#13reasonswhy - Hello Poetry

Tyler His emotions rollercoastered Up and down, in a loop Unable to see the next turn I was there He simply said “It’s nice having friends” And I bursted into tears Not realizing how true It is He felt the person he was could never be loved I felt the just the same Violent, hurt, hateful, alone Rock bottom pushed all of it to the surface Then things changed I was no longer time But a better version of myself One who understood pain can go away A smile can come back And be real when thought impossible I cut myself like their words cut my soul I was reckless hoping something would crash I swallowed pills, one after another Blocking the ability to feel anything Then someone said it’s okay Even though they saw all the bruises They hugged me despite the rugged surface Not pulling away; squeamish From my tears running down their shoulder Knowing the darkness that surround me They held my hand and pulled me along Wanting me to fight When I gave up years ago He kept moving because of friends That forced him to believe it was worth it And I felt the same From people i was surprised knew my name So thank you to those people Who played sports when I played hookie Who did cheer when I gave out drugs Who got A’s in class while I swallowed another color Who went home to families while I went nowhere They still learned my name and looked past my hateful voice Knew my past and somehow still believed That who I was wouldn’t last They took a chance on me Proving beings friend, no matter how different, can change everything

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Aug 29, 2019

Aug 29, 2019 at 1:59 AM UTC

Jas_Fow

Tyler Downs, 13 Reasons Why

Tyler His emotions rollercoastered Up and down, in a loop Unable to see the next turn I was there He simply said “It’s nice having friends” And I bursted into tears Not realizing how true It is He felt the person he was could never be loved I felt the just the same Violent, hurt, hateful, alone Rock bottom pushed all of it to the surface Then things changed I was no longer time But a better version of myself One who understood pain can go away A smile can come back And be real when thought impossible I cut myself like their words cut my soul I was reckless hoping something would crash I swallowed pills, one after another Blocking the ability to feel anything Then someone said it’s okay Even though they saw all the bruises They hugged me despite the rugged surface Not pulling away; squeamish From my tears running down their shoulder Knowing the darkness that surround me They held my hand and pulled me along Wanting me to fight When I gave up years ago He kept moving because of friends That forced him to believe it was worth it And I felt the same From people i was surprised knew my name So thank you to those people Who played sports when I played hookie Who did cheer when I gave out drugs Who got A’s in class while I swallowed another color Who went home to families while I went nowhere They still learned my name and looked past my hateful voice Knew my past and somehow still believed That who I was wouldn’t last They took a chance on me Proving beings friend, no matter how different, can change everything

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13 reasons All explaining why Hannah Baker Decided to die. So many reasons, Why would a dead girl lie?

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May 13, 2019

May 13, 2019 at 3:45 PM UTC

sophia-atlas

13 Reasons

13 reasons All explaining why Hannah Baker Decided to die. So many reasons, Why would a dead girl lie?

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Oh girl Today I saw you Looked like a dream come true Princess out of a fairy tale So beautiful so elegant But I am sorry That that's all I could see That I could not see the scars You were hiding The pain in which you were drowning The loneliness and suffering in your eyes I am sorry that they were beyond me Maybe I could have helped you But I am sorry That all I heard was what others were saying The pics they were showing And I too looked for a second the other way Maybe I could have heard Your silenced scream for help Or seen the things from your view Maybe I could have seen you fading and drifting away from us Maybe I could have helped I am sorry that all I could see was that you were beautiful

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Aug 24, 2018

Aug 24, 2018 at 5:48 PM UTC

Devilbychoice

I am sorry

Oh girl Today I saw you Looked like a dream come true Princess out of a fairy tale So beautiful so elegant But I am sorry That that's all I could see That I could not see the scars You were hiding The pain in which you were drowning The loneliness and suffering in your eyes I am sorry that they were beyond me Maybe I could have helped you But I am sorry That all I heard was what others were saying The pics they were showing And I too looked for a second the other way Maybe I could have heard Your silenced scream for help Or seen the things from your view Maybe I could have seen you fading and drifting away from us Maybe I could have helped I am sorry that all I could see was that you were beautiful

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Under the big old tree I sit there quietly Reading new book I found Diving into world I thought I belong Once, I was Hannah Baker Sharing my secret story This is my truth about you What is your truth about me? I envy Ponnyboy He had lots of friends And one true friend A reason to stay gold in the end And I know the feeling of Samantha McAllister Looking for a place where you belong A place where your voices are heard I found my Poet's Corner Then I dreamed just liked Lara Jean That someday, I will find true love Someone will help me conquer my fear Someone who will give me life But I guess I am Finch Love will never save me I keep on breathing But I know will be drown But just like Rufus and Mateo Tho I know how I'm going to end I don't want to meet it I'm still afraid to die

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Jun 26, 2018

Jun 26, 2018 at 5:51 AM UTC

mumuriiin

It's a YA Novel World

Under the big old tree I sit there quietly Reading new book I found Diving into world I thought I belong Once, I was Hannah Baker Sharing my secret story This is my truth about you What is your truth about me? I envy Ponnyboy He had lots of friends And one true friend A reason to stay gold in the end And I know the feeling of Samantha McAllister Looking for a place where you belong A place where your voices are heard I found my Poet's Corner Then I dreamed just liked Lara Jean That someday, I will find true love Someone will help me conquer my fear Someone who will give me life But I guess I am Finch Love will never save me I keep on breathing But I know will be drown But just like Rufus and Mateo Tho I know how I'm going to end I don't want to meet it I'm still afraid to die

