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The worthiness of me to men is non-existent so I will share you my resentment A man came into my life When I wasn't worthy to others Yet he saw the beauty in me We would lay in the tall grass Silent but the breeze The sun warming our naked bodies All of this comes with ease The end is inevitable First love, so genuine and pure forever will be searching because this aching soul craves a cure Next was a man Who was calmer than the sea So few word's spoken Never to be seen around with me Weekends of whisky Not to leave my room Dancing naked, playing records I knew I was temporary I knew it was doomed Then there was a college boy Who brought me to his room We smoked blunts, watched movies I told him it was too soon He claimed that I was perfect In time, touching my curves Like the clouds softly grazing the hillsides Making human art in his bed Like natives dancing on their reserves But I could sense his coldness I saw no emotion in his eyes So on my walks home I would beg to the skies A concert I attended Where the next boy sat near me I was intoxicated And with fake confidence I turned to him to see Gentle eyes A soft face And lips I couldn't ignore We didn't hear a single song And when the night had ended We knew we needed more So far away he lived But our souls knew we should be I had never felt like this No one has ever gave me the looks He would give me So genuine So perfect So kind But the distance was an annoyance It wasn't good to his mind And so little efforts were made And I was left astray Always wondering Always wanting That perfect boy from the show But I will never know Why can't I find one who cares One to feel, one who is real? Please find me someone Who wants love like me My soul is aching I'm painfully lonely
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Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 8:40 PM UTC
Come and Go, Never to Stay
The worthiness of me to men is non-existent so I will share you my resentment A man came into my life When I wasn't worthy to others Yet he saw the beauty in me We would lay in the tall grass Silent but the breeze The sun warming our naked bodies All of this comes with ease The end is inevitable First love, so genuine and pure forever will be searching because this aching soul craves a cure Next was a man Who was calmer than the sea So few word's spoken Never to be seen around with me Weekends of whisky Not to leave my room Dancing naked, playing records I knew I was temporary I knew it was doomed Then there was a college boy Who brought me to his room We smoked blunts, watched movies I told him it was too soon He claimed that I was perfect In time, touching my curves Like the clouds softly grazing the hillsides Making human art in his bed Like natives dancing on their reserves But I could sense his coldness I saw no emotion in his eyes So on my walks home I would beg to the skies A concert I attended Where the next boy sat near me I was intoxicated And with fake confidence I turned to him to see Gentle eyes A soft face And lips I couldn't ignore We didn't hear a single song And when the night had ended We knew we needed more So far away he lived But our souls knew we should be I had never felt like this No one has ever gave me the looks He would give me So genuine So perfect So kind But the distance was an annoyance It wasn't good to his mind And so little efforts were made And I was left astray Always wondering Always wanting That perfect boy from the show But I will never know Why can't I find one who cares One to feel, one who is real? Please find me someone Who wants love like me My soul is aching I'm painfully lonely
i used the first section of this poem in another poem as well
#love#depression#lonely#girl#boy#soul#female#wanting#aches#males
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Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 8:40 PM UTC
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