I don't know what I thought I was going to find.
All I knew is that you wanted me to come and I wanted go.
So I went.
I see it, now.
You look this cute all the time.
It doesn't matter how chaotic your surroundings are;
You remain adorable, and I am in awe.
Your heart wants validation, is desperate for affection.
I could give it to you; and in a way, I do.
But it's not my role.
You have gravitated to me because I can meet your needs.
But I can't, fully.
I can be a reminder that you still have it;
That you are beautiful and intelligent and all-around amazing.
But that's what I am; a reminder.
It's a delicate tension you have,
Wanting for yourself and wishing that I had someone else.
We can't be what we never would admit we wanted;
And what we are now is complicated, at best.
I adore you. If I could, I would make sure you never forgot those words.
But I can't; it's not my role.
I will treasure this time and will be what you need me to be.
That isn't what either of us want, but it will be what we need.
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 9:57 PM UTC
I don't know what I thought I was going to find.
All I knew is that you wanted me to come and I wanted go.
So I went.
I see it, now.
You look this cute all the time.
It doesn't matter how chaotic your surroundings are;
You remain adorable, and I am in awe.
Your heart wants validation, is desperate for affection.
I could give it to you; and in a way, I do.
But it's not my role.
You have gravitated to me because I can meet your needs.
But I can't, fully.
I can be a reminder that you still have it;
That you are beautiful and intelligent and all-around amazing.
But that's what I am; a reminder.
It's a delicate tension you have,
Wanting for yourself and wishing that I had someone else.
We can't be what we never would admit we wanted;
And what we are now is complicated, at best.
I adore you. If I could, I would make sure you never forgot those words.
But I can't; it's not my role.
I will treasure this time and will be what you need me to be.
That isn't what either of us want, but it will be what we need.