Immobilized I gaze at the ceiling
Remembering the moments that led to this evening
I choke on the words I dare not say
Forced to deal with the pain that plagues me each day
Piercing each nerve
Giving way to exasperation
Resentment hangs heavy
and I feel suffocated
Another day alone plotting my reparation
These fantasies could end my senses and reason
I wish I could inflict the same anguish upon him
Wounding his pride leaving him with nothing
If only he could feel helplessness and shame
To a degree in which he would never be the same
Only then could my hate begin to wane
Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 10:06 PM UTC
Immobilized I gaze at the ceiling
Remembering the moments that led to this evening
I choke on the words I dare not say
Forced to deal with the pain that plagues me each day
Piercing each nerve
Giving way to exasperation
Resentment hangs heavy
and I feel suffocated
Another day alone plotting my reparation
These fantasies could end my senses and reason
I wish I could inflict the same anguish upon him
Wounding his pride leaving him with nothing
If only he could feel helplessness and shame
To a degree in which he would never be the same
Only then could my hate begin to wane
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