You gotta Do It Yesterday
Cause tomorrow is too late
This life here is for the living
Its your life you’ve been given
And so the choices that you make
Will either aid us or forsake
Everything the maker built up
Helix DNA, -Space traveler
Third Eye Mantra
As it was told to me, by the Almighty
Open up your third eye
And your heart, so you can see
Ya gotta
LOOK UP TO THE SKY, FROM YOUR HEART & YOUR THIRD EYE
AND SEE WHAT IS TRUE, TO GUIDE WHAT YOU SHOULD DO
LOOK UP TO THE SKY, FROM YOUR HEART & YOUR THIRD EYE
AND SEE WHAT IS TRUE, TO GUIDE WHAT YOU SHOULD DO
To guide what you should do
To see what is true
It’s what God wants for you
It’s what God wants for you
May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 5:33 PM UTC
Why did I fight
Why did I bleed
What did you want
What did you need
Why did he suffer
Why did he die
Why did we fight
Why the **** did we try?!
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 9:16 PM UTC
The heat radiating
From my burns
Is enough to keep me warm
Once you've left the room.
Sep 5, 2014
Sep 5, 2014 at 8:12 AM UTC
by Arcassin Burnham
....and while kissing her in the hallways,
im sorry you had to see that,
im know your kinda new here,
but you needed a guy for a fact,
troubled girl,
with some bad memories,
we've been in the same boat,
and the day i seen you in guidance,
i knew oneday we would have spoke,
the illusions of your blonde hair,
long as the silver water fall,
i knew that you would be there,
someone that i didnt have to call,
started talking on facebook,
she came right out of the blue,
to take the time i really took,
to get a beautiful look at you,
do you talk to people often?
girl where you from?
how long you been here?
if i called you , will you come?
Vamperific eyes,
and a cancer just like me,
tense in some places,
wanted our names on a tree,
oh what i give to see right through your soul again,
with those eyes making me mellow,
from you im high again,
just a couple of rebels,
born for what the world was for,
as cruel as that may seem,
we didnt leave with an open door,
we both trust issues,
but always played games,
look as old as we were,
we've been through the samething,
smoking what we could find,
in hopes that we dont turn to flames,
turn to fire when i hug you,
and kissing your pretty face,
i had no doubts,
well actually alot,
but i swear to god that would never cheat,
cross my heart or shot,
but she was already with me,
because of that mistake,
how she not know i did that,
just to get her attention fakely,
but mostly likely it didnt end that way,
felt like dieing that night,
calling on the phone and explaining,
as well as that night didnt go right,
and so i lost her,
hope she forgives me oneday,
but for now,
i dont wanna see her face,
and thats real.
Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 9:35 PM UTC