#2years
How do you say that you don’t care about who touches me now with such a lack of emotion,
When the thought of someone doing the same to you makes me burn with enough rage to fill an ocean,
Yet I continue to believe you every time, and then I wake up a week later with you on my missed call list,
It really feels like we’re just a failed connection that could’ve been something, but now it’s time to cease and desist,
At this point, I give in to the inevitability that we were never truly meant to be,
That we lost our chance with all the times you chose another her over me,
Maybe in another lifetime, our souls will meet again,
But I’ve got to say I hope not, so this is the end,
I can’t keep falling for you, just to have you trip me,
Like a mirage or a trick that I don’t ever see coming,
And maybe I’m just tired of not being able to breathe,
Because I know you’re telling her the same sweet nothings,
You used to whisper to me,
Each time I’ve tried to pull away you would just convince me I was the problem while looking me right in the eyes,
Your tongue always manipulated me into agreeing I didn’t love you enough while coated in the sweetest lies,
And I’d fall in this trap over and over, so is it fate that it’s happening to you now?
Maybe you shouldn’t have ****** in Karma’s Wheaties so many times, but anyhow,
You’ll never see the fault in your own doing, blaming everyone else for every single one of your issues,
I’m personally done being a punching bag for your emotional problems while metaphorically handing you tissues,
So please find the nearest exit and remember to never darken my door again,
The only parting gift I’ll give you is the advice to wrap it with your next “friend,”
I can’t keep falling for you, just to have you trip me,
Like a mirage or a trick that I don’t ever see coming,
And maybe I’m just tired of not being able to breathe,
Because I know you’re telling her the same sweet nothings,
That I used to let you whisper to me.
You can whisper in all their ears Paul,
Pride did always come before the fall.
Mar 9, 2021
Mar 9, 2021 at 5:37 AM UTC
Well I'm back with stuff to say
So I hope if you're reading you will stay
I've got heartbreak and many a lesson
With my words I won't be messin'
Around with them, not a single word
I won't stop even if left unheard
Even if the paper begins to light
I'll continue to write
Because this is a witness to my fight
Thats always on my mind
Peace was long gone, but it's what I find
That makes me just say I'm fine
I'll set myself on rewind
And scribe all of my pain
Because, **** I'm sick of the rain
Sep 24, 2017
Sep 24, 2017 at 5:42 PM UTC
#070616 #ElNido #BHouse #JGH
May gusot sa kalendaryo ng puso,
Kaya't muli kong binalikan ang eksaktong petsa.
May punit ang pahina,
Kaya't kumuha ako ng pandikit
Para sa may lamat na larawan.
Taong dalawang libo't labing-apat,
Nalalabi ang oras sa libingan.
Hinukay ko sa'king memorya,
Baka sakaling ang ugat ay may nutrisyon na.
Dinampian ko ang sarili ng panyong maputi,
Sigurado akong hindi na mamantsyahan pa.
Pero pagsilip ko'y may misteryong bumalandra,
Ngalan mo'y nakaukit pa rin pala sa tadhana.
Jul 6, 2016
Jul 6, 2016 at 9:52 AM UTC
I wish for once,
This would be different,
Nothing has changed,
Maybe I should be patient,
But I've waited 2 years for this,
I can't give you anymore
Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 7:23 PM UTC