I war with you daily
I war with you when I go to eat because of what that might do to me.
I war with you when I get ready in the mornings , you control how much of myself I want to hide behind a china doll facade , a face etched in make up
I war with you evry time I look in a mirror and you make me take multiple spare items of clothing "just in case"
I war with you every time I have to be somewhere at a certain time. you have me setting clocks forward, So I'll never be late.
I war with you every time I enter a space full of people , you make my heart pound and race. you make me sit there with headphones blasting to avoid any form of social interaction
I war with you every time I meet new people and make me socially inept and incapable of communicating. you make me nod and squeak my opinions. You make me quiet and agree
I war with you every time something goes wrong and you send me into a deep panic followed by a melancholy pit.
You scare me because you shut me out and now I don't have any one left to run to, you are my own fault, caus I let you win by caring about each battle I have with you
I war with you and you will forever win
Jun 6, 2014
Jun 6, 2014 at 10:45 AM UTC
I war with you daily
I war with you when I go to eat because of what that might do to me.
I war with you when I get ready in the mornings , you control how much of myself I want to hide behind a china doll facade , a face etched in make up
I war with you evry time I look in a mirror and you make me take multiple spare items of clothing "just in case"
I war with you every time I have to be somewhere at a certain time. you have me setting clocks forward, So I'll never be late.
I war with you every time I enter a space full of people , you make my heart pound and race. you make me sit there with headphones blasting to avoid any form of social interaction
I war with you every time I meet new people and make me socially inept and incapable of communicating. you make me nod and squeak my opinions. You make me quiet and agree
I war with you every time something goes wrong and you send me into a deep panic followed by a melancholy pit.
You scare me because you shut me out and now I don't have any one left to run to, you are my own fault, caus I let you win by caring about each battle I have with you
I war with you and you will forever win
My anxiety just continues
