Where do I go when I'm done I can't go home it's not an option
where do I go when I have completed my goals if I make and am successful where do I go?!?
What do I do i have only planned so far and the rest terrifies me
The emptiness and what if I don't succed
what if I fail how to show my face to my family
expecations so high of me because I'm the only one left not married or pregnant
what do I do where do I go
how will I live with the stress and pressure there already cracks in my walls
The doubt and guilt the horror if I do not succed
And what will happen if I do?
Who can I trust in my confusing family
If i succeed I will be disliked because I did
I went further then they did
Succeded where they failed and
and if I don't the joy that I failed that I am not better than them
The pity that I did not make it
What do I do?!
Where will I go
May 9, 2014
May 9, 2014 at 11:51 PM UTC
Where do I go when I'm done I can't go home it's not an option
where do I go when I have completed my goals if I make and am successful where do I go?!?
What do I do i have only planned so far and the rest terrifies me
The emptiness and what if I don't succed
what if I fail how to show my face to my family
expecations so high of me because I'm the only one left not married or pregnant
what do I do where do I go
how will I live with the stress and pressure there already cracks in my walls
The doubt and guilt the horror if I do not succed
And what will happen if I do?
Who can I trust in my confusing family
If i succeed I will be disliked because I did
I went further then they did
Succeded where they failed and
and if I don't the joy that I failed that I am not better than them
The pity that I did not make it
What do I do?!
Where will I go
