snuggling on the couch, watching coraline
**your **** shoved in my face
ready to blow
forced in my mouth
almost chalky dry**
*holding my hand in the store
hugging me tight because mom has a new boyfriend*
**pushing me against the sink
thrusting in**
*crying on the couch
you smother me
till i smile*
**first night i met you
hands down my pants
you asked me to get on top
i said no
it happened
anyway**
*helping me work my way to college
moving for me
buying me
so many
many
things*
**hard **** against my thigh
rubbing
forceful hand against me
too hard
frightened**
*hugs
kisses
he takes care of me
cries when he tells me how much he loves me
tells me how i saved him
from depression,
suicide
anger*
if only to tell you the depression you brought me
like one of the many presents
wrapped tightly
i swallowed
let it spread to my lungs
now i only breathe pain
i did not dissipate the bad parts of you
i consumed them
and now they are mine
to bear
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 2:24 PM UTC
snuggling on the couch, watching coraline
**your **** shoved in my face
ready to blow
forced in my mouth
almost chalky dry**
*holding my hand in the store
hugging me tight because mom has a new boyfriend*
**pushing me against the sink
thrusting in**
*crying on the couch
you smother me
till i smile*
**first night i met you
hands down my pants
you asked me to get on top
i said no
it happened
anyway**
*helping me work my way to college
moving for me
buying me
so many
many
things*
**hard **** against my thigh
rubbing
forceful hand against me
too hard
frightened**
*hugs
kisses
he takes care of me
cries when he tells me how much he loves me
tells me how i saved him
from depression,
suicide
anger*
if only to tell you the depression you brought me
like one of the many presents
wrapped tightly
i swallowed
let it spread to my lungs
now i only breathe pain
i did not dissipate the bad parts of you
i consumed them
and now they are mine
to bear