Maybe if I'm buried beneath these sheets long enough
I'll melt into them
Chained to the bed
By a fatigue dressed in fuzzy pink handcuffs
With your name scrawled on the side
Ravaged the light from me
So if I don't see the sun for long enough
I'll convince myself I'm not real
A figment of someone's imagination
Sent to tell them their taxes are due
Their fly is undone
Convince myself that if I stay still for long enough
I'll slow my body to a leaking faucet
Lethargic sleeping pill slow motion
My heart will beat the way I imagine yours does
buhhh
boom
What a heart you have
buh
boom
A beat
As though living is an art I could just master
buh
boom
Like loving was the art you couldn't grasp
buh
boom
Maybe if I dream about you enough
I'll stop having these nightmares about being alone
buh
boom
Or maybe if I peer over the edge of the bed
It'll look less like a cliff than I thought
Buh
Boom
Maybe my feet could find the floor
You once swept out from under me
Buh Boom
Maybe I will stand without your hand to steady me
BUH BOOM
Maybe
I never needed you much at all
May 31, 2014
May 31, 2014 at 3:50 AM UTC
Maybe if I'm buried beneath these sheets long enough
I'll melt into them
Chained to the bed
By a fatigue dressed in fuzzy pink handcuffs
With your name scrawled on the side
Ravaged the light from me
So if I don't see the sun for long enough
I'll convince myself I'm not real
A figment of someone's imagination
Sent to tell them their taxes are due
Their fly is undone
Convince myself that if I stay still for long enough
I'll slow my body to a leaking faucet
Lethargic sleeping pill slow motion
My heart will beat the way I imagine yours does
buhhh
boom
What a heart you have
buh
boom
A beat
As though living is an art I could just master
buh
boom
Like loving was the art you couldn't grasp
buh
boom
Maybe if I dream about you enough
I'll stop having these nightmares about being alone
buh
boom
Or maybe if I peer over the edge of the bed
It'll look less like a cliff than I thought
Buh
Boom
Maybe my feet could find the floor
You once swept out from under me
Buh Boom
Maybe I will stand without your hand to steady me
BUH BOOM
Maybe
I never needed you much at all
