I cry my heart dry to the thought of you
my eyes they feel as though---
I dont want to think about you
because if I do
I will have a drought within my body
for years
I have dreamt of you so many times
I have thought of how it would be
to simply stand next to you
I remember your parents porch
and I remember you
on bright sunny days
you couldnt be more beautiful---
you were----
so beautiful
and no matter how anyone sees you from that angle
you will never be more beautiful
than to me at that second
when I walked up
and introduced drinking wine
I will never forget that day
when nothing could have been more simple
than me laying down next to you
I remember everything
down to your awkward smile
nothing
nothing was more beautiful
than your smile
thinking of any gesture that you might make
noone will ever be more impassioned by you
than me
hate that truth
or grasp it
no one will
but me
because we come from the same place
that has a thick air of loneliness
makes my blood cringe
and I feel inconsistent knowing that any of you
was ever really
real
I hurt knowing and remebering that you were real
your beauty
hurts me
Im wounded by who you are
in a complete sense and completely
I am everything
in everything that you are
and if you cease to exsist
then I am dust.
and nothing matters anymore
although you never mattered
because I am nothing but dust
to tattered eyes
in hopeless glimpses
in everything without you.
Oct 31, 2010
Oct 31, 2010 at 9:22 AM UTC
I cry my heart dry to the thought of you
my eyes they feel as though---
I dont want to think about you
because if I do
I will have a drought within my body
for years
I have dreamt of you so many times
I have thought of how it would be
to simply stand next to you
I remember your parents porch
and I remember you
on bright sunny days
you couldnt be more beautiful---
you were----
so beautiful
and no matter how anyone sees you from that angle
you will never be more beautiful
than to me at that second
when I walked up
and introduced drinking wine
I will never forget that day
when nothing could have been more simple
than me laying down next to you
I remember everything
down to your awkward smile
nothing
nothing was more beautiful
than your smile
thinking of any gesture that you might make
noone will ever be more impassioned by you
than me
hate that truth
or grasp it
no one will
but me
because we come from the same place
that has a thick air of loneliness
makes my blood cringe
and I feel inconsistent knowing that any of you
was ever really
real
I hurt knowing and remebering that you were real
your beauty
hurts me
Im wounded by who you are
in a complete sense and completely
I am everything
in everything that you are
and if you cease to exsist
then I am dust.
and nothing matters anymore
although you never mattered
because I am nothing but dust
to tattered eyes
in hopeless glimpses
in everything without you.
