Ive put it off as long as i could....
going back to the ex's for awhile~
something i dont want to do but know i really should.
He is going to expect me to do certain things.....
but i wont want to do....
i may have to give in once a week but i will be thinking of YOU!!
Im gonna have to save up some money to be able to leave as soon as i can...
*** this is not where i want to be and he isnt gonna be my man.
as long as he's sober ..he is ok..
as i can usually get my way..
i just know that he is NOT the one for me....
just hope i can find the one that is to be.
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 3:17 AM UTC
Ive put it off as long as i could....
going back to the ex's for awhile~
something i dont want to do but know i really should.
He is going to expect me to do certain things.....
but i wont want to do....
i may have to give in once a week but i will be thinking of YOU!!
Im gonna have to save up some money to be able to leave as soon as i can...
*** this is not where i want to be and he isnt gonna be my man.
as long as he's sober ..he is ok..
as i can usually get my way..
i just know that he is NOT the one for me....
just hope i can find the one that is to be.
god i cant deal with the thought of going back to something i hate....but i gotta **** it up (ugh grose) and just deal with it for awhile to get me better !!
*** hes still sober and can help me get that way. thats what i want....then i can learn to love myself.
