books of poetry sit
dusty on my shelf
written by Neruda,
Hughes,
and assorted
others
but another being
sits there
too
it is Bukowski
his seven or so books
in my ownership
slouched in the corner
singing drunken
tunes
so, yes,
this is another
poem about my
second father
but it’s less about him,
and more about the others,
those books of poesy
I could never finish
sure,
I’ll read the first
section,
maybe half
of them,
maybe all but
the last
little
bit,
but never the whole
book,
cover to
cover.
I don’t know why,
money down the
drain really,
and yet,
I don’t regret
it
maybe I’m not cultured,
slumming with henry
and his gang of profanity
and depression,
to appreciate how and
what
they’re writing
but when I go back,
after reading the poems
for a little bit before
bed,
I find that I can go to
sleep when I put down
the works of Longfellow
or Cummings.
but when I finally silence
Bukowski,
all I can do is write
until my hands bleed so
much it hurts,
or my mind works to exhaustion
while my body falls to
shambles
Jan 30, 2011
Jan 30, 2011 at 6:43 AM UTC
books of poetry sit
dusty on my shelf
written by Neruda,
Hughes,
and assorted
others
but another being
sits there
too
it is Bukowski
his seven or so books
in my ownership
slouched in the corner
singing drunken
tunes
so, yes,
this is another
poem about my
second father
but it’s less about him,
and more about the others,
those books of poesy
I could never finish
sure,
I’ll read the first
section,
maybe half
of them,
maybe all but
the last
little
bit,
but never the whole
book,
cover to
cover.
I don’t know why,
money down the
drain really,
and yet,
I don’t regret
it
maybe I’m not cultured,
slumming with henry
and his gang of profanity
and depression,
to appreciate how and
what
they’re writing
but when I go back,
after reading the poems
for a little bit before
bed,
I find that I can go to
sleep when I put down
the works of Longfellow
or Cummings.
but when I finally silence
Bukowski,
all I can do is write
until my hands bleed so
much it hurts,
or my mind works to exhaustion
while my body falls to
shambles
