i’ve decided i’m letting it all shatter.
i can’t just look like this, all the time –
acting like i’m full of love and sea salt.
i’m so sick of building roads to my heart like
i’m some ******* harlot. (wait,
i am some ******* harlot.)
wait, why do i keep catching
your smell at the back of my throat?
who said you could be there loving me – ?
certainly not i.
maybe i should have told you all this
before baby, it’s etched into my seams.
“i am ***** and i am not
stopping.
everyone pretends to loves a *****
and right now pretending is
good enough
for me.
Dec 5, 2010
Dec 5, 2010 at 10:36 AM UTC
i’ve decided i’m letting it all shatter.
i can’t just look like this, all the time –
acting like i’m full of love and sea salt.
i’m so sick of building roads to my heart like
i’m some ******* harlot. (wait,
i am some ******* harlot.)
wait, why do i keep catching
your smell at the back of my throat?
who said you could be there loving me – ?
certainly not i.
maybe i should have told you all this
before baby, it’s etched into my seams.
“i am ***** and i am not
stopping.
everyone pretends to loves a *****
and right now pretending is
good enough
for me.
april 2010.