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I thought that I loved you. I believed that you loved me. I was wrong. You violated me. You took the little innocence I had left. I can't thank you enough for making me this crazy, ****** up person I am today. May 23, 2018 I had tennis practice that day. I walked out of school down the sidewalk to bus 9. Your bus. I sat down in my normal seat and leaned against the window. Then I saw you. I forgot that it was your bus until you walked on. You said hi to the bus driver and then you sat down next to me. You started some small talk and then you held my hand. I didn't move it because I was stunned. You laid your soft hair on my chest. I just let you and I wish I didn't. You put your hand on my chin and lifted up my face and kissed me. Then you slowly put your hand down my shirt. I didn't know what to do cause this never happen to me before. Then the bus stopped. People were getting off, so you stopped. You didn't want people to know the "fun" you were having. And then you continued. You laid your head between my breast, I was fighting my anxiety. He left his mark, the bus stopped at the middle school. You said done. I ran off of the bus feeling saddened. All I wanted was to forget. I...I....I.... I tried to forget about it. Little did I know, this would happen again tomorrow. May 24, 2018 I just got back from regionals. I was sitting on the wrestling mats outside the band room waiting for my boyfriend. He wasn't there so I started to wander the school. Then I ran into you. We started talking cause I thought we could put yesterday behind us. But I was wrong. We went back to the wrestling mats and I used his leg as a pillow cause I thought I could trust him. And again I was wrong. Then you leaned down and kissed me. You went to get some water and I sat up, then next thing I knew was that you walked up behind me and wrapped your arms around me. We walked around for a while and we went back to the mats. Not thinking, I laid down. You were standing. You put your whole upper body on me and kissed me. I could explain so much more, but it's to painful to talk about. Thank you for making this so far the worst year of my life. Johnathon. Welcome to your tape.

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Jun 6, 2018

Jun 6, 2018 at 6:41 PM UTC

hagilyforever

Tape 1A

I thought that I loved you. I believed that you loved me. I was wrong. You violated me. You took the little innocence I had left. I can't thank you enough for making me this crazy, ****** up person I am today. May 23, 2018 I had tennis practice that day. I walked out of school down the sidewalk to bus 9. Your bus. I sat down in my normal seat and leaned against the window. Then I saw you. I forgot that it was your bus until you walked on. You said hi to the bus driver and then you sat down next to me. You started some small talk and then you held my hand. I didn't move it because I was stunned. You laid your soft hair on my chest. I just let you and I wish I didn't. You put your hand on my chin and lifted up my face and kissed me. Then you slowly put your hand down my shirt. I didn't know what to do cause this never happen to me before. Then the bus stopped. People were getting off, so you stopped. You didn't want people to know the "fun" you were having. And then you continued. You laid your head between my breast, I was fighting my anxiety. He left his mark, the bus stopped at the middle school. You said done. I ran off of the bus feeling saddened. All I wanted was to forget. I...I....I.... I tried to forget about it. Little did I know, this would happen again tomorrow. May 24, 2018 I just got back from regionals. I was sitting on the wrestling mats outside the band room waiting for my boyfriend. He wasn't there so I started to wander the school. Then I ran into you. We started talking cause I thought we could put yesterday behind us. But I was wrong. We went back to the wrestling mats and I used his leg as a pillow cause I thought I could trust him. And again I was wrong. Then you leaned down and kissed me. You went to get some water and I sat up, then next thing I knew was that you walked up behind me and wrapped your arms around me. We walked around for a while and we went back to the mats. Not thinking, I laid down. You were standing. You put your whole upper body on me and kissed me. I could explain so much more, but it's to painful to talk about. Thank you for making this so far the worst year of my life. Johnathon. Welcome to your tape.

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She is alone. She is sad. She hates her life. She doesn't know what to do about it. Her eyes are like falls every night. She just wants to leave this world. After a week, she disappeared without saying a word. He liked her. He cares for her, but he is coward. He didn't tell her what he feels. He is just contented staring at her. It is too late for both of them. There are now so many "what if's" to his life. If only he had the guts to talk to her, to say what he really feels, maybe, he saved her maybe, she is still in this world.

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Oct 2, 2014

Oct 2, 2014 at 7:59 AM UTC

cinderiya

13 reasons why

She is alone. She is sad. She hates her life. She doesn't know what to do about it. Her eyes are like falls every night. She just wants to leave this world. After a week, she disappeared without saying a word. He liked her. He cares for her, but he is coward. He didn't tell her what he feels. He is just contented staring at her. It is too late for both of them. There are now so many "what if's" to his life. If only he had the guts to talk to her, to say what he really feels, maybe, he saved her maybe, she is still in this world.

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I meet your eyes You don't even see me You hardly respond When I whisper Hello Could be my soulmate Two kindred spirits Maybe we're not I guess we'll never Know My own mother You carried me in you Now you see nothing But what I wear People ask you How I am doing You smile and nod Don't let it end there Put me Underneath God's sky and Know me Don't just see me with your eyes Take away This mask of flesh and bone and See me For my soul alone

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Dec 14, 2014

Dec 14, 2014 at 11:01 AM UTC

darkpoetess001

Soul Alone

I meet your eyes You don't even see me You hardly respond When I whisper Hello Could be my soulmate Two kindred spirits Maybe we're not I guess we'll never Know My own mother You carried me in you Now you see nothing But what I wear People ask you How I am doing You smile and nod Don't let it end there Put me Underneath God's sky and Know me Don't just see me with your eyes Take away This mask of flesh and bone and See me For my soul alone

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