My hands, my knees.
Look at it jolting out of me,
Cavemen clubs with nowhere to go.
The passageway now hurts, pushing out
Whatever that went in.
Liquid, solid, knives,
Lies, lies, lies, grievances.
The forcing, the cough, the blow
Right here, into the middle of my stomach.
The stupid things I do sometimes
Just to feed the pressure.
The oil greases over me,
It’s hard enough to breathe in here.
Hear hear, I speak. It is you I want.
Mr. Grape’s hair I gently stroke away in that trailer,
His lips I gently kiss to an ******
Right there, in my neck,
Between the pulsating veins,
The urge hissing on my tongue.
That’s where you must belong always.
Mamma, won’t you get off
Your fat back and your fat haunch,
Off that sweaty couch, off that shaky little house
And get me out of this god-forsaken land?
Shalini Nayar
© 2004
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 9:01 AM UTC
My hands, my knees.
Look at it jolting out of me,
Cavemen clubs with nowhere to go.
The passageway now hurts, pushing out
Whatever that went in.
Liquid, solid, knives,
Lies, lies, lies, grievances.
The forcing, the cough, the blow
Right here, into the middle of my stomach.
The stupid things I do sometimes
Just to feed the pressure.
The oil greases over me,
It’s hard enough to breathe in here.
Hear hear, I speak. It is you I want.
Mr. Grape’s hair I gently stroke away in that trailer,
His lips I gently kiss to an ******
Right there, in my neck,
Between the pulsating veins,
The urge hissing on my tongue.
That’s where you must belong always.
Mamma, won’t you get off
Your fat back and your fat haunch,
Off that sweaty couch, off that shaky little house
And get me out of this god-forsaken land?
Shalini Nayar
© 2004
