and just like that you let us go
you let me fall
but i used to think i'd never get back up
but i'm already walking away
and the fact that you're leaving makes me feel like i'm melting and
i'm just scared you'll learn to live without me
don't worry about me here rotting in my own flesh, blood from the mind staining it with angry words thought up in drunken stupors about how great we were. no no don't worry, i'll get better soon, but it's hard to get the stains out
how many different ways do i have to say i needed you does it take
for you to understand
do you even ******* care really? do you? i don't think you do and i just really don't appreciate that.
it's amazing how much you can hate yourself but love someone just
as strongly. i didn't know such things were possible. maybe i love
you enough that it took away all the love i was supposed to have
kept
the things that go bump in the night used to scare me but now it's the fading light behind your eyes
i would be there for you at 3am if you called me enough to wake
me up. you couldn't even take the time to text me back when i was
falling into pieces.
the hardest part wasn't the heartbreak. i got used to that after a while. it was noticing that yours wasn't, which means it never was really fully there in the first place.
you hear a noise outside your window. check, i dare you. he won't
be there.
i'm burning from the inside out and i wonder if you'll be able to see my skin charring from underneath
you poisoned my body more than any drug could have
Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 2:24 PM UTC
and just like that you let us go
you let me fall
but i used to think i'd never get back up
but i'm already walking away
and the fact that you're leaving makes me feel like i'm melting and
i'm just scared you'll learn to live without me
don't worry about me here rotting in my own flesh, blood from the mind staining it with angry words thought up in drunken stupors about how great we were. no no don't worry, i'll get better soon, but it's hard to get the stains out
how many different ways do i have to say i needed you does it take
for you to understand
do you even ******* care really? do you? i don't think you do and i just really don't appreciate that.
it's amazing how much you can hate yourself but love someone just
as strongly. i didn't know such things were possible. maybe i love
you enough that it took away all the love i was supposed to have
kept
the things that go bump in the night used to scare me but now it's the fading light behind your eyes
i would be there for you at 3am if you called me enough to wake
me up. you couldn't even take the time to text me back when i was
falling into pieces.
the hardest part wasn't the heartbreak. i got used to that after a while. it was noticing that yours wasn't, which means it never was really fully there in the first place.
you hear a noise outside your window. check, i dare you. he won't
be there.
i'm burning from the inside out and i wonder if you'll be able to see my skin charring from underneath
you poisoned my body more than any drug could have
but i don't hate you, it's exactly the opposite