I can write out the sounds,
prepositions and nouns
that would help us to better relate,
but I can't stand to keep
all these things in the deep,
so allow me to pontificate.
I have wrings on my hands,
broken bones in my tongue.
I have methods of making me sane.
But this madness escapes
when my feeling berates
sensibilities trapped in my brain.
I feel stupid and foolish,
unsightly and ghoulish,
like I'm breaking my back as I walk.
I have whispers and sighs
just in back of my eyes
cause I can't stand to hear myself talk.
There are reasons and doubts
that I can't live without,
and my mind's a marina of stone
where excuses abound,
and you won't hear a sound
cause in here, you're completely alone.
I have struggled and sought
to direct where I walk
so my steps stray away from this place.
But with each passing day,
I examine the way
that I'm losing the whole human race.
I'll escape with my pride,
and my veins open wide -
even then, only once in a while -
just to trip down the street,
keeping quick on my feet,
holding fast to my Cheshire smile.
May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 2:03 AM UTC
I can write out the sounds,
prepositions and nouns
that would help us to better relate,
but I can't stand to keep
all these things in the deep,
so allow me to pontificate.
I have wrings on my hands,
broken bones in my tongue.
I have methods of making me sane.
But this madness escapes
when my feeling berates
sensibilities trapped in my brain.
I feel stupid and foolish,
unsightly and ghoulish,
like I'm breaking my back as I walk.
I have whispers and sighs
just in back of my eyes
cause I can't stand to hear myself talk.
There are reasons and doubts
that I can't live without,
and my mind's a marina of stone
where excuses abound,
and you won't hear a sound
cause in here, you're completely alone.
I have struggled and sought
to direct where I walk
so my steps stray away from this place.
But with each passing day,
I examine the way
that I'm losing the whole human race.
I'll escape with my pride,
and my veins open wide -
even then, only once in a while -
just to trip down the street,
keeping quick on my feet,
holding fast to my Cheshire smile.
