most would call it an asthma attack , i call it letting people share in the moments that take my breath away
but instead of a moment ... it was a woman who made breathing as hard as trying to catch a cab in the middle of rush hour in new york city
i saw myself by her side of every waking moment... but sadly i was the only one with that vision
she was standing above that pit they call the friend zone encouraging me to climb out but as soon as my fingers clenched the edge she would kick me back down but start begging me to climb up again.. and i couldnt stop
It was like being stuck underneath the ocean
im swimming to the surface.. but as soon as i emerge another wave topples me down
but hope floats and these feelings refuse to sink
so keep pushing me down because your air is what i love breathing , i want to keep trying i have to keep trying
its like being burried alive , left only trying to scratch your way through the top of the coffin but once you do , your only burried underneath the dirt again
but im not ready to die
i wanna live by your side
its like being stuck in a vacuum literally having the life ****** out of you
but you can take everything but this heart because you cant take what already belongs to you
but when you have an attack you have an inhaler
and when you cant breath there is always a respirator
but there is no cure for this intoxicating irrational disease called love
but im ready to dive in with no oxygen tank
im ready to knot this noose
im ready to jump without a chute
because the simple thought of you is enough to give me courage
and its strange because im addicted to suffocating
attached to drowning
and in love with pain
hoping for one i love you
Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 10:31 PM UTC
most would call it an asthma attack , i call it letting people share in the moments that take my breath away
but instead of a moment ... it was a woman who made breathing as hard as trying to catch a cab in the middle of rush hour in new york city
i saw myself by her side of every waking moment... but sadly i was the only one with that vision
she was standing above that pit they call the friend zone encouraging me to climb out but as soon as my fingers clenched the edge she would kick me back down but start begging me to climb up again.. and i couldnt stop
It was like being stuck underneath the ocean
im swimming to the surface.. but as soon as i emerge another wave topples me down
but hope floats and these feelings refuse to sink
so keep pushing me down because your air is what i love breathing , i want to keep trying i have to keep trying
its like being burried alive , left only trying to scratch your way through the top of the coffin but once you do , your only burried underneath the dirt again
but im not ready to die
i wanna live by your side
its like being stuck in a vacuum literally having the life ****** out of you
but you can take everything but this heart because you cant take what already belongs to you
but when you have an attack you have an inhaler
and when you cant breath there is always a respirator
but there is no cure for this intoxicating irrational disease called love
but im ready to dive in with no oxygen tank
im ready to knot this noose
im ready to jump without a chute
because the simple thought of you is enough to give me courage
and its strange because im addicted to suffocating
attached to drowning
and in love with pain
hoping for one i love you
