The words that were never said
Could have brought so much joy,
if I hadn't forgotten how to say them
and I feel like I'm on a roller coaster
that scares you and you can't get off
no matter how much you yell at the carney
realization sets in that I'm wasting away,
and I'll fall apart
I didn't mean to complain about this town,
or my friends
I just couldn't see with such selfish eyes
I figured if I tried hard enough,
the world would be handed to me.
Never ever did I think I'd be trying to remember
all the names of the people I've kissed
all this time spent trying to help everyone and myself
i'm going insane
I don't want to disappoint anyone,
but I let the sadness eat me alive
and I can't go outside without feeling like
the sky is mocking me with its constant brightness and darks
I don't know who I am,
but someone useless
Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 2:34 AM UTC
The words that were never said
Could have brought so much joy,
if I hadn't forgotten how to say them
and I feel like I'm on a roller coaster
that scares you and you can't get off
no matter how much you yell at the carney
realization sets in that I'm wasting away,
and I'll fall apart
I didn't mean to complain about this town,
or my friends
I just couldn't see with such selfish eyes
I figured if I tried hard enough,
the world would be handed to me.
Never ever did I think I'd be trying to remember
all the names of the people I've kissed
all this time spent trying to help everyone and myself
i'm going insane
I don't want to disappoint anyone,
but I let the sadness eat me alive
and I can't go outside without feeling like
the sky is mocking me with its constant brightness and darks
I don't know who I am,
but someone useless
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