you are silence.
unless you want to speak
you are absence
it renders me so weak
you are avoidance
my desolation breeds
for you to water my dreary seeds
and you don't even observe
how you restrain my nerves
cold and still
you weaken my will
my soul falls ill
not healing until
you give in to the thrill
of not wanting to be alone
and you slice me to the bones
and all over again
my reality is blurred
confusion, moments ago slain
cries of slaughtered isolation heard
only to retort, only to return
cycle of hunger & wanting, i yearn
growing bleak from your unconcern
needing, not receiving enough
aching for that deeper touch
needing anything, needing too much
because of nothing, eagerness as such
i will stop melting, and find a way
to become a part of your grey
Jun 28, 2014
Jun 28, 2014 at 6:16 PM UTC
you are silence.
unless you want to speak
you are absence
it renders me so weak
you are avoidance
my desolation breeds
for you to water my dreary seeds
and you don't even observe
how you restrain my nerves
cold and still
you weaken my will
my soul falls ill
not healing until
you give in to the thrill
of not wanting to be alone
and you slice me to the bones
and all over again
my reality is blurred
confusion, moments ago slain
cries of slaughtered isolation heard
only to retort, only to return
cycle of hunger & wanting, i yearn
growing bleak from your unconcern
needing, not receiving enough
aching for that deeper touch
needing anything, needing too much
because of nothing, eagerness as such
i will stop melting, and find a way
to become a part of your grey
