My mentor
my motivation
my moonlight at high noon
my starlight swoon
my sunlit beach in june
even if it's a dreary january
the reason my heartbeat wants to breathe
from the moment it actually got to meet you in the physical world
and realized the miracle truth of what it already believed...that all of
the texts and emails and messages were only false in that they
ludicrously understated the absolute of Yur light Yur personality Yur
energy Yur Blue Eyes ability to express and explain and exude that
the world is wonderful and it's even immeasurably better with
You...from that instant when we sat together by the fire and I ached to
touch You and my poetheart promised the universe whatever it
wanted for the daily renewed memory of kissing You
my dream
whether asleep or awake
the only fantasy which moves me
the only reality meant for me
my only failure that matters
the only forever that shatters
the reason the word awesome exists
or did I say amazing
or gorgeous
or silly sweet
or perfect
or exciting
or comfort
or Happy
or Hottie
or please kiss me NOW
or please let me please You
or touch me with Yur eyes
or hold me in Yur thighs
or nestle into my cuddle
as I nestle into your soul
or any and every detail of You
is why I want awareness
or did I mention that what you consider mundane about Yur life, Yur day
when shared with You was a meteor shower at play
my muse
my music
the soundtrack in my mind
I waited forever to find
my love
my lust
my life
the only Belief
I ever actually Believed
the reason my heartbeat hopes breathing wasn't just a dream or a cruel memory
from the moment of thrown away and broken and farther from
awesome than possible i still exist despite the day-to-day lack of
desire to do so becuz my mind sings even within sorrow with echoes
of the soundtrack for my surreal world, the multi-faceted platinum
album of the funnest person the fullest woman (how can You be
everything?!?!) I've ever met or even seen who somehow inexplicably
LOVED me for a while (really...blue-on-blue-within-blue I saw inside
Her inside Me)
my best day (she's US with me!)
my worst day (she's done with me)
my nervous excitement every single second since we met
my molten full-spectrum heartbeat (silly and sweet)
my only wish
one fish
two fish
red fish
blue fish
my only wish
the only reason I keep breathing today
becuz maybe there could be a someday
Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 1:46 AM UTC
My mentor
my motivation
my moonlight at high noon
my starlight swoon
my sunlit beach in june
even if it's a dreary january
the reason my heartbeat wants to breathe
from the moment it actually got to meet you in the physical world
and realized the miracle truth of what it already believed...that all of
the texts and emails and messages were only false in that they
ludicrously understated the absolute of Yur light Yur personality Yur
energy Yur Blue Eyes ability to express and explain and exude that
the world is wonderful and it's even immeasurably better with
You...from that instant when we sat together by the fire and I ached to
touch You and my poetheart promised the universe whatever it
wanted for the daily renewed memory of kissing You
my dream
whether asleep or awake
the only fantasy which moves me
the only reality meant for me
my only failure that matters
the only forever that shatters
the reason the word awesome exists
or did I say amazing
or gorgeous
or silly sweet
or perfect
or exciting
or comfort
or Happy
or Hottie
or please kiss me NOW
or please let me please You
or touch me with Yur eyes
or hold me in Yur thighs
or nestle into my cuddle
as I nestle into your soul
or any and every detail of You
is why I want awareness
or did I mention that what you consider mundane about Yur life, Yur day
when shared with You was a meteor shower at play
my muse
my music
the soundtrack in my mind
I waited forever to find
my love
my lust
my life
the only Belief
I ever actually Believed
the reason my heartbeat hopes breathing wasn't just a dream or a cruel memory
from the moment of thrown away and broken and farther from
awesome than possible i still exist despite the day-to-day lack of
desire to do so becuz my mind sings even within sorrow with echoes
of the soundtrack for my surreal world, the multi-faceted platinum
album of the funnest person the fullest woman (how can You be
everything?!?!) I've ever met or even seen who somehow inexplicably
LOVED me for a while (really...blue-on-blue-within-blue I saw inside
Her inside Me)
my best day (she's US with me!)
my worst day (she's done with me)
my nervous excitement every single second since we met
my molten full-spectrum heartbeat (silly and sweet)
my only wish
one fish
two fish
red fish
blue fish
my only wish
the only reason I keep breathing today
becuz maybe there could be a someday
