the t.v has never been turned up so loud
but today it is masking a missing voice
my room used to go months without hearing
though recently a five day period has been hell
on off days i would write to you
but i'm having trouble finding my voice-
or rather, the right letters to match my fingers pace
it's not that i no longer have feelings
though this off day has become an off month
and i've yet to type a single stanza that
satisfies the way i feel about you
there was a time i wasn't sure
in fact for five years i had convinced myself
i wasn't sure of being sure
and without getting too confusing-
long story short:
i am sure i was being an idiot
maybe i was blind
somewhere along the "unsure" line
i had opened my eyes and told everyone
within ear shot
"i am in love with my best friend"
though, you came closer than ear shot
and i was more of a ******* idiot
than i ever have been
the moral of this story,
and what i guess i've been trying to say
is that my tv has passed 8
to mask your missing voice
even though the noise drives me crazy
without your voice i am empty
(and not hearing your laugh drives me insane)
May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 9:15 PM UTC
the t.v has never been turned up so loud
but today it is masking a missing voice
my room used to go months without hearing
though recently a five day period has been hell
on off days i would write to you
but i'm having trouble finding my voice-
or rather, the right letters to match my fingers pace
it's not that i no longer have feelings
though this off day has become an off month
and i've yet to type a single stanza that
satisfies the way i feel about you
there was a time i wasn't sure
in fact for five years i had convinced myself
i wasn't sure of being sure
and without getting too confusing-
long story short:
i am sure i was being an idiot
maybe i was blind
somewhere along the "unsure" line
i had opened my eyes and told everyone
within ear shot
"i am in love with my best friend"
though, you came closer than ear shot
and i was more of a ******* idiot
than i ever have been
the moral of this story,
and what i guess i've been trying to say
is that my tv has passed 8
to mask your missing voice
even though the noise drives me crazy
without your voice i am empty
(and not hearing your laugh drives me insane)
