one day
i hope i will be able
to light a match in my brain
and with that fire
reduce all those painful memories
to ash and smoke.
one day
i hope i will be able
to look back upon us --
upon what we were --
and accept that it simply
wasn't meant to be.
one day
i hope i will be able
to pick myself up
and walk away
instead of waiting for your
unlikely return.
for so long,
you have been the ocean,
and i have been the helpless boat --
tormented and battered by your ruthless waves.
for so long,
you were the siren
and i was the foolish sailor,
being drawn in
again and again
by your songs.
for so long,
i was a naive dreamer
and you were the stars
that i hoped would grace me with their presence.
for so long,
i was holding on
to something that was never real.
one day
i hope i will be able
to get rid of you.
and one day
i will.
(a.m.)
Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 12:15 PM UTC
one day
i hope i will be able
to light a match in my brain
and with that fire
reduce all those painful memories
to ash and smoke.
one day
i hope i will be able
to look back upon us --
upon what we were --
and accept that it simply
wasn't meant to be.
one day
i hope i will be able
to pick myself up
and walk away
instead of waiting for your
unlikely return.
for so long,
you have been the ocean,
and i have been the helpless boat --
tormented and battered by your ruthless waves.
for so long,
you were the siren
and i was the foolish sailor,
being drawn in
again and again
by your songs.
for so long,
i was a naive dreamer
and you were the stars
that i hoped would grace me with their presence.
for so long,
i was holding on
to something that was never real.
one day
i hope i will be able
to get rid of you.
and one day
i will.
(a.m.)
