I'm just trying to hold on
I hate myself, hate my life and want to die
I'm not good enough for anything, nothing is good enough for me
I want the finest but just can't find it
Searching in all the obvious places
Suicide always a couple thoughts away
Why can't you just stay here and hide with me?
Hold strong wherever you are
Your life is beautiful and holds so much significance to me
Your the black hope in a violent sea of white despair
If only you had a mirror
Please think of me at least when you have nothing else to focus on
I'll always pull you out even if I have to dive in to get you
Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 2:09 PM UTC
I'm just trying to hold on
I hate myself, hate my life and want to die
I'm not good enough for anything, nothing is good enough for me
I want the finest but just can't find it
Searching in all the obvious places
Suicide always a couple thoughts away
Why can't you just stay here and hide with me?
Hold strong wherever you are
Your life is beautiful and holds so much significance to me
Your the black hope in a violent sea of white despair
If only you had a mirror
Please think of me at least when you have nothing else to focus on
I'll always pull you out even if I have to dive in to get you
I've been trying to answer myself lately in my writings, just to mix up my perspective... maybe figure out what I want. I really like this new thing I do. It helps.
