it creeps in slowly
like chills on a wintery night
and before it's even noticeable
it engulfs me
the sadness
the darkness
the numbness
it fills me up
until I have nothing left in me to fill
no space for air
and I can't breathe
gasping and gasping
to no avail
staring down from up here
if I fell
would it stop
after hitting the ground?
or would I fall further
so far down that
even the darkness would
flee in fear
the numbness would burn
and the pain come rushing back
swallowing me
drowning me
incomprehensible unravelled thoughts
a mass of black
with speckles of grey begging to be seen
masked white and acidified colors
shriveled up
wilted
killing flowers
cutting trees
beauty is not in the eye of the beholder
**** beauty
bleed it's worth
for it shall have none
in the darkness
find comfort
no fear that the suns power
would do any harm
unreachable
don't
get out
stay
Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 9:17 AM UTC
it creeps in slowly
like chills on a wintery night
and before it's even noticeable
it engulfs me
the sadness
the darkness
the numbness
it fills me up
until I have nothing left in me to fill
no space for air
and I can't breathe
gasping and gasping
to no avail
staring down from up here
if I fell
would it stop
after hitting the ground?
or would I fall further
so far down that
even the darkness would
flee in fear
the numbness would burn
and the pain come rushing back
swallowing me
drowning me
incomprehensible unravelled thoughts
a mass of black
with speckles of grey begging to be seen
masked white and acidified colors
shriveled up
wilted
killing flowers
cutting trees
beauty is not in the eye of the beholder
**** beauty
bleed it's worth
for it shall have none
in the darkness
find comfort
no fear that the suns power
would do any harm
unreachable
don't
get out
stay